Tuesday, November 21, 2006
life is short..
no time for us to waste..
if u like some one..
juz sae..
and enjoy the instant pain or
the instant love..?
coz
it's either u r rejected or accepted..
no other way..
either a "yes , i love u 2"
or " no , get away from me creep.. "
lol..
lamee..
but true when u tink about it..
heex..
but for me..
the fear for rejection is greater..
i dun wanna b hurt tat bad animore..
mayb,..
juz mayb,..
i will risk it one last time..
but i doubt so..
haix..
time for me is a wasting..
and i rather spend them dwindling away..
while working..
then..
spend fruitless time chasin little immature girls..
haix.
abit forceful in my tone..
well..
i shld b..
coz..
its my life..
whu else shld care more for me than myself?
there is no way anione can reali care for other better than urself..
all humans are selfish..
so..
either way round..
some one give FIRST..
then some one else gives..
then all expected to take..
then give..
onli a small number says otherwise..
between angels and devils..
there is no differece if u look at the general picture..
coz they are both guardian for a greater power.
-.-"
either good or bad...
but there is no rite or worng..
onli..
morally rite or wrong..
so..
how do we tell..?
well..
be selfish..
use ur own ruler of justice to decide..
does it help u in aniwae?
sadist?
mayb i m..
but i dunnoe..
i dunoe if it is me rite now.
coz..
i feel..
unstable..
some how..
haix..
mayb juz lots of thoughts come come back to haunt me..
love of past..
hatred...
i reali dunnoe..
mayb it is juz s sicko whu gotta my password..
and destroys..
my thoughts..
my peaceful thoughts..
haix..
haix..
lamee..
sianz..
mayb ..
whu noes..
tis then is me..
the true me..
mayb i m juz tis way ,..?
onli tat i juz discover it now??
lol..
haix..
kk..
gotta go..
cya ard..
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Monday, November 13, 2006
time change..
frm 10:30am
to 11:30am..
hmm..
it mean it is later..
but..
i wonder why though..
haiz..
...
hmm..
wonder y i soooo long nv blog rite?
hmm ..
no time mahx..
study mahx..
haix..
hmm..
start workin le..
time spent at time
usually are spent at my home downstairs..
haix..
okok la..
the workin environment quite good mahx..
haix..
although veri tiring the next dae..
when i go out..
haix..
okok la..
stop here..
up date when i can..
cya..
byz..
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