The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
tings tat i dunnoe wat i m doin.. Labels: delete
i wanna b alone..
yet i wanna fall in love..
i wanna b attached..
yet i m scared of being hurt..
i m a guy, yet behave like a girl..
guy supposed to b strong..
but i m feelin weak..
tis makes me tink..
is guys as strong as they tink they ar..?
physically..? or mentally..?
wat is real..?
love or money..?
which is more important..?
in singapore..
these are the tings tat matter most to a citzen
money, apartment,job,education,fun..
mayb it is time to wake up..
mayb..
i jux foolin around..
i wan to noe tings..
but..
yet..
wan to b ignorant..
ignorant at times is a bliss..
yet ignorant may cause ppl to look down on u..
haix..
i m willing to try new tings..but
i m b weary aft the experience..
but i hav decided..
i will stand strong..
i will..
try again..
though regardless it is good or bad..
i will jux try it out..
will u try wif me.. ?
kk.. it is late.. nitex..
last written in 9:22 AM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
okok.. Labels: delete
i hav been hearing lots of comforting words..
lolx..
and ppl enquiring bout my life..
haha. .
hmm..
i noe..
i been a jerk lately..
bad mood seems to be my second name..
haix..
i miss a lot of tings..
as in fun wif friends..
goin out.. lan gaming..
hmm ..
etc..
haha..
coz..
i nv seem to reali able to enjoy them lately wif my probs on my back..
but now..
i tink is saw the light. .
i hope..
haha..
life is not tat hard..
it is reali veri hard,,
lolx..
but still. ..
life goes on...
i hav to breathe so i mux do sumting..
or else i will b waste oxygen..
haha..
hmm.,. sammie..
sorri tat lately i keep put ur airplane..
when u ask me go out..
i last min cancel..
pai seh..
reali..
haix..
soo..
mayb.. when i reali got time.. then i ask u and serene out..
tat is if u all ar free..
haha..
coz..
hmm ..
kk.. i will stop here le..
nitex..
last written in 2:18 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
nope.. not bout sincerity..
but..
my thoughts tat is useful to me..
haix..
whu to tink..
her.. ?
nehx..
she dun care a hoot bout me..
so i dun reali shld care bek..
but i luv her..
once..?
or still.. ?
tat is wat i m puzzling about..
luv.. ?
then y whenever i c px i feel abit elated..?
y..?
m i a firt as they sae.. ?
haix..
but,...
do i hav feelings for px.. ?
wat if she dun care bout me.. ?
my heart dun tink can take it lor.
haix..
dun sae le..
stop here le..
nitex
last written in 4:25 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
rusty in here sia..
lolx.. coz i hav no tm to write entries mahx..
was working my guts out..
haix..
but in the end still onli hav enough to pass each dae nia..
haix...
sad...
haix.. my o lvl reult is out..
where i go..
well..
i go whitley sec..
yupx...
retain..
hav another try at o lvl..
lolx..
sian..
on the dae i hav my interview..
my vice principal sux lor..
she repeat herself over and over again..
like a broken down recorder..
so lame lor..
haix..
but ya.. retain..
i dun wan to sae..
but.. .
hell ...
y m i onli person like tis..?
suffering in silence..
arghz..
as for my luv life..
it is now in a standstill..
coz...
my heart is bleeding ..
it is torn apart and stamp on..
i dun blame her..
as i tink our luv has die down..
now i can onli hope tat i can heal soon..
and get over it and so
b able to love again..
my mood now is so...
topsy turvey..
sumtimes gd.. others times bad..
it is jux the begining..
and since i start my luv life in whitley..
mayb i m suppose to end it here 2..
and so it can be known as my love in whitley..
arghx..
kk.. nitex all..
if anyone still bother to check if i got write in mahx..
bbyz
last written in 2:05 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
is so ever nearer and nearer..
beware.. all those whu nv did well..
u may fail..
but nv fail.. to noe..
u hav a place to go..
no matter it is jc or poly..
ite or retain..
u can still study..
tat shld b a gd ting..
too all whu ar studyin still..
work hard and enjoy sch..
while u can..
haix..
enjoy.. byx..
10feb then write again..
byx..
last written in 6:23 PM
[x] Unclebenz
[x] Xiaobenz
[x] 21
[x] Aries
[x] 16 april
[x] Attached 121008
laptop
handphone
Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
'cycling
'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling