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Saturday, June 25, 2005
late...
for rehearsal...
but didnt miss much...
haiz...
tiring...
singin for quite long todae...
stomach pain la...
wenfu goin nex mon...
goin to miss his playin...
hope belinda is as good..
haha...
aft tat...
i go...
tuition...
late as well...
miss english as a result...
sad...
haha..
but it is okay...
math tuition.. was veri
mind boogling..
coz doin vectors...
i nv reali understand it..
haha...
but ok lor..
haha...
aft tat meet zi wei and dionne...
go swim...
or rather i c them swim..
haha...
pei them ..
for..
2hrs..
haha...
no..
wait..
4hrs...
haiz...
sad case..
haha...
damm tired...
so long..coz...
i pei them eat as well...
haha...
best news...
i patch wif my ex...
zi wei...
haha...
unexpected rite...
but..
the details will come later...
haha...
feeling of love..
is a veri curious ting..
so..
aniting can happen..
hope we can last...
coz.. we been through plenty...
haha...
kk... end here le..
nitez...
last written in 11:30 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
fri...
wake up..late...
for prefect meeting...
sianz...
we touch on much tings...
quite effiecent i feel...
bout the way they do tings..
haha...
long time
nv feel like tis le..
haha...
good...
...
aft the meeting..
at first goin to
meet wif sammie de...
but onli 2 of us..
watever for..
haiz...
sianz...
den i go buy comic...
Slamdunk #25....
heez....
siAnz...
waste mioney...
coz..
i thought i dun need
the money..
but i was sooo wrong..
coz i meet up wif jia yii,jesslyn, wei ting,hong yap,
and fiona...
den weixin cum meet us...
sianz...
they go walk walk...
long time nv walk bout le..
so i go wif them lor...
Kf...wat happen to u..?
call u ,
u nv ans..?
haha..
nvm...
den i,hong yap and fiona, andweixin...
go esplandna...
walk walk..
haiyo..leg now still ache...
haha....
we had a fun time aniwae...
haha..
sianz....
so fast finish le..haiz,...
kk.. stop here le...
last written in 11:13 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
rehearsal...
sianz...
do scene 7...
we finished learning the
para para dance...
haiz...
veri hard..
but we can still take it.. haha
heez...
i tink...
aft tat...
i go wif friens to yishun
to watch initial D
veri enjoyable...
heez...
i dun mind getting the cd and watchin it again..
haha...
but budget mahz...
haiz...
Sianz...
nvm..
i shld save and skrimp...
give me a month time..
enming..
and i will hav a 3230 to watch the movie u had
in hp...
heez....
kk.. nth le la...
damm tired...
stop here la...
cya..
last written in 11:05 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
not much to write...
juz stayed at home...
cleaning my room mahz...
haha...
missed goin out...
to play bbasketball...
and...
go chalet..
or rather...
the bbq...
haiz...
sorri.. i pangseh u..
sorri... val...
haha....
kk...nitez...
all...
last written in 11:02 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
... aft rehearsal..
we blocked the scene 8?
haha...
sianz...
lots of ppl didnt turn up..
they got probs..
i tink..
then again not alot of ppl nv turn up
sianz..
coz.. greg, elsa, odelia..
didnt turn up..
vAl come back le..
haha..
sianz...
heez...
tired..
now at junrong home..
drinkin volka..
haha..
sianz..
heez...
nope..
not drunk yet..
wun de la..
i hope.. sianz...
Sammie!!!
when goin to pub..?
dun leave me hangin..
in a city so dead...
haiz...
take ur time..
haha.. no time..
nv..
at most i nv go.. haha..
hmm..
sianz...
hmm...
hey.. elsa..
angry wif me so nv come ar..?
haha..
frankly speaking la..
u not fat la..
i m juz jokin wif u...
if i offended u...
den i muz,...
aplogised to u..
sorri...!!!
kk.. now tat is off my chest..
hmm..
sianz..
tired...
kk...
stop here la..
stomach pain sia..
hha..
nitez..
all..
cya..
last written in 8:52 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
ton aft bbq...
haha..
had a great time..
sianZ
heez...
diaoz..
now at jun rong home..
enjoy myself.. wif com and bleach
and comics..
hahaah...
finnally got chance
to read bleach...
heez...
yeahz...
wonder wat is
the address again..?
hmm..
ask junrong la..
haha..
http://www.bleach7.com...
wuu...
hmm..
nth le...
juz numbin my self b4 i slp again..
nitez..
cya
last written in 11:49 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
two daes of
no slp...
siAnz...
no mood le..
haha...
tired... tired...
but sum how.. i m
still goin for it..
haiz..
numb...
will i ever b able
to numb myself first mahz..?
siAnz...
tired.. and piss off..
no mood..
to do much..
juz able..
to lighten up...
coz..
father dae mahz..
heez..
we go out.. eat..
whole family meal..
long time no such ting le..
miss those daes..
haiz...
sianz..
time..
no longer...
there...
kk..
gotta rush to sl..
otherwise./..
no mood.. haha..
nitez all..
last written in 11:43 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
sianz...
sat ...
was not late..
lucky..
haha...
spent time...
singin..,doin scene 2 n 3...
not much..
haha.. oh ya..
oso got do scene 6...
haiz..
sianz.,.
den tired la...
now..
coz..
juz work finishz..
sianz..
tired lar..
dun tok more le..
last written in 10:00 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
nth to do..
so sianz..
no time to go out..
can onli stay at home..
haiz...
sad la..
haha...
nv mind..
still got me n my com
although at times it lag..
it is still faithful at times..
providing me..
lots of fun n enjoyable times..
it is good to know..
tat..
i hav sumting to reli on..
haha,...
sad..
fine..
i m fine..
i m juz onli searchin for games to
download..
haha...
although
my com lag at times..
but still...
neverthless,,,
a com..
haha
dunnoe wat i m blabbling about.. sorri...
sianz..
haha... dun mind me
much,..
kk.. few more paragraph den i m outta here..
haha...
feelings..
makes u wonder...
if...
fun is worth it ...
times we spent..
mayb fun..
but..
tooo short...
if onli i could prolong these
happy moments..
den i will b glad..
and mayb wun regret.. when...
the truth is out..
haiz..
as there is a saying..
the truth may hurts most..
when u ar least expecting it..
but i say..
even u expect it..
those actual moments..
ar still unbearable..
kk stop here.. nitez..
last written in 9:53 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
haiz..
late 5mins
for rehearsal..
sorri..
haha...
but lucky didnt miss much..
coz jon was not in yet..
was able to relax for awhile...
hehe...
was early in a wae...
coz i was early
for ping pong scene mahz..
spent 30mins liddat
for tinkin ideas...
aft jon come..
thought of 9 mini scene
and 1 intro...
...
not bad..
but veri long lei.. haha..
spent sum time.. doin scene...
veri funnie..
haha...
coz doin tat scene ...
dunnoe how to sae la..
but quite entertaining at times..
haha...
omg.. elsa...
u better go eat less la.. haha...
otherwise..
i reali nd to go train up..
haha..
i lazy de lei...
so i didnt want to go gym..
often..
heez...
oso...we spent time..
singin jumpin...
and all the song...
coz wenfu goin aboard mahz...
so got a sub music director..
call belinda..
i tink..
dun reali remember,.. hehe
aft tat.. we go eat at j8 food court..
... qui quan now live my home there lei..
not excatually.. my area..
but still near la..
haha
coz in amk... mahz..
heez..
next wk val come back le..
hehe...
soo good..
can c my mei again.. haha
oh ya..
tis sat got rehearsal...
juz thought
but..
i knew..
it is not possible..
y.. even in my right state of mind..
do i still purse the impossible..?
u hav hinted...
i tink..
if i read it correctly..
tat i m not the one for u..
but still...
i juz hope...
and thought...
cant help but to tink like tis..
iszt a crime ?
nvm...
nvm....
kk cya...
nitez...
it is late.. le..
last written in 11:00 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
wake up at middae...
meaning..
afternoon...
den..
did nothin..
till 2.45pm...
go my nearby youth centre
to play com games...
[play till 4.35pm]
then...
we go home..
coz...
my little bro is left
alone...
in home..
as my mum gone to work..
and my dad..
well..
dunnoe where he went la..
come back..
i play home com games...
till...
veri late...
10.55pm..
haha...
i den stop..
to hav my dinner..!
heez...
den watch anime...
till 12mn..
heez...
so cool..
shaman king..
hahahaha...
then as it is late...
my sister oso dunwan to use com..
so i use the com for a while..
heez...
use till...abit longer la.. haha..
coz i use it to blog mahz..
otherwise how u c tis entry..??
diaoz...
hmm..
nth to sae...
coz.. i n her..
it doesnt matter how we throw the dicee..
the one for me is u..
but not me for u..
haiz..
worse fear..
may come true..
doesnt realli wan to dealt upon it.. haha
laughing in face of uncertainly...
nv known i had it in me..
till juz a few seconds ago..
haiz..
but on a lighter note...
tmr rehearsal..
earler for me,quaiser and elsa..
all for scene 4...
hope tat we cant do sumting..
and make full use of time given..
hehe..
and elsa..
dun listen to levin advices...
if he advise u to..
sabo me...
plz dun lar...
actually..
wat is a friendy gestures...
has been made out as a more than it meet the eye
gesture..
plz la..
haiyo!!!
kk.. c ya all...
tmr...
nitez...
last written in 11:41 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
pissed off..
i was goin to sch...
when my dad return..
nvm..
but he cum back..
wait till i wanna go sch
den nag..
summore from unresonable grounds
to nag ..
he sae my bro's head pimples is due to the fact
tat my room is unclean..
and ask me clean..
etc.. etc...
plz lor..
my bro's head pimples is due to he
himself nv wash his hair properly...
my business mehz..?
siaoz..
wu liaoz..
i go out happi..
wear red shirt..
wanna do better for muscial..
he come back..
sae all the useless crap..
blacken my mood..
siAnz.. Arghz...
tat y whole dae..
i seems so tired and stoned..
i dun expect u all to understand my pain..
juz dun annoy me le lar..
juz feel worse lor..
actually wanted to skip muscial
for once..
but then tink..
not worth wasting other ppl effort and time..
but i go oso no mood.. siAnz..
do all the ting like half dead..
to heck wif all lar..
waste my own effort..
go there ppl all happi..
onli me there
black face..
muz hav dampen their spirits..
soorrrriii...
i tried to look happi and juz tired onli..
hope i did a good job.. haha
after everyting
aft rehearsal..
levin,elsa,kiat,greg and me..
go long john ..
eat..
but i nv eat..
not hungry.. and no mood lor..
haiz..
siAnz..
aft tat.. we go pei .. elsa buy
her water bottle..
siAnz..
haha.. but its ok la..
coz..
wanted to waste time as well..
mahz..
den aft levin go off..
me,kiat,elsa, continue..
walkin bout j8..
coz elsa wanted to change
the tings tat she brought..
from socks..
to water bottle..
diaoz..
well tat is how fickle minded elsa is..
haha.. opps..
hope she doesnt read tis.. haha..
i dun tink she will read my post lor.. haha..
too much crap le mahz..
heez..
she made attempt to guess.. whu i like..
haha.. u tink she will guess it..?
i dun tink so..
i tink.. most likey will b i let her know.. haha..
depends la..
my mood how.. haha
well.. as far as i m concerned...
she shld b able to guess it ..
if she use more than her brain..
haha..
but hard to sae..
not tat she will care to know whu i like.. haha..
kk.. oso.. i will forget bout guess the mystery
code on her blog..
too chim for me..
haha..
i understood..
i can hear from ur tone..
tat although u ar unsure..
u r firmed..
not to let me hav any hopes..
i can hear it..
although u nv sae out loud..
i noe..
u smash all the chances for me to take hope tat u might
like me back...
althoguh it cruel of u..
but
still i dun blame u..
u r unaware aft all...
mayb its in ur charcter..
i will nv know..
for i cannot know how much u know ur self..
oh my...
i dun noe i did wrong... anot...
but...
i hav juz leak a important clue..
i fear
u nv know...
but onli knew too soon..
hope tat u wun tink so much when u read it..
tata... nitez all...
slp tight..
but slp straight...
haha...
plz.. i m straight...
and i dun like those jokes u made..
although it is juz for fun...
i mind when it is made not at the rite time..
too many same jokes in a row..
kills the joy..
of the joke itself..
nitez...
last written in 11:43 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
hehe..
todae wake up late..
but go gym juz nice.. haha
heez..
....
oh ya..
sorri nu er..
me reali not enough to go..
so dun want to borrow money mahz..
so sorri..
nex time go wif u all...
sorri...
siAnz..
go gym..
there run,workout,workout
,work out,
then b4 going off...
i run again..
wanted to train stamina mahz..
then there bath..
veri nice to bath there..
haha.. coz the sprinkle
is veri powderful..
heez...
after gym.. we
meaning, me,kf, and huimin...
enming nv cum coz..
he arghz...
under parental control mahz..
so boh pian..
todae no trainer's advice.. haha..
as i was saying..
me,huimin, and kf..
we go walk j8..coz
huimin wanted to go popular..
oh ya..
he juz come back from thailand..
at first wanted go his home de..
coz his home, he sae got raspberri alcohol
hehe..but.. veri far..
den kf sae so early drink abit weird.. heez...
too me.. okok mahz..
haha..
different ppl got different opinion...
so instead.. we go "champions.."
a snooker place lar..
haha.. we go there play one game of billard
then one game of pool.. hehe..
den sit there wait.. haha..coz we waiting for serene..
haha
coz there is nothing for us to do le. mahz..
and we ar bored mahz..
we sit there till ermx..
7.45 liddat..
then we walk to serene home..
meet her..
sit down
crap awhile..
and crap
alot..
hehe..
then 8.45 liddat
then we go home...
i noe coz i reach home in time to see the
new channel 8 show.. hehe...
then..
go home stay wake
till 11pm..
den i drag my self to slp..
heez..
tat is wat i goin to do later.. hehe..
nitez..
all..
cya...
tmr rehearsal lei..
haha...
last written in 10:43 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
wat up damm early lor..
haiz..
wake up 4.50am..
haiz...
summore last nite i slp..
at 1am lei.. hehe..
sianz..
.... ....
go meet them at j8
morning.. hehe..
sianz..
veri tired lor..
arghz..
go west coast park..
i nv go there b4 lei..
haiz..
quite big lei..
and got alot of playground than
east coast park lei.. hehe..
but then
morning.. 6,7am liddat...
rain heavy rain..
wah pour till 9.30am..
when the ting susposed to start.. wah..
lucky ting is tat
todae the event not much
no gamesstalls..
onli got 1 tent..
although quite squeezed...
but okok lor.. haha..
hehe.. coz..
not much to do also..
haha..
so can actually
skip work lor.. hehe..
can .. ermz..
not actually skip work mahz..
is.. hehe.. slack mahz.. haha..
tat y.. heez..
hm.. we finish at 2.45pm..
hehe...
then we clear tings..
and then ..
take cab to sembawang..hehe
coz quiquan goin there mahz...
hehe..
so lor bang to sembawang mrt..
then i and danny take mrt to bishan..
then he take 54, i take 88 home..
actually wan to take 88 to pasir ris
than back but..
tooo tired...
dun wanna waste time.. so cum home..
and here i m writing blog.. haha..
hmm.. mayb tmr goin gym.. i tink..
wif kf and enMing.. hehe..
not sure yet..
haha..
coz haven confirm.. hehe..
wait.. wait..
cannot lar..
tmr i goin to escape.. heez..
so cannot goo.. pai sehhz..
end here la..
nitez..
i hope
i wished..
i dreamt..
y iszt wat u wan
conflict wif wat u can hav..?
wat m i saying..?
diaoz..
i confused..
i m puzzled..
but...
i m clear..
onli in one sense..
i m here..
she is there..
wheather there is fate between us..
depends...
i noe..
i dun hav ani hope..
even we meet each dae..?!
or often..
truth hurts..
but i will live wif it..
i will be better. ..
dun worry..
if not.. i will let u noe.. real soon..
but then dunnoe if u wanted to know all tis..
it may b extras..
but to me.. it is as important as u ar..
u may not know..
yet..
but if
i cant hold back my feelings..
den i will let u know..
tat will be the last ting i will do though..
last written in 5:36 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
no time to change color every three paragraph...
coz.. rushin to go out ..
hehe...
ermz..
wat to sae...?
ohz..
pai seh..
late for musical
todae..
wake up 9.15..
haiz..
so sad..
hehe..
den rush tehre..
sing the new world song..
do the flood scene and moving scene..
haiz..
didnt do well at first..
but ok ..
in the end..
heez..
.. hehe..
cant resist.. heez...
changed the colour.. hehe...
ermz...
wat else..?
oh.. we hav fun at lunch.. haha...
coz we go eat at mos burger..
then
sum how.. elsa
with a spirit of not to b denied...
urged kiat to treat us thai express...
haha..
go eat dessert.. ahha...
stay till ehz...
dunnoe wat time la..
i tink ..shld b 5.25pm liddat.. or earlier.. haha...
then we go popular..coz elsa and weixin both wanted to go.. haha..
oh ya.. for got to mention.. after todae experience with
levin and elsa..
i tink.. i begin to see them both in different light..
heez...
back to story...
ermz..
elsa not enough money to buy her ten year seires..
wanted to borrow.. but we all oso no money..
oh ya...
levin nv wif us coz he rush 4 time.. heez..
then elsa go find her friends
leaving me and weixin to go back amk...
hehe...
then on bus 13 saw ahisk.. haha
my classmate last time..
nv saw him in a while le.. haha..
kinda fated.. hehe..
hmm..
wat else..
nothing to add le la..
hmm...
kk lar..
i tink.. stop here...
if onli sayin stop is as easy as doin it..
i wanna stop loving u..
coz i know.. u wun like me.. but..
i juz cant ..
cant..
haiz..
tat is wat i m fretting over...
if onli u know..
i m sure u wun ask me tat question...
tat u ask so often ..nowadaes..
haiz..
kk...gotta go.. my mum is not paitinent.. haha
bb
last written in 9:13 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
... morning all..
now is 1048am..
i juz wake up a hr le.. haha
i tink i will write todae post early coz..
todae is another boring dae..
haha..
stuck at home.. etc..
haha..
ouch..!
my ankle..
abit sprained..
haha..
i thought it was nothing yesterdae..
when i jump to touch the wiring in sch.. near library..
heez... playing mahz..
haiz..
hope the pain juz there onli.. haha
juz test my ankle awhile..
okok lar..
no a prob.. haha...
juz received a msg...
it is frm greg...
well..
tmr rehearsal is at 9am sharp!
kk.. i will be there.. hopefully early.. haha
ani wan in musical can give me
morning call..?
haha..
nvm lar..
count on myself to wake up..
dunnoe elsa will b there mahz...
i reali dun tink so..
coz.. she muz b tired aft a week camp..
and her voice..
dun sae le lar.. haha
later jon or wenfu, kiat see le..
later give it to her.. then she know.. haiz..
but not her fault mahz..
i understand her situation..
coz i in prefectz camp oways return wif a sore thorat.. haha..
...hmm.. i tink tmr got alot of ppl cumin..
but kasem wun b in yet..
coz he is away in thailand to postphone
his Ns.. there.. hmm..
curious.. haha..
odelia, val.. wun b in..
... ermz..
i tink the rest will cum..
and even quaiser dad.. haha..
heez..
so mayb we can do sum conversions..?
haha... i tink we will still b doin songs lor.. haha..
all songs ar covered le... do u noe tat..?
or can u belive it..?
but although we ar not up to standard..
i feel it is sumting...
worth mentioning..
heez..tis is me aft all.. haha..
arghz..
my couquer online..
sux man..
arghz..
no time go there..
argh..
home com too lag to down or even install..
arghz!
i got a bad feeling...
reali bad...
usually my bad feelin cum true..
haiz..
i dun wanna tink bout it but i cant juz
ignore it.. haiz..
siAnz..
wat if...
she knew..?
i wun b able to know how to deal wif it.. haiz..
i tink it will b wise not to put her in my blog..
orelse.. when she put two an two together..
i m sure she will
know..
i tink..
haha..
kk.. cya all.. stop here la..
last written in 10:43 AM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
todae.. mahz...
last rehearsal for odelia..
haiz..
so ke lianz..
goin on vacation...
to ..?
well i hav no idea..
haha.. i tink is canada..
or sumwhere near taipei..
hmm
coz she sae she got a 19 hr filght to taipei..
and sum more got
dunnoe wat...transit or ..?
haha
heez.. i tink we ar ! goin to miss her..
hmm
well...
its tooo early to noe yet.. haha
she will be back 29 of june..
skippin sum sch daes...
and alot of rehearsal.. hmm..
sad...
but true..
haha...
but still dun tink she can beat elsa's record..! haha
more than a month worth of rehearsal..!
hehe..
best sia.. haha..
juz kiddin...
no harm done.. hopefully.. haha..
lighten up mahz..
oh yah...
tmr is last dae of elsa camp!.. hmm
oh yar...
summore kiat ask me to ask elsa
if she is ready or rather fit to cum to rehearsal on ...
sat..
and.. i juz msg her...
and her reply is..
"i got one more dae of camp...
cum can.. but i lost my voice completly..
cannot sing.. but will b there..."
wahz.. reali argh..
sinaz...
u muz reali try to get ur voice back and!
hope tat ur voice is not reali competly gone.. hmm
other wise..
ur gut feeling of being chop will be realised.. haha
rest plenty hor.. dun try to tok much..
u will nd tat to get ur voice back...
weixin..
my mei.. oso another 1..
although she iszt in for any camp..
she got polylessons..
so she cant cum for weekdaes rehearsal..
haiz...
sianz..
dun worry.. got kor here..
can teach u the tones of new songs...
tat u miss..
but..
=Warning!=
i m not a good singer..
in fact i m a toneless singer..
i tink.. haiz..
so dun pin too much hope on myself.. haha..
hmm.. continue on..
wif my dae..
hmm..
after rehearsal..
i go eat dineer..
at long john..
wif odelia,quaiser..,quiquan and danny..
coz odelia wan de.. haha.. guess it is a farewell dinner?
haha..
aft tat.. we eat finish den we saw
kiat!
haha...
oh ya..
b4 tat when we enter to long john..
odelia.. sae tat got one guy "diao" me..
when i sae excuse me loudly..
haha..
i didnt notice lei.. haha...
den aft tat..
i go back to sch there play basketball for awhile..
wanted to see if i got gotten a bit better mahz..!
haiz..
okok lor.. my shooting abit better.. but..
my underboard is not ani better.. sianz..
muz train harder..hmph..
then can pull ring or even slam..
whahaha..
heez
then suddenly rain!
i and danny go in..
whu i saw..?
peiying.. haha..
i tink.. haha..
coz at first i cant see properly.. haha..
no spec mahz..
den we go the cantten there rest..
den i saw nick.. nick ang.. my class last time..
from na jump to express...
the guy..
haha
he there coz got band..
he in alumi band mahz.. haha..
tat will be all liaoz.. haha..
nite all..
hope tmr will b better.. haha..
cya all..
last written in 10:10 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
wake up at 11am...
eat ceral...
sian dae..
haiz...
nth to do...
oh yar..
juz install mirc.. haha
met a girl there..
haha..
name sharon..
lucky me..
able to know new frineds online.. haha..
she oso go blog lei.. haha..
first blog friend know through mirc.. haha..
diaoz..
.. hmm...
wat else..
?
nth.. le lor.. haiz..
time still pass too slow.. hope..
tmr.. got rehearsal..
and not becoz not enough ppl den canceled.. haziz..
sianz..
juz wed onli...
time.. too slow...
makes me...
tink ...
haiz...
missing sum1.. can b so diffcult..
haiz..
sianz..
kk.. nth to sae.. le..
except..
todae got anime !!
haha...
nitez... all..
although is still early.. haha..
cya...
last written in 2:17 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
wake.. realised.. although no
rehearsal...
i was late...
for prefect meeting..
haha..
it was about july camp.. heez...
sianz.. lasted till 1pm liddat.. haha...
veri tiring...
haha.. then we go
play basketball.. haha..
not wif zhi sen mahz.. haha...
me go play wif alvin and qui quan, danny, bunnie.. heez...
haha.. sianz..
play for awhile then go play lan.. heez...
then late
go home.. coz stmoachache.. haiz...
sianz..
kk lar..
nitez...
missing sum1.. diaoz.. haha..
last written in 11:08 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
wake up..
it was... 10am liaoz..
sianz...
go bugis.. sultan road.. there..
get my pay
oso.. my sis, gui quan,alvin, and danny's pay..
help them cash the cheque..
then...
meet them give to them..
then...
hehe..
go play lan for awhile wif them..
end up late..
haiz...
diaoz...
late for wat..?
well i was meeting my cousins mahz...
haiz...
lucky they dunnoe my blog..
haha..
shh....
....
haha.. we go great world city..
meet first.. then go nearby, kim seng complex.. or plaza...
haha.. while waiting.. for my cousin de bf...
we go play bowl first.. haha
i got few times strike lei..
haha..
haven lose touch yet.. heez...
...hmm..den when my cousin bf cum...
we go play pool...
haha...
wahz.. my cousin bf veri good lei.. haha...
then we play till 8pluz...
then go eat.. at near by hawker.. heez..
cut story short...
... i go home.. eat slp...
den now blog.. haha...
kk.. nitez...
cya...
last written in 11:54 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
good... sundae!!...
haha.. wake up at 4pm .. haha...
around there lar...
i eat breakfast at 5pm lor.. haha...
then.. play com awhile.. then
go out cycling wif my siblings...
heez....
can sae at first is tiring.. haha...
... heez...
coz,...
my feet, or rather leg.. is not warm up mahz.. haha...
den we cycle for a few...
more hours...
then i start to enjoy...
haha.. coz we go down one big round amk..
then summore got
lots of slopes...
therefore... got alot
of wind..
soooo fun.. haha...
.. heez...
hmmm...
now .. watchin sum martain show.. haha...
sooo weird.. heez...
haha...
sad case...
hmm.. juz saw the martain swallow a nuclear
haha...
tmr... marks the week of rehearsal withou elsa...,val...
by the end of this week... oso
marks odelia... goin off for vaction...
haha...
den again.. tmr oso marks the dae...
i go out with my cousins for the first time... since.. new year..?
haha...
actually.. is the first outing...
we ever had...
we goin to play pool.. heez...
at great world city...
but first i meet them at tiong...
sooo.. cute.. heez....
haha.. juz saw martin see tv.. etc.. haha...
diaoz...
funnie lei.. haha...
but oso abit sad...
if martin reali... arrives...
we will b offguard...
and.. we will b...
pick off.. 1 by 1...
sad thought rite..?
and we may not hav the time to tell ur love ones..
tat u actually care for them.. heez...
so.. cherish ur love ones...
.. if u got achance...
to show to ur love ones..
tat u care...
dun waste it...
regret is too late...
so dun aim to regret...
juz ...
work it out...
haiz...
too bad i can onli advises....
and i dun follow my preaching..
hai...
so many a chances... i had wasted...
leaves me regret..
regret.. and more regret.. hai....
okok... time to wake up from dreams...
and move on in realitiy...
mayb if i juz used my chances more
den i wun regret..?
but wat if chances dun work out..?
haiz...
wat if..?
wat if...?
when can i juz...
gain more confidence..?
well...
i cant help it...
i hav nothing to boost... my own confidence...
haiz...
...
my face reali tat bad mehz..?
muz wear the wat mask..?
huh..? elsa..?
haha..
juz kiddin...
glad tat i dun reali hav to wear a msk.. haha...
diaoz..
wat m i saying..? haha.. tokin crap as usuall..
time moves on...
but i m still here...
time passes..
and i m still here...
when will i move on..?
haiz...
times goes on..
and i m still..
neither.. here nor there...
when will i find.. my ms Rite..?
soon..?
how soon..?
1 year..? 2 years..? 10 years..?
later..?
how late..?
20years..?
30 years...?
life in singapore is so restricted..
if u r a teen.. haiz...
kk.. nitez.. all.. cya...
so sad...
last written in 8:47 PM
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laptop
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Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
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'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling