Sunday, May 22, 2005
.. haiz..
yesterdae nite i 12 45mn liddat reach home.. haiz..
sianz.. all becoz.. i hav fun..
so... tat y i nd to wake up early? diaoz...
ke lian lor.. haiz,...
sianz..
summore.. todae .. upon wake up.. hear my two bro quarrelling.. sianz..
no mood.. to wake up le lor.. haiz..
then sad lor..
wake up less then 10 mins.. nd to go out..
not tat i m complaining..
but..
still.. although it is aready 11am goin on to 12nn..
but it is sundae lei...!!!!
haizyo..
arghz..
....
hmm.. lucky tmr dun nd to wake up so early.. heez..
coz.. no sch..
holi mahz..
yes can watch anime ..
i borrow frm my friend.. kelvin..
heez...
... haiz,..
i hope.. i can work without hinderance frm musical rehearsal..
i mean.. i hope there will be NO.. clashes..
coz.. i reali.. reali.. nd the money..
coz.. i got to pay bill...
my mum juz help me pay last month de bill...
worth of $200.. sianz..
kelianz..
diaoz..
m i reali too young to b independent on myself..?
i m areadi 17 le...
still young..? i dun tink so..
y cant i juz work?
y... muz.. i b treat as a kid..?
werid u may sae..
coz..
there ar ppl whu wan to b kiddos.. oways..
haiz..
i m juz over the moon..
when i know.. i m still a kid..
but i m under the world..
when i know.. i cant be a adult..
y? muz the world be such..
to torment..?
and nt to enjoy..?
why iszt wat we wan clashes wif wat we muz?
... tis tues...
rehearsal..
i tink i cant do it..
coz.. i haven find the rite charm for my lines..
haiz..
wat to do..?
sian lar...
oh.. i want to cycle sumtime tis week...
IF
i can put in sum time.. haiz..
diaoz...
y we cant enjoy? when we need to..but
we can enjoy onli we can to..
haiz....
i m not sure of wat i m sayin le.. haiz...
diaoz.. can i juz wake up.. frm tis walkin slumber..
haiz..
so blur sia.. life can b..
although i m mindfully singel... but
life still no change for me.. still so...
blur as usual.. haiz.. kelianz..
the nite is late.. coz..
i still nd to wake up tmr to watch anime...
last written in 10:18 PM
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