The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
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Monday, December 22, 2008
one more time pls..
let me have a new chance to change myself..
dun b in a hurry to await for me to change..
i juz gonna promise..
i will try my best to change my habits..
juz dun rush me..
chill..
hmm..
now u r trimming ur hair..
wonder how will u look like..
nvm.. tmr will c u..
no matter wat has happened..
no matter wat changes there is..
nth can change my love for u..
tats the truth..
if u can rmb..
i said b4..
i like our neoprint pics..
coz tats where u smile the happiest..
i like u to b happy oways..
no matter wat..
i will b at ur side..
even if i m not at ur side..
i gonna leave traces...
ard online..
where we hav left memories..
i goin to put a little sumting there..
juz to let u noe..
no matter where i m..
or where u r..
even u r online when i m not..
as long u r online..
i m actually there as well..
ur concession pass is one ting..
hopefully..
u wun b too aware of it..
to enjoy urself..
coz tats my ultimate wish..
for u to b happy and enjoy urself..
i noe all tis is very mushy..
but...
pls dun cry..
i noe u easy cry de..
i ardy let u cry too much le..
so i will b a better man..
so as not to let u cry again..
nth will change..
wat had happened ..
coz now its done..
so...
if ever u r not happy..
let me noe asap..
rmb..
no matter how far or busy i seem..
dar~...
i m oways there.. a msg or a call away..
so long blog...
will blog everynow and then..
dun miss me blog..
hahahaha...
k..
off to work soon..
gotta prepare..
benzbenz off...
last written in 5:27 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
tings are outta control le..
haix...
luv me stay..
dun luv me leave simple..
i m home le..
pls..
understand...
i m not a kiddo..
no matter wat..
i will luv u..
soo..
no matter how u tink ..
is non of my business..
hope u noe the seriousness of tis matter..
i said b4..
i can forgive..
as long u r willing 2 admit..
but if u tink..
he can give u happiness go ahead..
simple enuff..
juz tell me..
i m okay,...
as long u rmb...
i m here waiting for u..
even if u dun wan me..
muackx..
luv u...
nitex.. nitex..
off to slp..
benz
last written in 5:45 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
juz woke up not long..
and saw the msgs frm my dar..
saying she meet her friend le..
tats was 4pm..
haix..
too tink i slp sooo long..
LOl...
haix...
hmmm..
juz saw another msg..
asking me wake up le mahx...
now blogging..
but dunnoe when u will see tis...
dun tink soon bahx...
hmmm..
dar..
2dae i feel lonley..
tink same old ting bahx..
mayb wat i can do here is juz write out wat
i wish u will do...
well...
ytd..
when i reach home aft kena rain..
play audi wif u..
but even u go slp..
u nv ask me..
or tell me to go bath...
mayb u noe i m strong..
hahahahaha...
but still i nid care... ><
i was half awake all tis time..
till nw i on com to go blog..
was actually waiting for u to call me wake up..
mayb is juz wishful dreaming..
tat u will rmb tat i got work..
mayb all tis while to hope
u noe how i feel is juz impossible..
as u said b4..
like some other girls i noe..
u tell me tat..
i m actually very hard to figured out..
well...
i realii wanna u to noe..
tat i m very easy to understand...
juz talk to me sumtimes..
i was wishing for such a dae..
for u to ask me wat i like..
wat i wanna do..
how i feel...
wat i wan u to do...
><
deepdeep..
in my heart.. .
there is onli u..
but somehow..
i feel lonely and lonely past each dae..
coz..
did u attempt to noe me Oo?
i oso dunnoe..
mayb still nid time bahx...
coz ...
we juz got 2gether not long nia..
sooo hoping tat u understand me ..
is juz not for now... ..
u said tat i not auto...
but..
up till now..
i hoping u will tell me wat time u will go back..
i dun wanna ask..
so!..
c bahx..
i guess ltr i will nid to ask..
whahahahahahaha
dar..
posting tis post means nth..
not i m angry or wat..
juz tat all tis ..
i dunnoe how to said to u for u to understand...
so..
i juz rantz here..
^^
muackx.. i luv u..
i go prepare go work le..
late liao...
benz
last written in 6:59 PM
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
now blogging..
haha..
make dar emo..
wahhaa...
coz i was watching manga..
and waiting for her to go bath..
then
read her blog and blogged mine..
LOL..
dun wan let her noe...
hahahahaha...
was sick..
now still sick..
but wat to do..
tmr goin sakae mahx..
coz dar wans to ..
hahaha...
then oso..
sian..
2dae working..
haix...
LOL..
ytd i reallii sick...
but no one belive me..
LOL..
wasnt their fault..
coz they tot i wif dar..
haix,..
but true enuff..
i was wif her..
but i was takin care of her mahx.
so cant fault me..
><
hahaha...
k la..
she comin out le..
hahaha..
cya..
go back manga..
make her angry.. ><
c if she will belive me anot..
LOL...
nitex, dar...
dun b angry when u c tis..
coz juz wanna surprise u..
^^
last written in 4:25 AM
[x] Unclebenz
[x] Xiaobenz
[x] 21
[x] Aries
[x] 16 april
[x] Attached 121008
laptop
handphone
Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
'cycling
'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling