The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
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Monday, November 24, 2008
yorhz..
m nw online at my dars' hse..
LOL...
my dar juz come out of bath...
and is lookin at the screen..
exclaiming " Waa.. Now then blog!"
LOL...
coz i was online b4 she went to bath..
wahahaha...
hungryhungry...
i wanna eat my dars' cooking..
wahahaha...
but then..
she wan me to cook..
T.T"
i tink coz she dunnoe how to cook.
wahahahahha..
hmmm..
wat else..
well..
alot of tings happen since i last blogged in..
bad and bad tings..
good and good tings..
well /...
alot of pro n cons ..
hahahaha...
still it made me a better person...
coz i learnt thru these ups and downs wat to do and wat not to..
although..
its hard to change self tinking
after its being setted for 20yrs..
LOL...
well try n c lor..
if cant..
then ...
i reali dunnoe wat to do..
but then...
nths to hard for the invincble unclebenz
WAHAHAHAHHA>>>> <<<<"
ZzZzZz..
last words...
times flies when u enjoy..
whahahaha..
k la..
dar standing toooo long le..
lets go cook mee^^
whahaha..
til nex time...
cya on unclebenz channel..
whahahaha..
nitex..
tmr nid to wake up...
dar~ pls b patient mah..
not like i reali not goin to write anting for u..
Zzzz..
muacks..
luv u..
miss u..
though u behind me...
wahaha..
muackx..
last written in 3:02 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
booooo...
at dar hse awaiting her to go bath..
wahaha...
muackx..
dar ai ni ~~...
bu yao slp le..
hahaha..
hmmm...
dunnoe wat to write.
but ya..
feeling hungry and happy rite now..
LOL...
mayb coz wif dar now bahx..
hahaha...
k la..
dun write much le..
i go disturb dar ~..
haha..
cya
last written in 5:05 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
sry dar.. lol... ya,,
was slping..
haix..
dunnoe y..
beside u nia..
feel comfortable enuff to fall aslp mahx..
sry... ><" aniwae,, summarize to dae.. its a dae full of dar n me.. our moment.. our dae... ....
2dae not good at first..
was late..
zzz
nvm..
aft tat..
wanted surprise her..
but...
after give to her..
her reaction veri minimum lor..
haix..
sadded...
T,T
nvm...
lucky and unlucky..
went to ica to report loss..
unlucky..
didnt noe tat police report can le..
zzz
i still went home to take birth cert..
-.-
LOl...
lucky..
my appeal was successful..
so i paid.. less..
by a bit...
LOL...
our nextstop was..
seoul city..
LOL..
i mean garden...
wahaha..
eat for 2hrs. .
i eat till wanna slp..
coz veri comfortable...
^^
haha...
aft tat..
then neoprint center at cineleisure...
lol..
then played pool..
wif dar...
sry dar..
i noe u didnt win at all..
but still..
we had fun..
muackz..
last written in 12:46 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
home again
LOL..
juz reach home aft send dar~ home
lol..
b4 tat was drinking at xiao s..
coz angie last dae..
i tink...
zzz
tink i will reali miss her lor..
coz
she after all was the first staff tat teach me how to work
at scity tat is.
lol..
seriously..
even b4 2dae
kinda miss her le..
coz she is the life entertainment of
scarletcity
then she work less..
veri de not used to it..
then again..
i miss the old scity squad
coz back then
it was more fun..
more enthusiasm..
haix..
learn alot from the old scity squad..
wahaha
if not for them..
i wun noe so much in scity...
dar~..
i miss u le..
wahaha..
even though now u chating wif me online,,.
juz not veri used to u not by my side..
lol..
die..
liddat i go army siao liao..
whahaahha..
hmmm...
dar~
no matter how i m ..
i want u to noe..
i m changin at my own pace..
but still..
one ting remain..
dun force me..
as in...
some tings a MAN gotta do a MAN tings..
LOL..
but i m the same when wif u alone..
pls understand..
although sometimes..
i m like no change in front of others..
but..
diifferent ting is tat i noe wat i m doin..
and i wun over step my current limit..
for drinking..
and if i socially smoke..
tats the worst case example..
i wun b hardcore smoker like i used to..
but sometimes..
in the future..
i may smoke..
but dun b angry..
coz i wun smoke much when socially..
trust me on tis..
i will let u noe when i can trust myself to
b able socially smoke..
now still cant..
coz i haven offically able to quit it yet..
so when u c tis..
juz noe..
i write in here is to let u noe in advance
haha...
but i tink tat dae hard to come..
as in..
if i can finally quit..
i can dun socially smoke..
wahahah..
ironic rite..
?
lol..
money matters..
u r my bank..
wahaha..
my money is ur money..
ur money lei..
if i no money then i use lor..
wahahah.. .
><"
and speaking of money..
dar~ on the dae we both off..
mayb
had to share lor..
><
c how la..
i still got wae to get money..
wahhaha..
let u noe again..
k l.a..
time to let u read le..
muackx..
i luv u..
miss u..
k..
i go read manga while u read my blog..
last written in 6:47 AM
Friday, November 07, 2008
lol.. tis will b a short post..
now at my dar hse again...
while waiting for her to bath finish..
so i come online to post and edit some tings...
times reali flies..
sooon..
it will b our lst mth..
usually i dun celebrate 1st mth de..
coz i nv belive tat there will b a girl
whu can wait for me..
especially thru my army life..
LOL..
but...
now tat i hav u..
i tink ya..
u r the one..
i wan no one else..
seriously..
muacks..
luv u lots..
we can hav off de..
i tink..
coz i told angela le..
muackz..
although she said tat she dun agree and like ppl
having relationship in scity..
but..
i tink i convince her le..
so high chances we can hav off..
hahaha.. .
but juz trust her tat she can
and will give us off lor..
haix..
..
dar..
1314..
reali..
last written in 5:54 PM
Thursday, November 06, 2008
at my dar hse..
LOL..
stay over coz she 2dae not working.. ><" haix.. but anywae.. ytd went to makan.. then go dar hse watch 2epsiode of My date with a vampire.. waaaa.. juz noticed tat its 3pm liao.. LOL.. morning was gone in a flash..
as usual..
times flies when u r enjoying..
haha..
dar~ luv u..
muackx..
even though rite now u r cooking and talking wif u mum..
i still kinda miss u..
haix..
wanna hold ur hands....
i wanna hold ur hands.. ..
LOL..
hope u cook got standard..
LOL..
juz jokin..
u cook of coz got standard la..
hmm..
lets change abit..
and talk about work..
ytd wasnt tat busy...
but busy enuff to make me omost no rest..
LOL..
arms are tired like siao..
haix..
wahaha
but sadly ..
the stupid china man..
@#$%$#@^$#@%$#@$%%##$
dunnoe wat he doing sia..
tink like he purposely run away to leave the cleaning to me sia...
haix..
when other ppl working not like he will do liddat..
or mayb ..
its the same bahx..
hahaha...
ya tink i juz tink tooo much bahx,..
juz tat he like to slack..
WTH...
nvm la..
at least stock tally le..
beer finally tink got excess...
LOL..
then stout got explainable shortage..
wahahhaha..
funnie hor..
LOL..
zzzz
k la..
go hug my baobei laopo!...
LOL..
muacks dar i luv u..
below some pics of our sweet memories <33
last written in 3:10 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
finally went back to work..
after one dae of break..
after 18daes of work..
LOL...
tats was on sat ..
my off dae tat its..
haix..
off dae like no off dae..
work like for eternity liao..
LOL..
juz 18 daes nia..
haix..
hmm...
wah..
2dae for scarletcity..
karaoke mondae nite...
there is like veri little ppl..
LOL
but still sell 60 songs..
till 11.30pm..
-.-"
haix..
juz finish work and send my dar home..
yes dar..
i m jealous..
my "chu wei" veri strong..
ya..
sry mahx..
tis i cant control de..
coz whu ask me to luv u as much as u luv me
^^
but hor dar...
dun desiao me over my "chu wei" lei..
><
ltr i paiseh sia..
^^
dar~..
hope we next week wed can b off 2gether..
we try apply for off 2gether bahx..
><
miss u ...
u got tink next week wan go where mahx?
i got ting..
but scare budget control and timing nia..
><
hopefully can spend full 24hrs wif u..
muackx..
coz time wif u ..
was never alot in the first place..
><
k la..
quite late le..
i go slp le..
muackx..
still tinking of u..
mayb coz of wat we said on phone bahx...
hope u can trust tat i wun make u
dissapointed again..
cya tmr 1130..
muackx..
nitenite
last written in 2:56 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
halloween at scarlet city Oo!
haha...
tis yr is better then last yr...
all staffs got makeup wooot..
haha..
then i wear couple outfit wif my dar~..
haha..
lame la i noe..
coz whole scarlet onli me n her wear bloodstain shirt.. ><
haha..
then yong sheng and jamie
both guys..
wear matching outfits..
LOL..
haha..
fun sia..
then after we all drink "poison"
the promotion cocktail..
haha..
hmmmm ...
reali fun lor..
long time nv work wif angie and joanne le..
haix..
all schooling..
working life veri sian now..
haix...
dar~...
i misses u alot..
haha..
silly of me..
juz send u home not an hr ago..
LOL...
after work hungry
go makan..
prata -.-"
haha..
dar ar dar..
take care of ur leg hor..
and of urself..
dun oways nv eat..
><
and watch drama till late..
roarrs..
hahaha...
hmmm...
i veri happi 2nite..
although stress..
but..
finally get pay le..
*claps*
haha...
but still sian..
gotta pay tis and pay tat..
><
sadded..
nevertheless..
i will still nid to maintain enuff money till nex mth end..
zzzz
wahlau...
eh those whu owe me money dun run hor
roaaarrss...
k la..
tired le..
tink i try go slp..
hmm..
tmr still nid go find my laopao.. ^^
dar... muacks..
luv u lots..
hav faith in me hor! ^^
nitex all ..
last written in 6:01 AM
[x] Unclebenz
[x] Xiaobenz
[x] 21
[x] Aries
[x] 16 april
[x] Attached 121008
laptop
handphone
Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
'cycling
'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling