The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
no time to dwindle and waste.. Labels: delete
got work..
and nid to revise..
haiz..
soo..
sry if i cant update..
or if i didnt reply to u when
u contact me..
hahaha..
pai seh lorr..
nid money...
whu ask me to b a poor guy..
hahaha..
dun worry..
i will try to meet up with u all whenever i can..
hahaha..
work at 7eleven doesnt means work 24/7 mahx..
so will hav time to hav fun with u all the ...
juz.. no more clubing bahx..
coz..
i work nite shift..
duh!!!
...
nid more time to practice maths..
sianz..
still unsure over alot of tings..
haix..
but ya,,
tat is onli small parts in terms of
graphs.. equation..
haix..
alot..
okok..
i noe..
mayb i m crazy..
haven study finish..
still want to work..
haix..
but trust me..
i dun reali wan to de..
but juz tat..
well..
i reali nid to pay for sumtings..
bills.. fun.. outings..
ohno..
i still nid to tell gui quan
i m not goin for the chalet..
hahaha..
hmmm..
sad la..
but mayb i can go till 9pm then i nid to rush home to go for work..
hmm..
ya..
kk..
gotta go eat my break-lunch..
heex..
cya..
byz
last written in 11:36 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
surely.. though slowly.. Labels: delete
bit by bit..
i m studyin..
although the pace may not be realistic now..
but slowly..
i m picking up the pace..
and ya..
i m understand it ..
so dun worry..
hahaha..
hmm..
though i wonder..
will i b ready..
at the same time i cant help tinkin
tat..
if i cant make it..
wat bout alvin?
i noe bunnie shld can de..
so alvin lei?
omfg.. '
if he dun gather his thoughts..
he will fail it..
haix..
i hav thought of speakin to ppl tat will enlighten him..
hmm..
but will it help..?
nagging.. ?
i wonder..
nothing is to be certain..
haix.. .
so..
hope lor..
at worst..
bad luck for him lor..
fail nia mahz..
whu noes..
mayb he will break my record...?
haix..
okok..
hmm..
now i gotta the hang of my study wave..
i tink i shld lead the wave to maths asap..
otherwise..
i cant do much oso..
wif juz science..
and geo..
hmm..
i wonder again..
first humanities is wat paper..
geo or ss.. ?
hmmm...
aniwan..?
...
okk..
wat else.. ?
hmm..
oh..
grad nite seating arragement..
haix..
sad la..
tat crispin haven reply yet
haiz..
soooo sad..
wtf man...
haiz..
nvm la..
find a wae sumhow..
haiz..
now i gotta concentrate on my little tings..
then i gotta complete them..
then i will be ready mentally to take on the o lvl examination..
heez..
cya all..
jia you!
nitez
last written in 1:21 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
sad la.. Labels: delete
still no mood study..
sad lei..
haix..
ke lianz..
hmmm...
go sch totally still no moood..
haixya..
sad la..
hmm..
cannot continue like tis..
tink i shld start nite study le..
haix..
haix..
hmm..
todae..
so sad la..
no mood study..
still lazing around..
hmm..
prefectz oso sad lei..
got two new teacher
and they hav no ideas of their own..
haix..
sad ..
hmmm..
onli noe how to copy ppl ideas..
haix..
not tat i sae them.. but reali wats..
they veri..
haix..
nvm..
hope they can understand sooon..
that if they dun noe.. they shld observe first..
then comment..
then tink of solutions..
haix..
kk..
dun write le..
nid to pass com back to my bro le..
and give dictation to my another bro..
haix..
kk..
nitez..
last written in 10:40 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
first dae of study leave is meant to enjoy rite..? Labels: delete
well..
yar..
i go and enjoy wif..
edmund and daniel..
meeting at 10am!!!
at bishan..
we journey to orchard to k'box..
sing till song la..
hahaha..
till 2pm..
then we walk..
to..
plaza sing..
to meet up wif the rest of their group..
apparently is someone's bdae..
lolx. .
then we walk to cathay watch rob-b-hood
lolx. .
laugh till die la..
hahahaha..
hahahaha
veri de funnie..
heex..
then we take train to harbourfront...
shop.. walk..
then eat at kopitiam..
damm x lor..
$4.10
for mix rice ..
omg..
haix..
then we go buy drink..then
go parkmall beside the pool..
play pool..
then...
after a while..
go home..
so fun..
heex..
i noe..
i didnt express much fun out..
but believe me..
it was fun..
while it lasted..
heex..
oso..
i finally noe the girl name..
but i dunnoe how to spell..
lol..
sianz..
haha..
okok..
so tmr mux start study le..
sad la..
hahahaha..
kk..
stop here..
oh..
i juz fix my tag..
so hope it works..
keep ur finger cross..
heex..
cya all..
nitez..
last written in 10:56 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
hahaha.. Labels: delete
best joke ever..
haix..
i have gone grad assembly last yr. .
and i dun nid to go tis yr
but..
i dun noe..
everyone noe..
but me..
lolx. .
i mean ..
adam la..
he la...
veri good friend..
noe..
but nv tell. .
own self run away..
sad la..
ke lian la..
i was at the assembly..
haix..
lucky i smart..
i run away b4 the whole ting start..
heez.. .
hahaha..
but i missed the commotion ..
i heard it while i was at the bball court..
hmm. ..
it appears..
to b sumting about
the sch "gentleman"
sumtimes i wonder if he noes he is making such a joke of himself..
then again..
i dun tink so..
haix..
i mean..
y will anione make a joke out of himself. .
?
wat can be gained?
other than being a joke?
either that or he is reali naive..
haix..
pity him la..
sianz..
speaking..
of which...
i make a joke out of myself..
i cause the fan on top of the whiteboard to drop..
haix..
so embrassing..
hahaha..
i mean..
there are ppl watching me mahx..
sianz..
haix. .
heex..
aniwae..
i had a good dae. .
heex..
...
hmm...
kk.. cya..
nitez..
last written in 11:25 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
time pass so soon.. Labels: delete
soon it will be the study leave le..
now a serious decision face me..
shld i or shldnt i ..
work..?
then..
shld i go for the chalet?
hmmm...
gui quan de la..
haixyoz...
so wat...
i feel like juz work..
and then dun go lor..
haix..
sianz..
how leix...
i nid money mahx..
how..
sadded lei..
money or enjoyment?
hmmm...
sad lei...
shuner bdae comin..
somemore clash with my own cousin the bdae...
haix..
wat to do.. ?
sianz..
mayb i suggest tat celebrate shuner bdae during the chalet?
hmmm...
nice idea lei.
i wonder they wan mahx..?
hmmmm....
c bahx..
if liddat then i nid to go for chalet le lor..
cant run..
sianz..
mayb..
i suggest then i run..
sae i cant come.. ?
hmmm...
i wonder..
sianz la..
money problems..
pluz somemore nid to go for the grad nite tingy..
haix..
sad la..
nid to save and shrimp..
not mentioning..
workin..
and studying at the same time..
haiz..
i m going to work la..
this tm round after the o lvl..
i cant relaz much..
nid to work and work..
haix..
orelse how can i afford wat i wanted..
...sianz..
...
ok la..
tm to go le..
gotta rest the com..
cya..
nitez..
last written in 8:59 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
i nv gonna play a game Labels: delete
wthout knowing the rules..
whether there is a catch to it anot..
u nv noe..
it might juz b created by a spirit of evil..
..
u nv noe..
okok..
mayb i m overreacting..
but..
ya..
i m amazed by the sheer idea of it..
i mean..
i often toy with the idea of creating a game
basing on my home area..
now..
i m totally put off..
at least for now..
till i finally love the codings..
haha..
true..
but y tink of wat to do when u cant to it..
hav the ability first..
hone the skills...
then...
jia you lor..
haha..
wow..
nice dae..
2dae..
able to read..
compete some work..
though that arsehole of alvin doenst show up..
when he clearly express the wish to do so..
haix..
cannot fathom him la..
sad..
haha.
but ya..
i worry for him all the same..
haix..
hmm...
dun care him la..
sadded..
lolx..
then.. .
her.. ~~
haiz~
its no good lookin in her eyes
for any hints..
as whenever i lock eyes with her..
i feel that i cannot tink properly let alone look..
such clear eyes..
full of expectations and mysterys..
cannot la..
can die ..
lolx.
okok..
now tat i m editing my blog again
but not that major..
juz little links such as..
my other profiles..
in other accounts..
of networking,..
haha...
ya..
tats all..
mayb...
if i got the time still..
i will edit more?
hahaha..
kk..
till then..
cant wait for tmr..
nitez..
last written in 9:27 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
finally Labels: delete
!!!!!!
i m workin..
as a student...
-.-"
hahaha... at least i m doin homework..
although not as dreamed..
but..
ya..
bit by bit,,,
coz..
if i rmb correct..
and sadly..
i do..
i nv work at all..
lolx..
nvm...
well at least i did...
physics..
and maths..
to a certain extent..
and oh ya..
geog...
hahaha..
kk..
tmr will b better..
now i juz nid to convice alvin to work as well..
haix..
sad la..
tat is a tough case
reali sad...
hahaha...
but i reali hope he can get
his tings rite..
and reali go and do his share of revising..
or rather..
study..
hahaha..
wat else..
oh...
my right shoulder is hurting..
i tink i mught hav sprain it..
although i still can exercise it..
but it hurts..
and
its getting numb when i exert alot..
haix..
but its starting to get better..
haix..
signs of being old..
ur limbs juz dun work like it used to..
hahaha..
kk..
time to go..
byz...
for a friend..
true does exists..
dun be saddend by past failure ..
and phobias..
juz..
try again..
dun b tooo caring for one whom u love
unless he/she..
deserve it..
cheers...
last written in 11:55 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
isnt it nice if u can control Labels: delete
ur other half ..
juz by training..
humans aint dogs???
well..
the ting is..
its is relatively the same...
reali...
i m not jesting..
it can be applied..
no..
i haven apply it yet..
but i noe..
from experience..
haha..
and i m pretty experienced..
although it is not wat i m proud of..
11x..
sadness and sadness
but i learn..
and i hope tat she may be the one..
although i wun count it..
i juz found out tat she is pretty outgoin..
and..
she pretty cute..
but still..
i cant c how she is gonna c me..
coz.. i m not worth aniones notice..
so..
mayb..
juz..
mayb..
she might ..
well..
we shall c..
lolx..
nope..
not gonna say anting else le..
onli tat..
i finish the love trainer book
already..
omg!!!
sianz..
sian.. i shall go library again juz to
borrow another book so tat i will be cure on boredom
or mayb...
i shall juz hit the books..
mayb i will get more passes tis time..
or mayb...
get better grades..
and preferably...
a1,a2,b3
hahaha..
kk.. tats all. ...
i tink..
tmr got sch so..
byz..
nitez all..
last written in 11:16 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
helo all.. Labels: delete
hahaha..
i finally write an entry..
in wat seems like ages...
haha..
okok ..
better update myself first..
hahaha..
still sloggin out for o levels..
haha..
which is nearin soon..
nov..
haix...
sooo..
i juz spendin time by
studying..
otherwise..
rottin..
haix...
hahaha...
...
hmm..
prefectz wise..
i m glad..
in a sense..
my juniors..
are startin to work together..
i hope..
hahaha...
but i juz sure hope they will work harder..
and then so..
they can be better role models..
hahha...
...
haix..
in terms of my love life..
well..
like juz say tat i m too old for those i chose..
soo..
i will rather...
pass each dae
hoping my feelings will lessen alot..
hahaha...
as for whu they ar?
nope..
i not goin to say..
although i noe there is no body readin tis..
but..
well..
i juz dun feel like lettin aniwae noe..
inculdin my blog..
haha..
sry..
okok...
i m now actually hopin to be able to
get a job..
asap..
sianz..
tings juz goin to get rough sooner...
haix..
and it is juz begining..
nia..
haix..
soo..
wat can i do but juz cross my fingers..
and hope tat i can manage by
without critical problems nor effect on my health..
hahaha..
kk..
i will stop rite here..
byz..
last written in 6:38 PM
[x] Unclebenz
[x] Xiaobenz
[x] 21
[x] Aries
[x] 16 april
[x] Attached 121008
laptop
handphone
Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
'cycling
'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling