Monday, May 30, 2005
grief..
i nv known grief of losing a friend up to now...
sadness...
not my usual self lamenting....
...
my classmate...
has juz pass on...
in a manner.. i m unprepare for...
although he is not my closest friend...
but...
still a friend and classmate for 3 yrs is enough...
.....
....
mayb it is obivious tat it will come to tis to some...
but .. even though he is in coma b4 he leave us...
doesnt mean he doent hav a chance of surival...!
haiz....
argzh,,,
emptiness...
in a class....
in my heart...
haiz....
....
mayb he had leaves us contented..?
welll...
he had gone into coma doin wat he wants...
so i tink he is glad...
he didnt miss anyting....
i hope... death is not the stopper of life.. but
begining of another..
may he be in a better position then us nw..
.....
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ok... gotta move on...
....
ahem....
...
sianz...
todae chinese o level...
nearly late..
but i m not .. haha
juz nice on the dot.. heez....
so.... not much prob...
.. but onli tat.. for paper 1..
i forgot to bring my chinese dictionary in to examination hall..
sianz...
so paper 1 not much hope le..
haiz...
but still i did quite well.. i amazed even myself.. haha...
paper 2 lei...
haiz...
i did ..
excceeds my own expectation.. haha...
i tink i can at least pass... heez....
with listening comprehension...
den i can safely sae...
hmm....
... wat else...?
ohz...
tmr got rehearsal...
but goin to b lonesome tmr.. haiz...
miss pingpong...!!
haha..
she got ting on.. i tink..
so she cant cum..
hmm.. so i goin to do the learning on my own for both of us...
coz we doin dance in the song mahz...
hheeez...
interesting..?
well we will b airing our sch muscial during last week of july..
haiz...
so long rite...
well we gotta learn mahz...
so b patient lar.. haha....
hmm... tmr...
evening after rehearsal...
me goin out.. heez.. wif friends.. heez...
goin town.. heez...
but do wat..? i oso dunnoe.. haiz...
my friend sundar...
juz now intro me work at xpo...
i dae.. 10hrs...
40 dollars...
but is from 9june to 17june..
so abit regulaar...
so is a good ting..
heez...
but onli tat i muz miss work on 12june sun..
and alot of rehearsal...
about a week worth.. haiz...
i hope greg , kiat,jon,wunfu will understand.. heez...
i really nd the cash... sorri...
haiz..
kk gotta slp le.. nitez...
all... slp well...
lonesome...
feeling lonely.. dae by dae...
time passes.. as we grow old...
lonesome.. is wat we will feel ..
each dae.. after they move on...
sadness...
comes wif lonesome.. haiz...
boi... have the gal u like
makes u feel lonely..?
well.. u r not alone...
gal... r u lonely..?
wthout ur boi...
haiz...
life makes fun.. as usual..
last written in 11:28 PM
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