Sunday, January 30, 2005
.. fridae , 28th january.. .. 2005!!...
wat a night.. haha..
i tink i will not 4get tat night ani time so soon.. haha..
coz it a night of fate ... as i c...
coz.. i hav no idea i will c her tat night..
but i got to c her... 2 times by chance lei.. haha..
haiz.. but i m still confuse n discourage by her actions lei.. haiz..
sad case.. reali sad case.. .. .. ..
.. ok la.. hmm.. i m tinkin.. i hav been such a jerk..
haiz.. .. ..
i hav been not tat thoughtful.. haiz.. i disappoint many ppl..
include myself.. haha.. haiz..
haiz.. .. i now onli hope tat my next move.. my nex actions..
can be more of wat i desire.. haiz..
ohz.. ya.. i created a new blog... juz to store my dreamz, expectants,goals and my loves..
haha.. heez.. plz dun 4get to go over to glance on wat i hav been tinkin of wat i desire of love... heez...
.. haiz.. hmm.. .. arghz... i feel veri.. bothered..
by wat she tink of me.. haiz.. but how m i suppose to noe..?
i cant go n ask her rite..?
haiz.. summore..
i seriously tink tat she wun like me in any wae excpect as a friend.. haiz...
.. wat 2 do..? she is a smart gal.. haiz..
den.. i oso feel gulity.. haiz..
y... i scare... i dunnoe y.. i juz feel tat i m a jerk in sum ways..
haiz.. arhz.. i onli hope tat 1 gal.. same age as me..
whu, studied in phs.. same oso sec 5..
i reali hope she will not b sad.. n i hope.. she can move on.. haiz..
sad .. ..
but.. i hope she will ,most importantly... , forgive me.. haiz..
okok le.. by le.. till nex time.. haiz..
last written in 6:39 PM
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