The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
.. fridae , 28th january.. .. 2005!!...
wat a night.. haha..
i tink i will not 4get tat night ani time so soon.. haha..
coz it a night of fate ... as i c...
coz.. i hav no idea i will c her tat night..
but i got to c her... 2 times by chance lei.. haha..
haiz.. but i m still confuse n discourage by her actions lei.. haiz..
sad case.. reali sad case.. .. .. ..
.. ok la.. hmm.. i m tinkin.. i hav been such a jerk..
haiz.. .. ..
i hav been not tat thoughtful.. haiz.. i disappoint many ppl..
include myself.. haha.. haiz..
haiz.. .. i now onli hope tat my next move.. my nex actions..
can be more of wat i desire.. haiz..
ohz.. ya.. i created a new blog... juz to store my dreamz, expectants,goals and my loves..
haha.. heez.. plz dun 4get to go over to glance on wat i hav been tinkin of wat i desire of love... heez...
.. haiz.. hmm.. .. arghz... i feel veri.. bothered..
by wat she tink of me.. haiz.. but how m i suppose to noe..?
i cant go n ask her rite..?
haiz.. summore..
i seriously tink tat she wun like me in any wae excpect as a friend.. haiz...
.. wat 2 do..? she is a smart gal.. haiz..
den.. i oso feel gulity.. haiz..
y... i scare... i dunnoe y.. i juz feel tat i m a jerk in sum ways..
haiz.. arhz.. i onli hope tat 1 gal.. same age as me..
whu, studied in phs.. same oso sec 5..
i reali hope she will not b sad.. n i hope.. she can move on.. haiz..
sad .. ..
but.. i hope she will ,most importantly... , forgive me.. haiz..
okok le.. by le.. till nex time.. haiz..
last written in 6:39 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
.. haiz.. sad case..
i m sad .. coz.. i m single again.. haiz..
i juz break wif a gal i thought .. tat is my loved...
haiz.. i guess.. tis kinda tingz cant c de.. haiz..
although.. i thought i can noe.. but.. i guess..
i cant.. dunnoe is good or bad... haiz..
but all i noe.. i m not the onli 1 tat hav it bad..
.. i hav a god sis... tat hav it twenty times worse den me.. haiz..
sad case.. haiz..
sad... sad... sad ... sad.... sad...
okok la... i m goin to sign off le..
cya..
last written in 1:02 AM
Monday, January 03, 2005
hiz...... i m soooooo happpi!!!!
heeez ... i m in love AGAin??!! hahaha
and it sure make such a difference from my stressed life... heeez :D
heeez... now... as for whu she is...
hmm.. she is ziwei... hehez....
but she is not from whitley... heeez...
so... she can hav sum privacy??? heeez...
aniwae... i tink i nelgect tis blog for a long long time le...
so i m goin to type a veri long blog todae... heez...
erm... hmm... start off wif todae....
3rd jan 2005...
mondae...
new sch dae... and i m startin my sec5 tis year....
wif miss Rohaya as my chemistry and form teacher...
i tink it is safe to sae tat...
tis year goin to b a good year..!!! heeez...
wat more is tat... hmm... i beleive i can study better tis year...
my new year resolution mahz... heez
.. heeez...
... hmm.. i tink i goin to brush on everyting ...
mathz, physics, chemistry, english and most importantly...
CHINESE...!!
heeez... p.o.a. dun nd lar.. i juz need to refresh my memory on it can le.. heeez....
hmm.. i tink for starters... i juz nd to do all my home work for now... heeez...
and den focus ... heez...
chinese i goin to study untill i crazy ... heeez...
heez... coz i aim for b3 for 'o' levels...
possible mahz..???
hope so lar... heeez...
... haiz..
goin to hav alot of stressed le... haiz...
coz i juz discover sumting..
i mayb for once in my life cant cope wif my work... haiz...
but nvm fear...
the best has yet to cum... heeez
... haiz... hm... sian..
my work pay haven get... arghz....
.. arghz... 300++ lei... haiz...
summore... sch reopen juz...
nd to buy alot of tingz...
sianz..
nd to use alot of money.. heez...
but.. me no money.. haiz...
sianz... ... wait for pay untill can die.. haiz... sianz...
... i tink i goin to call mike soon.. to arrange my pay.. haiz...
... so.. i tink i can b poor for a while lar... as long i save sum cash for 14 feb... heeez
nd to bring her out lar...
c movies... heeez...
cant wait for tat dae.. heeez...
.. but i m goin to try....
hahaha... ....
hmm.. wat else...
oh yar... all my buddies..
i juz wan to tell u guys...
best friends forever... ... heez :P...
and oso... to those whu noe me...
friends forever... keep in contact ok?
heez.. try lar hor...!!! .. heeez....
haiz... juz wan to let u all noe...
i cant bear the thought without all those whu i noe... heeez
den... for those whu wan to noe me...
becoz... u r a friendly person or u juz wan to make more friends...
add me in friendster wif bj_cold@hotmail.com
or if u dun hav friendster acc... juz add me in msn wif bj_cold@hotmail.com
heez... so.. cya... heez...
but dun forget lar...
muz intro hor.. heeez....
hmm... heeez...
i tink i can stop le.. heeez...
tired le.. heeez... nitez...
last written in 7:29 PM
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8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling