Tuesday, June 14, 2005
pissed off..
i was goin to sch...
when my dad return..
nvm..
but he cum back..
wait till i wanna go sch
den nag..
summore from unresonable grounds
to nag ..
he sae my bro's head pimples is due to the fact
tat my room is unclean..
and ask me clean..
etc.. etc...
plz lor..
my bro's head pimples is due to he
himself nv wash his hair properly...
my business mehz..?
siaoz..
wu liaoz..
i go out happi..
wear red shirt..
wanna do better for muscial..
he come back..
sae all the useless crap..
blacken my mood..
siAnz.. Arghz...
tat y whole dae..
i seems so tired and stoned..
i dun expect u all to understand my pain..
juz dun annoy me le lar..
juz feel worse lor..
actually wanted to skip muscial
for once..
but then tink..
not worth wasting other ppl effort and time..
but i go oso no mood.. siAnz..
do all the ting like half dead..
to heck wif all lar..
waste my own effort..
go there ppl all happi..
onli me there
black face..
muz hav dampen their spirits..
soorrrriii...
i tried to look happi and juz tired onli..
hope i did a good job.. haha
after everyting
aft rehearsal..
levin,elsa,kiat,greg and me..
go long john ..
eat..
but i nv eat..
not hungry.. and no mood lor..
haiz..
siAnz..
aft tat.. we go pei .. elsa buy
her water bottle..
siAnz..
haha.. but its ok la..
coz..
wanted to waste time as well..
mahz..
den aft levin go off..
me,kiat,elsa, continue..
walkin bout j8..
coz elsa wanted to change
the tings tat she brought..
from socks..
to water bottle..
diaoz..
well tat is how fickle minded elsa is..
haha.. opps..
hope she doesnt read tis.. haha..
i dun tink she will read my post lor.. haha..
too much crap le mahz..
heez..
she made attempt to guess.. whu i like..
haha.. u tink she will guess it..?
i dun tink so..
i tink.. most likey will b i let her know.. haha..
depends la..
my mood how.. haha
well.. as far as i m concerned...
she shld b able to guess it ..
if she use more than her brain..
haha..
but hard to sae..
not tat she will care to know whu i like.. haha..
kk.. oso.. i will forget bout guess the mystery
code on her blog..
too chim for me..
haha..
i understood..
i can hear from ur tone..
tat although u ar unsure..
u r firmed..
not to let me hav any hopes..
i can hear it..
although u nv sae out loud..
i noe..
u smash all the chances for me to take hope tat u might
like me back...
althoguh it cruel of u..
but
still i dun blame u..
u r unaware aft all...
mayb its in ur charcter..
i will nv know..
for i cannot know how much u know ur self..
oh my...
i dun noe i did wrong... anot...
but...
i hav juz leak a important clue..
i fear
u nv know...
but onli knew too soon..
hope tat u wun tink so much when u read it..
tata... nitez all...
slp tight..
but slp straight...
haha...
plz.. i m straight...
and i dun like those jokes u made..
although it is juz for fun...
i mind when it is made not at the rite time..
too many same jokes in a row..
kills the joy..
of the joke itself..
nitez...
last written in 11:43 PM
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