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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
haiz.. wah.. last nite.. i slp at.. at... 230am lei.. haiz
.. tired lei.. haiz..
.. not enough slp lei..
i 648am liddat wake up le lorhz.. sian..
tired.. not enough slp.. my head now oso a bit heavy rite now.. haha.. heez.. haha
h.. wat else..? hmm..
ya.. todae.. i nv go sch.. heez.. bad lorhz..
haiz. not i wan de la.. haha..
is tat.. go sch oso veri sian lorhz.. den... there study..
haiz.. veri no mood de lei.. haha
hmm.. haiz.. den again.. we go huimin home .. haha.. heez.. haha..
i tink we take huimin home as refuge le.. haiz..
bad.. haha
if our parentsnoe tat...
we will b hai huimin le..
and i dun wan tat wat.. haiz.. so.. i m goin to b....
forgetful, (as oays).. haha
heez
.. hmm.. haha.. todae.. not exactly a nice dae oso..
veri tired.. but couldnt slp.. haha
heeez.. hmmm .. wat else..??
hmm.. argh.. i hope tat i could find a job asap.. at 7eleven..
so.. i can hav alot of time to go out and work to earn money as well.. hmm..
hahaha.. heeez.. /-\ sad lo.. haha.. heeez..
no money veri bad.. haha..
okok.. heeez.... u sae la.. no money cannot go out rite.. haiz
so.. if i no work .. where got money...?
haiz.. heck care la.. i hope i can tell u all the good news.. IF..
i find a job.. so.. nex time den update..
heez.. hmm.. wat else now..
hmm. .nth lo..
hmm.. er... hmm.. 4 daes to n-level
scary sia..
haiz.. hmm..
wat else.?
nv study lo.. haiz
poor.. aiya.. now reali.. scare
fail la.. haiz.. my prelim fail lei..
4u, english b4, p.o.a b3.. haiz
sian
... haiz..
hmm ... now bloggin.. hmm..
reali.. my life is sooooo borring..
tat i m gettin slpy haiz.. haha
haiz.. hmm ..
kkk.. i dun wan force myself le..
i will write till now.. heez.. nitez.. (",)(,")cya
last written in 9:16 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
N-level cumin sia..
juz nex week lei.. haiz..
4th of oct..
start n-level english....
haiz.. 1 week onli lei..!!!
tat means.. 11th oct..
which is p.o.a. N-level..
last of all exam.. i hav for tis year..
den.. no more exam le..
weird feelin.. sia.. haiz..
after tat. 2week muz/ mayb cum sch...??!!!
haiz.. hard to sae la..
soooo many teacher sae tat they oso hope we no need cum back..
coz.. haiz.. they can dun c us wat... hahaha.. heez.. juz jokin la.. haha
i hope not lo.. haiz.. i wish to b able to work for the holiz..
in need for cash wat.. hahha
got chalet la.. camp la..
hmm.. wat else.. friends outing la..
movies outin.. , dinner appointments la.. haiz..
no money how can..? hahaha
haiz.. haiz.. hard to sae la.. haha
dun wish to burden my parents wat...
haiz.. hmm.. c la.. ihope i can work night shift at 7elven.. any1 noe 7even ppl?
hahaha
in need la.. heez....
so ani1 can help juz tag a message or send me a email at.. bj_cold@yahoo.com
heez.....
hmm.. okok.. tat will b all le la.. haha
hmmm.. i tink after my n-level den i include my dreams in tis blogs...
my dreams as in when i sleep..
wat i dream.. i will try to remeber n put it online.. heez..
hmm.. but all i noe.. tat i m dreamin of a gal lately...
dunnoe whu la.. haiz..
but i noe is a gal whu ties her hair..
at my age de...
tat wat i feel la..
haha... okok.. heez.. hm..
tat will b all la.. haha
nitez.. cya..
last written in 10:17 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2004
hiz.. ok.. i noe.. i hav not update quite regularly..
heez... sorry, i m busy wat.. haha...
studies wat.. haha.. haiz.. stress out la.. haiz..
hmm.. juz yesterdae.. i nv go sch.. hehe
y..? well .. becoz.. studying veri boring wat..
haiz.. coz juz finish prelim.. haiz..
i and sum of my friends go to my tis friend hom..
we there.. play bball... den
bout 2pm+ we go his home...
play computers.. heez...
we play internet..
games like.. GUNBOUND !!! haha..
after tat... we go out to cityhall..
to buy a present for my friend.. hehe..
wat is it..? well...
i wil tell u when my tat noe.. haha
coz later if he cum online n decided to visit my web how..?
haha.. dangerous sia.. haha
haha.. hmm.. but haiz.. becoz..
we go out till late...
when we go home..
we kana scoldin by my parents.. heez..
my friends oso kana scoldins.. haha
but we hav fun la.. haha
and it allow us to noe more bout each other.. haha..
heez.. so.. we noe much more bout each other.. heez...
haha.. hmm..
wat else..
oh ya.. todae.. i wake up damm late.. haha...
heez.. coz slp late wat.. haha
hmm..
wat else..?
hmm.. aiya.. nth much todaecoz.. veri boring.. haha
heez.. sooo .. now..
bloggin lorhz.. heez..
hahaha.. hmm..
k.. no more to write le.. till nex time bahz..
(",)(,")cya...
last written in 10:45 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
.. hiz again..
heez... hmm.. todae actually wan to go help bully sum sec1 whu bully my prefect junior..
but hor.. .. tat guy lucky ..
i nv c him.. hahaha
or else.. he dun nd to live le.. hahaha
juz koin.. heez..
wah.. long time nvm do duty..
the juniors still same..
lag lag de.. haiz..
but improvement is tat..
more ppl nt lag.. hahaha
...hmm .. todae at sch still okok...
haiz.. got study sum ting heez
... wat else is tat..
oh ya.. after sch.. again study mathz with kuan feng.. hahaha
.. den.. go chia wei home.. play bball.. heez...
wahh..
nice.. lei.. we mix bball with truth or dare.. heeez..
but sian is tat..
kana dare.. haiz.. hahaha
henry the worst...
he kana call serence sae he like her.. hahaha
but of coz.. nt real de la.. hahaha
.. heeez.. hmm.. den wat else.. or ya.. teach henry english..
teach veri long sia..
till , .. hmm... 9pm..
frm 7pm liddat.. hahaha
i tink la... heeez....
.. den after tat go home..
but go eat first la..
with junrong..
eat dinner.. or rather instant noodles..
heeeez.... ... den we tok alot sia.. hahaha
frm bball.. to friends.. to enemies.. den to galz.. hahaha...
den.. i go homa..
bathe le.. den.. now bloggin loz.. heeez...
also .. checkin mail.. and friendster...
heez..
hahahaha...
tis will b all loz.. hahaha
oh ya.. i tink i noe whu i m goin to jio le...
heeez...
till nex time...
cya.. (",)(,")..
last written in 11:16 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
hmm.. morning..
go sch almost late... hahaha
den in afternoon
after sch..
RAIN.. sian
haiz.. but we studyin in classs.. sooo nt wet by the rain... heez
.. so lucky sia.. heez
.. den.. we study mathz in class after sch..
.. wah.. cover alot sia..
like indices.. la..
haiz..
heeez
.. den.. juz now use friendster for AWN..
hahaha.. got more pics le.. hahha
heez..
hmm.. i dunnoe if password change le ma..
hmm.. i haven try.. i tink i later try.. hahaha
hmm.. now online bloggin n msn..
heez.. veri buzy sia.. haiz
no la..
online tokin to my friends..
heeez
.. hmm.. wat else... hmm...
oh ya..
nervous sia..
exam reali cloze...
damm..
stress sia.. hahhaha...
hmm..
HECK CARE LA...
i dun care lei....
studies.. easy la..
summore got 1 week la...
can make it de la...
hahahahaha
muz hav confidence.. hahaha
after all.. fail le onli go ite onli wat..
hahahaha
ite quite big oso lei.. hahha
n good.. hahaha
the cert oso recongized..
hahahah
i m lookin on the bright side.. hahha
hmm ..
after a survey test..
i get tis...
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing,
>practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the centre
>of
>attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.
>They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll
>always cheer them up and help them out.
haha.. so.. for those whu noe me.. is tis correct..?
hahahaha...
hmmm.. okok.. tat will ball.. haiz.. my dreamonline like spoil oso.. sian sia.. haiz..
soo.. i tink i mayb create new de..
heez cya.. nitez...
last written in 9:38 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004
hmm.. wondering why my title is rush..? hmm..
well.. it is becoz.. todae..
reali happen veri fast ma.. haha...
go sch .. quite early.. den after tat.. veri fast..
sch over le.. den ... after tat.. go home time..
but den.. go out.. suddenly .. lost my specs..
den go find junrong whu go out wif chia hui, vanessa and pei xuan..
.. haha.. i n junrong hav fun sia.. haha
we make fun of them 3.. heez..
wahzz.. they 3 veri violent sia.. haha.. grab my bag.. haiz..
summore.. tat pei xuan .. wah.. i nv touch her.. she cum n tickle me..
haiz.. haiz.. bully me sia.. den sae i bully her.. haiz..
i m innocent de lei.. haha.. dangerous sia..
galz r reali unpredictable.. haiz.. hahaha..
hmm.. after tat i go junrong home..
den.. i go play bball with him..
we go there play 2 v 3..
kanna trash in 1st game..
den we trash them... haha
coz oso they lagg wat.. haha.. heez..
den we play 3 v 2.. den we lose..
by onli 1 ball sia.. hahaha..
haiz.. den play till my back pain sia.. haha.. heez..
now still pain lei. haiz.. die la.. tml cant play bball le..
pain sia.. hahaha.. heez...
haiz.. todae.. oso make me realize tat..
i m veri emotional lei..
and i tink 2 much sia.. hahaha... haiz..
hmm..
y? i sae tat.. well... juz bcoz a gal trat me well
doesnt means she like me ritez..?
haiz.. last time i 2 foolish le.. heez..
haiz.. thought tat gal treat guy hao is becoz they like the guy..
foolish hor.. haiz.. but now i wisen up le.. heez
galz treat me well is becoz ...
i m friendly.. and i easy to tok to...
nt tat they like me or wat..
haiz.. tinkin back..
so foolish..
or mayb..
i wan to hav a stead till siao le..???
mayb.. whu noes..?
hahahahaha..
lack of love wat.. hahahahaha
heez...
juz now i at junrong home.. do le sum AWN club ting.. heez...
add le few ppl.. haha.. den now.. bloggin
heez.. oh ya.. for my last nite de dream..
go.. http://benzdreamz.blogspot.com..
juz by the side oso got it.. hahaha..
look for dreamonline.. heez..
hahaha.. hmm tat will b for now le..
till nex time sia.. hahaha..
cya (",)(,")heez
last written in 9:58 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
.. bloggin time.. haiz.. finally another post.. hahaha
haiz.. tis is my third blog le..
first 1 spoiled.. coz i paste in sum ting..
den next oso spoil.. coz i edit wrongly.. haiz...
now.. tis.. hopeful nth will go wrong.. hahaha.. heeez...
haiz.. it is late.. but.. i still feelin active.. haha
hmm.. okok.. i m nt reali sad or anyting.. but hor.. haiz..
when i tink of blog..
i juz cant forget tat i m such failure.. haha.. and i destory 2 blog aready..
hahaha... haiz.. sooo destructive sia..
hahah.. heez.. hm.. haiz..
todae sat.. okok la.... hahaha.. wake up at 8+am..
den i suddenly remeber tat i nd to go sch there to play bball wif..
junrong n alvin ong..
haha.. but junrong nv cum.. haha
i tink is becoz he buzy.. heeez
haha.. hmm.. algot cum though hahaha.. heez.
my afternoon oso quite nth lorhz..
cum home after bball, is aready 1+pm.. den i go bath.. watch abit tv..
suddenly feel hungry.. go hawker buy mee eat.. heez
.. den i on computer.. go online surf friendster.. heez..
c got any1 add me ma.. haiz but no1 add me haiz..
sooooo... any reader out there whu read tis can cum add me at bj_cold@hotmail.com
in friendster.. heeez... all welcum.. heez..
hahaha.. den i check mail.. sian la.. nth.. den
go chat chat.. on msn ... heez
after tAT my brother wan to use com..
so i go watch tv..
heezzz
and den nw..
Bloggin lorhz.. heez
predicatable hor..
okok.. stop here le.. den i go edit the template..
heez.. hopefully .. i will not destory it.. hahaha.. heez..
keep a finger cross.. hahah
cyz.. chaoz.. (",)(,")
last written in 1:36 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
last written in 5:46 PM
[x] Unclebenz
[x] Xiaobenz
[x] 21
[x] Aries
[x] 16 april
[x] Attached 121008
laptop
handphone
Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
'cycling
'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling