Tuesday, October 28, 2008
it been a while since i last blogged..
well..
i was not doin well at all..
was destorying myself..
in the long run..
well..
i wun admit it even u read tis..
unless u are someone..
LOL..
nv tot tat i will b able to find a girl
tat i can reali put my heart in..
sooo..
i did a dumb ting..
i tried her patience ...
i will nv admit to u de..
coz i noe ..
u wun read tis..
i belive..
coz u noe my new blog not the old one..
LOL..
i share wif her my past...
but resulting ..
i hurted her..
ALOT...
T.T
pls i noe wat i m doin..
wat i m typin here is juz my confession..
but no matter wat..
my onli defense..
is tat i dun trust u..
coz i tink i m right..
in my sixth sense..
u might b able to agrue alot of tings..
but now..
i noe everyting..
although not from ur mouth..
but i will take it tat i seen nth..
i will still wan u to tell me the truth..
pls..
i noe currently i m in no right..
but i reali dun wan to b lied to..
mayb to u all tat mayb tings of the past..
but a simple confession may stop the pain here and there
and not drag onto till the next problem..
serious..
ytd i hav no intention to fight wif u..
i reali dun wan to ..
but..
u forced me..
and now..
i noe everyting le..
i m in pain..
but..
so sad..
coz i luv u..
i juz gotta accept tat ..
haix...
now i wun sae anyting till i prove myself tat
i m trustworthy in ur eyes..
aftertat..
mayb we can hav a gd talk..
hopefully...
y...
iszt tat hard to depend on ur bf?
or u nv treat me as one Oo?
all in all..
magimee luv lollipopx33..
nth to sae more..
no wish to sae le..
i reali..
wanted u to noe..
i luv u ...
i promise i wun leave u..
i will quit smoking for us..
i will b more punctual..
one week is all i ask..
muackx...
cya all..
preparing to go disturb someone in slp..
and lastly..
welcome to my blog..
i m back..
offically...
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