tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83490232011-07-09T00:56:57.673+08:00daily experiences... loves... hates... wrongdoings... right moments... cherished moments.. is all bout me and u.. in a waybenzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.comBlogger1421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-55058934769713921182009-06-22T21:37:00.002+08:002009-06-22T21:46:46.731+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">loving u from a distance... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">might b wat i had to do.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">coz i will b away,... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">till when i wun noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">but no matter where i m.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">my heart will oso b wif u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">if onli u can noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">how much i dun want to go.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">sad ar... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">being away from u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i feel stress juz by tinkin bout it.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">but if its for our future.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i willing to risk it.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun mind leaving home.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">where u r.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">to earn for our future home.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">muuuuaaaccckxx... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i onli fear.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">tat wat i earned in the future.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">may not b enuff... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haixxxx... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hope tat time can help us solve our money probs... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">coz i dun wanna leave u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">here alone.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">without me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">even more sian.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">is tat i heard tat being in the army.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">means i cant anyhow post.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">bout in the army.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">especially where i will b posted to... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">although i dare to sae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">its no secret.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">tat i m a driver now.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">but for which ever unit or in watever camp.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">i cant sae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">haix... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">todae dammmm sian lor.. .</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">do nth for till 5pm.. juz to get use to new environment.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">LLOL.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">tmr will b better i hope.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but nid wake up dammm early lor.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">even if i dun stay laopo de hse.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">oso de same.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">liddat i rather stay laopo de hse.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">hahaha... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">hmmm... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">laopo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">1 yr plus is reali a long time.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">somemore we haven even 1 yr yet... </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">no matter wat.. i will oways believe in u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">and will respect ur decision.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">shld u feel stresssed by long distance relationship.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i hope u will voice out to me</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">all ur thoughts,.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">i dun like to figure it out... </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">T.T"</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">mmmuuuaaaccckkkxx...</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">kk dunnoe why i m bloggin when u r by my side readin it.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">LOL... cya...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-5505893476971392118?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-69027003087425553652009-06-12T09:11:00.002+08:002009-06-12T09:21:02.956+08:00<span style="color:#ff9900;">POP LER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">LOL... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">although it just been 3 mths since i enlisted... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">there is a significant parade for us recurits.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">tats is the pop parade.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">which actually juz to show tat we had completed BMT.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and became Privates.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">LOLs.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">it was quite fun preparing for the parade .. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the rehearsals were veri tiring.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but on the actual dae .. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">the factors tat make it more tiring and good... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">is the route march we had before the actual POP date.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and the arrival of my gf and sister make it good.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wahahahhaa... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">muackx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">laopo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i juz nid to wait for posting nia.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">mayb life as i sign on is veri good?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">juz onli hope u can ta han wif me... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">times flies.. and now is our 8mth liao... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">hahaha... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">muackx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">laopo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">although i had no money to buy u wat u want.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i will try to afford watever u wan.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">hahahaha... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">laopo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i noe sometimes i stress.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">then i like always angry... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">but dun worry.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i wun b like ur last bf liddat de.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i will try to chill myself down.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">muackx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">but i nid u to help me oso.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">if u dun like me on off angry.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">muz tell me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">coz i dunnoe when i sound angry to u</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">m i angry anot.. lol... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hope u understand... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">muacks... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">last but not least.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">laopo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">u r my life, my dream... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun expect anyting from u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">coz i noe u will b there for me.... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">mmuuuuaaaaccckkkxx.... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hahaha... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i now go play maple le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">maple got server check... LOL.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">dun tell u i got blog.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">wahahhahahahaha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">nitex... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-6902700308742555365?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-63513578486430914122009-05-03T10:53:00.005+08:002009-05-03T12:05:38.705+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">The following is on sale.. </span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IrBGuhxI/AAAAAAAAAC4/8rvEYF4LxNI/s1600-h/DSC00015.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IrBGuhxI/AAAAAAAAAC4/8rvEYF4LxNI/s320/DSC00015.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331427069000582930" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Chinese Wedding Hello kitty<br />$2.80<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IYKNqzkI/AAAAAAAAACw/-fAeGbin274/s1600-h/DSC00014.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IYKNqzkI/AAAAAAAAACw/-fAeGbin274/s320/DSC00014.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331426745028103746" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">Japan Wedding Hello Kitty<br />$2.80<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IXtQDJbI/AAAAAAAAACo/ldlcvDjoPoU/s1600-h/DSC00013.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IXtQDJbI/AAAAAAAAACo/ldlcvDjoPoU/s320/DSC00013.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331426737253459378" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Mongolian Wedding Hello Kitty<br />$2.50<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IXVBTmGI/AAAAAAAAACg/kdfLAeZfhH4/s1600-h/DSC00012.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IXVBTmGI/AAAAAAAAACg/kdfLAeZfhH4/s320/DSC00012.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331426730749171810" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Korean Wedding Hello Kitty<br />$3.00<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IXAhHVvI/AAAAAAAAACY/BGTgr4UJTlA/s1600-h/DSC00011.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IXAhHVvI/AAAAAAAAACY/BGTgr4UJTlA/s320/DSC00011.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331426725245441778" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Western Wedding Hello Kitty<br />$2.80<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IW-n85CI/AAAAAAAAACQ/BH07A7BNjAk/s1600-h/DSC00009.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/Sf0IW-n85CI/AAAAAAAAACQ/BH07A7BNjAk/s320/DSC00009.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331426724737246242" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Space Wedding Hello Kitty<br />$3.50<br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Interested? Pls contact my girlfriend @<br />ling_89@live.com<br />Genuine buyers only..<br /><br /><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">i am juz advertising..<br />but u can msg me if u have my num regarding tis sale..<br /><br />limited time only<br />first come first serve..<br />once sold no more..<br /><br />limited edition only one pair of each in stock..<br />no more can onli less..<br /><br /><br />price non-negotiable...<br />fixed price only...<br /><br />thks and have a gd dae..<br /><br />benz </span></span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"></span></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-6351357848643091412?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-11733283583293830272009-02-14T16:14:00.002+08:002009-02-14T16:26:41.991+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">happy valentines dae everyone..<br />especially to my dearest laopo..<br />wahahha...<br /><br />times flies when we r enjoying..<br />and real soon..<br />i goin to army liao...<br /><br />i noe i m at times eccentric..<br />and cause u lots of headaches...<br />mayb i m unreasonable ...<br /><br />but believe me..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">sometimes i dun reali care whu u msg nor meeting..<br />coz i believe u...<br />but y i like sooo care about it..<br />is coz to let u noe..<br />wat if i do the same ting to u...<br /><br />i tink even aft i explain till liddat..<br />u wun still noe de..<br />haix..<br />then nvm...<br /><br />all i can sae is tat i m shocked..<br />tat during our last k session..<br />i was goin to the toilet..<br />and u said..<br />to me..<br />why i m out there..<br />haix..<br /><br />i mean..<br />y cant i b out here.. ?<br /><br />sometings.. u nv do anyting..<br />is juz how u said tat makes me feel pained..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">but overall..<br />i m happy coz..<br />even though i cant celebrated my birthdae wif u.<br />i get to celebrate valentines wif u...<br /><br />i mean...<br />u r the first girl i celebrated valentines dae as my gf..<br /><br />i dunnoe u understand anot..<br />hhaha...<br />muackx..<br />i hope..<br />every yr..<br />i can celebrate valentines wif u ..<br />muackx..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">hahaha..<br />soon i will b goin army le..<br />i tink..<br />its times to sae..<br />i will miss u..<br /><br />i hope if u find me changed..<br />i will like u to rmb..<br />my love wun changed..<br />coz i love u till the end..<br />so..<br /><br />no matter how tired i m..<br />or how cold i sounded..<br />pls..<br />rmb...<br />i m juz tired.. to show tat i love u.<br />but tat doesnt means i dun love u..<br />muackx..<br /><br />kk ..<br />time to stop here..<br /><br />i wan to pei u down..<br />><"<br /><br />benz<br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-1173328358329383027?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-85905229655479088412009-01-21T17:07:00.003+08:002009-01-21T17:29:39.459+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">2daes' wednesday...<br />5daes more to lunar new year...<br />hahaha...<br /><br />may all of u get lots of angbao...<br /><br />hmm..<br />y m i counting down?<br />well..<br />coz tis year lunar new year is my last lunar new year b4<br />enlistment..<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">times flies..<br />and now i m to embark on a journey<br />every male singaporean had to pass..<br />army life...<br /><br />hmm...<br /><br />well tat aside coz i dun reali mind shaving my long hair<br />and wear greenish colour uniform..<br />haha..<br /><br />wat i reali fear and worried..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">is my family and my gf..<br />mayb worried bout my own finiancal status..<br />coz army doesnt reali pay well..<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />and in army for 2 years is no joke for the bank..<br />seriously..<br /><br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">laopo!..<br /><br />u better learn to take care of urself and dun let me worried so much..<br />coz i m not scared tat u cant find a job but i m<br />more worried tat when u work u forget bout ur welfare..<br /><br />skippin meals..<br />staying up late..<br />haix..<br /><br />heart pain even b4 i go army..<br /><br />hahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">nevertheless..<br />i love u..<br />and will keep tinkin bout u..<br />and so..<br /><br />worried bout u..<br />hope u dun let me worried too much..<br />muackx..<br /><br />benzbenz<br />goin off to makan ..<br /><br />hahahaha<br /></span></span></span><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-8590522965547908841?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-9308144184495386282009-01-14T17:19:00.004+08:002009-01-14T17:26:16.982+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">lately...<br />i m too busy wif my work.. to blog..<br />but to every one ..<br /><br />happy new yr..<br />and the up coming lunar new yr..<br />get lots of ang bao..<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">times flies..<br />and i been working at scarlet for one yr half soon..<br /><br />haix...<br /><br />tis yr..<br />if nv take nafa...<br />i will go in army at 13 mar..<br />sooo..<br />dun miss me hor..<br />hahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">onli one ting tat will make me feel uneasy bout goin in army...<br /><br />my dar..<br /><br />how she goin to work..<br />how she goin home..<br />how... when she is hungry will anione remind her..<br />oso..<br />care for her..<br />fold stars wif her...<br />help her do hsework..<br /><br />haix...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">to everyting..<br />i will miss her lots...<br /><br />i will dan xin the most oso is her..<br /><br />dar~..<br />no matter..<br />i still hope i can b there wif u thru everyting..<br />even if i cant be there physically..<br />hope tat u can feel tat i m there for u mentally and emotionally..<br />coz my love is oways there..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">lol...<br />very mushy..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">but...<br />tats is my heart felt words..<br /><br />love u ...<br /><br />benzbenz<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-930814418449538628?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-58960773422327342262009-01-01T18:59:00.002+08:002009-01-01T19:08:10.596+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">morning 2009..<br />although now is goin to b omost seven..<br /><br />hahaha..<br />first dae of the new yr i slp till evening..<br />haix~~<br /><br />nice lor..<br />new year..<br />first event coming up afk waking up is to..<br />await for work to start at 8pm...<br /><br />hmmm...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">kk.,..<br />juz online frm my bro lappy..<br />haha...<br /><br />sianz...<br />k la go tok on my hp..<br />wahhhzzz....<br /><br />bb blog..~<br />benzbenz ...<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-5896077342232734226?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-75388478210514503522008-12-22T17:27:00.004+08:002008-12-22T17:38:44.268+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">one more time pls..<br />let me have a new chance to change myself..<br />dun b in a hurry to await for me to change..<br />i juz gonna promise..<br /><br />i will try my best to change my habits..<br />juz dun rush me..<br />chill..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hmm..<br />now u r trimming ur hair..<br />wonder how will u look like..<br />nvm.. tmr will c u..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">no matter wat has happened..<br />no matter wat changes there is..<br />nth can change my love for u..<br />tats the truth..<br /><br />if u can rmb..<br />i said b4..<br />i like our neoprint pics..<br /><br />coz tats where u smile the happiest..<br />i like u to b happy oways..<br />no matter wat..<br />i will b at ur side..<br />even if i m not at ur side..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">i gonna leave traces...<br />ard online..<br />where we hav left memories..<br />i goin to put a little sumting there..<br /><br />juz to let u noe..<br />no matter where i m..<br />or where u r..<br />even u r online when i m not..<br />as long u r online..<br />i m actually there as well..<br /><br />ur concession pass is one ting..<br />hopefully..<br />u wun b too aware of it..<br />to enjoy urself..<br />coz tats my ultimate wish..<br />for u to b happy and enjoy urself..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">i noe all tis is very mushy..<br />but...<br />pls dun cry..<br />i noe u easy cry de..<br />i ardy let u cry too much le..<br /><br />so i will b a better man..<br />so as not to let u cry again..<br /><br />nth will change..<br />wat had happened ..<br />coz now its done..<br />so...<br />if ever u r not happy..<br />let me noe asap..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">rmb..<br />no matter how far or busy i seem..<br />dar~...<br />i m oways there.. a msg or a call away..<br /><br />so long blog...<br />will blog everynow and then..<br />dun miss me blog..<br />hahahaha...<br /><br />k..<br />off to work soon..<br />gotta prepare..<br />benzbenz off...<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-7538847821051450352?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-13489835762184088262008-12-19T05:45:00.003+08:002008-12-19T05:49:14.232+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">tings are outta control le..<br />haix...<br /><br />luv me stay..<br />dun luv me leave simple..<br />i m home le..<br /><br />pls..<br />understand...<br />i m not a kiddo..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">no matter wat..<br />i will luv u..<br />soo..<br /><br />no matter how u tink ..<br />is non of my business..<br /><br />hope u noe the seriousness of tis matter..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">i said b4..<br />i can forgive..<br />as long u r willing 2 admit..<br /><br /><br />but if u tink..<br />he can give u happiness go ahead..<br /><br />simple enuff..<br />juz tell me..<br />i m okay,...<br />as long u rmb...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i m here waiting for u..<br />even if u dun wan me..<br />muackx..<br /><br />luv u...<br /><br />nitex.. nitex..<br />off to slp..<br /><br />benz<br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-1348983576218408826?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-33477165052140347702008-12-15T18:59:00.002+08:002008-12-15T19:11:20.208+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">juz woke up not long..<br />and saw the msgs frm my dar..<br />saying she meet her friend le..<br /><br />tats was 4pm..<br />haix..<br />too tink i slp sooo long..<br />LOl...<br /><br />haix...<br />hmmm..<br />juz saw another msg..<br />asking me wake up le mahx...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">now blogging..<br />but dunnoe when u will see tis...<br />dun tink soon bahx...<br /><br />hmmm..<br />dar..<br />2dae i feel lonley..<br /><br />tink same old ting bahx..<br />mayb wat i can do here is juz write out wat<br />i wish u will do...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">well...<br />ytd..<br />when i reach home aft kena rain..<br />play audi wif u..<br />but even u go slp..<br />u nv ask me..<br />or tell me to go bath...<br /><br />mayb u noe i m strong..<br />hahahahaha...<br /><br />but still i nid care... ><<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">i was half awake all tis time..<br />till nw i on com to go blog..<br /><br />was actually waiting for u to call me wake up..<br />mayb is juz wishful dreaming..<br />tat u will rmb tat i got work..<br /><br />mayb all tis while to hope<br />u noe how i feel is juz impossible..<br />as u said b4..<br />like some other girls i noe..<br />u tell me tat..<br />i m actually very hard to figured out..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">well...<br />i realii wanna u to noe..<br />tat i m very easy to understand...<br />juz talk to me sumtimes..<br /><br />i was wishing for such a dae..<br />for u to ask me wat i like..<br />wat i wanna do..<br />how i feel...<br />wat i wan u to do...<br /><br />><<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">deepdeep..<br />in my heart.. .<br />there is onli u..<br />but somehow..<br />i feel lonely and lonely past each dae..<br />coz..<br /><br />did u attempt to noe me Oo?<br />i oso dunnoe..<br />mayb still nid time bahx...<br />coz ...<br /><br />we juz got 2gether not long nia..<br />sooo hoping tat u understand me ..<br />is juz not for now... ..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">u said tat i not auto...<br />but..<br />up till now..<br />i hoping u will tell me wat time u will go back..<br />i dun wanna ask..<br /><br />so!..<br />c bahx..<br />i guess ltr i will nid to ask..<br />whahahahahahaha<br /><br />dar..<br />posting tis post means nth..<br />not i m angry or wat..<br />juz tat all tis ..<br />i dunnoe how to said to u for u to understand...<br />so..<br /><br />i juz rantz here..<br />^^<br /><br />muackx.. i luv u..<br />i go prepare go work le..<br />late liao...<br /><br /><br />benz<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-3347716505214034770?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-24165256114516496612008-12-03T04:25:00.002+08:002008-12-03T04:28:52.653+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">now blogging..<br />haha..<br />make dar emo..<br />wahhaa...<br />coz i was watching manga..<br />and waiting for her to go bath..<br />then<br /><br />read her blog and blogged mine..<br />LOL..<br />dun wan let her noe...<br />hahahahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">was sick..<br />now still sick..<br />but wat to do..<br />tmr goin sakae mahx..<br />coz dar wans to ..<br /><br />hahaha...<br /><br />then oso..<br />sian..<br />2dae working..<br />haix...<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">LOL..<br />ytd i reallii sick...<br />but no one belive me..<br />LOL..<br />wasnt their fault..<br />coz they tot i wif dar..<br />haix,..<br /><br />but true enuff..<br />i was wif her..<br />but i was takin care of her mahx.<br />so cant fault me..<br />><<br /><br />hahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">k la..<br />she comin out le..<br /><br />hahaha..<br />cya..<br />go back manga..<br />make her angry.. ><<br /><br />c if she will belive me anot..<br />LOL...<br /><br />nitex, dar...<br />dun b angry when u c tis..<br />coz juz wanna surprise u..<br />^^<br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-2416525611451649661?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-66502851959034502112008-11-24T03:02:00.004+08:002008-11-24T03:12:47.347+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">yorhz..<br />m nw online at my dars' hse..<br /><br />LOL...<br />my dar juz come out of bath...<br />and is lookin at the screen..<br />exclaiming " Waa.. Now then blog!"<br /><br />LOL...<br />coz i was online b4 she went to bath..<br />wahahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">hungryhungry...<br />i wanna eat my dars' cooking..<br />wahahaha...<br /><br /><br />but then..<br />she wan me to cook..<br />T.T"<br /><br />i tink coz she dunnoe how to cook.<br />wahahahahha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">hmmm..<br />wat else..<br />well..<br />alot of tings happen since i last blogged in..<br />bad and bad tings..<br />good and good tings..<br />well /...<br /><br /><br />alot of pro n cons ..<br /><br />hahahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">still it made me a better person...<br />coz i learnt thru these ups and downs wat to do and wat not to..<br /><br />although..<br />its hard to change self tinking<br />after its being setted for 20yrs..<br />LOL...<br /><br />well try n c lor..<br />if cant..<br />then ...<br />i reali dunnoe wat to do..<br />but then...<br />nths to hard for the invincble unclebenz<br />WAHAHAHAHHA>>>> <<<<"<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">ZzZzZz..<br />last words...<br /><br />times flies when u enjoy..<br />whahahaha..<br />k la..<br />dar standing toooo long le..<br />lets go cook mee^^<br />whahaha..<br /><br />til nex time...<br />cya on unclebenz channel..<br />whahahaha..<br /><br />nitex..<br />tmr nid to wake up...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">dar~ pls b patient mah..<br />not like i reali not goin to write anting for u..<br />Zzzz..<br /><br />muacks..<br />luv u..<br />miss u..<br />though u behind me...<br /><br />wahaha..<br />muackx..<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-6650285195903450211?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-28008620480426463282008-11-18T17:05:00.004+08:002008-11-18T17:07:23.785+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">booooo...<br />at dar hse awaiting her to go bath..<br />wahaha...<br /><br />muackx..<br /><br />dar ai ni ~~...<br />bu yao slp le..<br />hahaha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">hmmm...<br />dunnoe wat to write.<br />but ya..<br /><br />feeling hungry and happy rite now..<br />LOL...<br />mayb coz wif dar now bahx..<br />hahaha...<br /><br />k la..<br />dun write much le..<br />i go disturb dar ~..<br /><br />haha..<br /><br />cya<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-2800862048042646328?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-89338592954125470672008-11-13T00:46:00.004+08:002008-11-13T01:24:37.481+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRh2YkDI/AAAAAAAAABU/EP4iEgA1mkE/s1600-h/DSC00583.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRh2YkDI/AAAAAAAAABU/EP4iEgA1mkE/s320/DSC00583.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267820982958592050" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">my ke ai de dar.. ^^</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRiSSrBI/AAAAAAAAABM/QqS-lmT6Ynw/s1600-h/DSC00578.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRiSSrBI/AAAAAAAAABM/QqS-lmT6Ynw/s320/DSC00578.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267820983075646482" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">before goin out.. ^^</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRKo4FMI/AAAAAAAAABE/XE7N3yzZIOg/s1600-h/DSC00576.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRKo4FMI/AAAAAAAAABE/XE7N3yzZIOg/s320/DSC00576.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267820976727921858" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">after dressing up.. LOL</span><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">sry dar.. lol... ya,,<br />was slping..<br />haix..<br /><br />dunnoe y..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">beside u nia..<br />feel comfortable enuff to fall aslp mahx..<br />sry... ><" aniwae,, summarize to dae.. its a dae full of dar n me.. our moment.. our dae... <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">....<br /><br />2dae not good at first..<br />was late..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">zzz<br />nvm..<br />aft tat..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">wanted surprise her..<br /><br />but...<br />after give to her..<br />her reaction veri minimum lor..<br />haix..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">sadded...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><br />T,T<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">nvm...<br />lucky and unlucky..</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">went to ica to report loss..<br />unlucky..</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">didnt noe tat police report can le..<br />zzz<br /><br />i still went home to take birth cert..<br />-.-<br /></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">LOl...<br />lucky..</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">my appeal was successful..<br />so i paid.. less..<br />by a bit...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">LOL...</span></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsNkv8AOhI/AAAAAAAAAA8/kBUdJzfSEV0/s1600-h/DSC00585.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsNkv8AOhI/AAAAAAAAAA8/kBUdJzfSEV0/s320/DSC00585.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267819114134518290" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">onli pic taken at ICA ><"</span> <div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">after ICA..<br />our nextstop was..<br />seoul city..<br />LOL..</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">i mean garden...<br /><br />wahaha..<br />eat for 2hrs. .<br />i eat till wanna slp..<br />coz veri comfortable...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">^^<br /><br />haha...<br />aft tat..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">then neoprint center at cineleisure...<br />lol..</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">then played pool..<br />wif dar...<br />sry dar..<br /><br />i noe u didnt win at all..</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">but still..<br />we had fun..<br />muackz..<br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRz6dK-I/AAAAAAAAABc/Zhxhw_dbOBA/s1600-h/DSC00594.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRsPRz6dK-I/AAAAAAAAABc/Zhxhw_dbOBA/s320/DSC00594.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5267820987807509474" border="0" /></a>last pic of the dae.. <33 lings laopo ..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">last and not least..<br />dar~ u r mine now..<br />dun tink of running..<br />coz i will chase u till the ends of earth..<br />LOL...<br /><br />muackx..<br />luvs...<br /></span></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-8933859295412547067?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-53415628328247337932008-11-10T06:47:00.002+08:002008-11-10T07:06:42.315+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">home again<br />LOL..<br /><br />juz reach home aft send dar~ home<br />lol..<br /><br />b4 tat was drinking at xiao s..<br />coz angie last dae..<br /><br />i tink...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">zzz<br />tink i will reali miss her lor..<br />coz<br /><br />she after all was the first staff tat teach me how to work<br />at scity tat is.<br />lol..<br /><br />seriously..<br />even b4 2dae<br />kinda miss her le..<br />coz she is the life entertainment of<br />scarletcity<br />then she work less..<br />veri de not used to it..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">then again..<br />i miss the old scity squad<br />coz back then<br />it was more fun..<br /><br />more enthusiasm..<br />haix..<br /><br />learn alot from the old scity squad..<br />wahaha<br />if not for them..<br />i wun noe so much in scity...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">dar~..<br />i miss u le..<br />wahaha..<br />even though now u chating wif me online,,.<br /><br />juz not veri used to u not by my side..<br />lol..<br /><br />die..<br />liddat i go army siao liao..<br />whahaahha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">hmmm...<br />dar~<br /><br />no matter how i m ..<br />i want u to noe..<br /><br />i m changin at my own pace..<br />but still..<br />one ting remain..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">dun force me..<br />as in...<br /><br />some tings a MAN gotta do a MAN tings..<br />LOL..<br /><br />but i m the same when wif u alone..<br />pls understand..<br />although sometimes..<br />i m like no change in front of others..<br />but..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">diifferent ting is tat i noe wat i m doin..<br />and i wun over step my current limit..<br />for drinking..<br />and if i socially smoke..<br /><br />tats the worst case example..<br />i wun b hardcore smoker like i used to..<br />but sometimes..<br />in the future..<br /><br />i may smoke..<br />but dun b angry..<br />coz i wun smoke much when socially..<br />trust me on tis..<br />i will let u noe when i can trust myself to<br />b able socially smoke..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">now still cant..<br />coz i haven offically able to quit it yet..<br /><br />so when u c tis..<br />juz noe..<br />i write in here is to let u noe in advance<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">but i tink tat dae hard to come..<br />as in..<br />if i can finally quit..<br />i can dun socially smoke..<br />wahahah..<br /><br />ironic rite..<br />?<br />lol.. <br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">money matters..<br />u r my bank..<br />wahaha..<br /><br />my money is ur money..<br />ur money lei..<br />if i no money then i use lor..<br />wahahah.. .<br />><"<br /><br />and speaking of money..<br />dar~ on the dae we both off..<br />mayb<br />had to share lor..<br />><<br />c how la..<br />i still got wae to get money..<br />wahhaha..<br />let u noe again..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">k l.a..<br />time to let u read le..<br />muackx..<br />i luv u..<br /><br />miss u..<br />k..<br />i go read manga while u read my blog..<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-5341562832824733793?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-36901889294370260672008-11-10T00:30:00.002+08:002008-11-10T00:41:17.592+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">finally..<br />i m at home..<br />slacking..<br />LOL..<br /><br />coz todae i off nia..<br />dar~ not off mahx..<br />haha..<br /><br />juz wake up not long tot i blog abit..<br />zzz<br />dunnoe got msg anot..<br />coz leave my hp in my room..<br />haix.. ~<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">hmmm..<br />times flies...<br />soon will b time for me to go fetch u..<br /><br />soon..<br />will b wed..<br />still...<br />muz thkx angela...<br />for giving me tis off wif dar~<br />haix..<br /><br />still headache how to spend the dae..<br />coz suddenly free..<br />LOL..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">hmm..<br />dar..<br />dar ...<br />wo hen xiang ni..<br />haix..<br /><br />><<br />dunnoe y oso..<br />LOL..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">dar!~..<br />if u read tis dun cry hor.. ><"<br />i mean..<br />i reali scare..<br />i dunnoe y and wat i m scare of..<br />but..<br /><br />i juz have no confidence in myself..<br />i dunnoe how long u can bear wif me..<br />i onli hope tat i can try to change for u..<br />i m changing..<br />but little result at the moment..<br />haix..<br /><br />plsplspls..<br />try bear wif me..<br />i wanted to change myself..<br />but not to the extent tat i m not myself..<br />dunnoe u can understand anot..<br />haix..<br />yar...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">mayb coz i feel old bahx..<br />then goin army le..<br />soo..<br /><br />not like i m young tat time..<br />sae change jiu change..<br />haix..<br /><br />-.-<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">i wonder..<br />where u reali like to go wif me to?<br />coz ...<br />i actually can enjoy myself anywhere..<br />but u..<br />i dunnoe where u wan me to pei u to..<br /><br />i noe i wan u to pei me to someplace..<br />hahaha... onli dunnoe enuff time anot..<br />wahaha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">okay..<br />time to go prepare to go out le..<br />wahahahaha..<br /><br />dar~<br />wo lai zao ni le..<br />mauckx..<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-3690188929437026067?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-73721258816300476822008-11-07T17:54:00.002+08:002008-11-07T17:59:33.750+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">lol.. tis will b a short post..<br />now at my dar hse again...<br /><br />while waiting for her to bath finish..<br />so i come online to post and edit some tings...<br /><br />times reali flies..<br />sooon..<br />it will b our lst mth..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">usually i dun celebrate 1st mth de..<br />coz i nv belive tat there will b a girl<br />whu can wait for me..<br />especially thru my army life..<br />LOL..<br /><br />but...<br />now tat i hav u..<br />i tink ya..<br />u r the one..<br />i wan no one else..<br />seriously..<br /><br />muacks..<br />luv u lots..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">we can hav off de..<br />i tink..<br />coz i told angela le..<br /><br />muackz..<br /><br />although she said tat she dun agree and like ppl<br />having relationship in scity..<br />but..<br /><br />i tink i convince her le..<br />so high chances we can hav off..<br />hahaha.. .<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">but juz trust her tat she can<br />and will give us off lor..<br />haix..<br /><br /><br />..<br />dar..<br />1314..<br />reali..<br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-7372125881630047682?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-46896451120503606722008-11-06T15:10:00.003+08:002008-11-06T16:02:55.562+08:00<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">juz woke up..<br />at my dar hse..<br />LOL..<br />stay over coz she 2dae not working.. ><" haix.. but anywae.. ytd went to makan.. then go dar hse watch 2epsiode of My date with a vampire.. waaaa.. juz noticed tat its 3pm liao.. LOL.. <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">morning was gone in a flash..<br />as usual..<br />times flies when u r enjoying..<br />haha..<br />dar~ luv u..<br />muackx..<br /><br />even though rite now u r cooking and talking wif u mum..<br />i still kinda miss u..<br />haix..<br />wanna hold ur hands....<br />i wanna hold ur hands.. ..<br /><br />LOL..<br />hope u cook got standard..<br />LOL..<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">juz jokin..<br />u cook of coz got standard la..<br />hmm..<br />lets change abit..<br />and talk about work..<br /><br />ytd wasnt tat busy...<br />but busy enuff to make me omost no rest..<br />LOL..<br /><br />arms are tired like siao..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">wahaha<br />but sadly ..<br />the stupid china man..<br />@#$%$#@^$#@%$#@$%%##$<br />dunnoe wat he doing sia..<br />tink like he purposely run away to leave the cleaning to me sia...<br /><br />haix..<br />when other ppl working not like he will do liddat..<br />or mayb ..<br />its the same bahx..<br />hahaha...<br /><br />ya tink i juz tink tooo much bahx,..<br />juz tat he like to slack..<br />WTH...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">nvm la..<br />at least stock tally le..<br /><br />beer finally tink got excess...<br />LOL..<br />then stout got explainable shortage..<br />wahahhaha..<br /><br />funnie hor..<br />LOL..<br /><br />zzzz<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">k la..<br />go hug my baobei laopo!...<br /><br />LOL..<br />muacks dar i luv u..<br /><br /><br />below some pics of our sweet memories <33<br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRKjx3qgJ1I/AAAAAAAAAA0/3E1Igd1end4/s1600-h/DSC00544.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRKjx3qgJ1I/AAAAAAAAAA0/3E1Igd1end4/s320/DSC00544.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265450991500666706" border="0" /></a>me and my dar ^^<br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRKjxqw6Z2I/AAAAAAAAAAs/8TCuBcLEpvg/s1600-h/DSC00558.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRKjxqw6Z2I/AAAAAAAAAAs/8TCuBcLEpvg/s320/DSC00558.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265450988037891938" border="0" /></a>present for dar ><<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRKjxE156GI/AAAAAAAAAAk/_9DKccvhuOU/s1600-h/DSC00561.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7MEyuHjmCOM/SRKjxE156GI/AAAAAAAAAAk/_9DKccvhuOU/s320/DSC00561.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265450977858283618" border="0" /></a>dar wan to zilian so pei her X_X<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-4689645112050360672?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-53681459645893151632008-11-04T02:56:00.002+08:002008-11-04T03:43:12.698+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">finally went back to work..<br />after one dae of break..<br />after 18daes of work..<br />LOL...<br /><br />tats was on sat ..<br />my off dae tat its..<br />haix..<br />off dae like no off dae..<br /><br />work like for eternity liao..<br />LOL..<br />juz 18 daes nia..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">hmm...<br />wah..<br />2dae for scarletcity..<br />karaoke mondae nite...<br />there is like veri little ppl..<br />LOL<br /><br />but still sell 60 songs..<br />till 11.30pm..<br />-.-"<br /><br />haix..<br />juz finish work and send my dar home..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">yes dar..<br />i m jealous..<br />my "chu wei" veri strong..<br />ya..<br /><br />sry mahx..<br />tis i cant control de..<br />coz whu ask me to luv u as much as u luv me<br />^^<br /><br />but hor dar...<br />dun desiao me over my "chu wei" lei..<br />><<br />ltr i paiseh sia..<br />^^<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">dar~..<br />hope we next week wed can b off 2gether..<br />we try apply for off 2gether bahx..<br /><br />><<br />miss u ...<br />u got tink next week wan go where mahx?<br />i got ting..<br />but scare budget control and timing nia..<br />><<br /><br />hopefully can spend full 24hrs wif u..<br />muackx..<br />coz time wif u ..<br />was never alot in the first place..<br />><<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">k la..<br />quite late le..<br />i go slp le..<br />muackx..<br />still tinking of u..<br />mayb coz of wat we said on phone bahx...<br /><br />hope u can trust tat i wun make u<br />dissapointed again..<br />cya tmr 1130..<br />muackx..<br /><br />nitenite<br /></span></span></span></span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-5368145964589315163?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-56556707418308372762008-11-01T06:01:00.002+08:002008-11-01T06:09:51.518+08:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">halloween at scarlet city Oo!<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />tis yr is better then last yr...<br />all staffs got makeup wooot..<br />haha..<br /><br />then i wear couple outfit wif my dar~..<br />haha..<br />lame la i noe..<br />coz whole scarlet onli me n her wear bloodstain shirt.. ><<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">haha..<br />then yong sheng and jamie<br />both guys..<br />wear matching outfits..<br />LOL..<br /><br />haha..<br /><br />fun sia..<br />then after we all drink "poison"<br />the promotion cocktail..<br />haha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">hmmmm ...<br />reali fun lor..<br />long time nv work wif angie and joanne le..<br />haix..<br />all schooling..<br /><br />working life veri sian now..<br />haix...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">dar~...<br />i misses u alot..<br />haha..<br />silly of me..<br />juz send u home not an hr ago..<br />LOL...<br /><br />after work hungry<br />go makan..<br />prata -.-"<br /><br />haha..<br />dar ar dar..<br />take care of ur leg hor..<br />and of urself..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">dun oways nv eat..<br />><<br />and watch drama till late..<br />roarrs..<br /><br />hahaha...<br />hmmm...<br />i veri happi 2nite..<br />although stress..<br />but..<br /><br />finally get pay le..<br />*claps*<br />haha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">but still sian..<br />gotta pay tis and pay tat..<br />><<br />sadded..<br /><br />nevertheless..<br />i will still nid to maintain enuff money till nex mth end..<br />zzzz<br /><br />wahlau...<br />eh those whu owe me money dun run hor<br />roaaarrss...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">k la..<br />tired le..<br />tink i try go slp..<br />hmm..<br />tmr still nid go find my laopao.. ^^<br /><br />dar... muacks..<br />luv u lots..<br /><br />hav faith in me hor! ^^<br />nitex all ..<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-5655670741830837276?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-34603224257244051042008-10-31T07:00:00.003+08:002008-11-01T06:18:52.006+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i dunnoe wat to do le..<br />>< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">u fucking morons.,.<br />r lucky tat i dun care such petty stuffs..<br />to me...<br />work is work..<br />if u cant understand..<br />then sua..<br />after all...<br />i m juz here coz..<br />i like doin my work...<br /><br />no matter wat..<br />i like working..<br />mayb i m an workaholic,...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">nevertheless..<br />i m happy yet unhappy at the same time..<br />haix..<br /><br />love u is forever..<br />but..<br />pls dun keep ur feelings to urself..<br />if i dunnoe pls tell me..<br /><br />u dun like..<br />ok lor..<br />but let me noe wat u dun like..<br />coz mani times i m blurblur de lor..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">dar...<br />juz rmb..<br />i luv u..<br /><br />and i reali reali..<br />want to hav a happy ending wif u..<br /><br />but at this rate..<br />i feel...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">loving u means changing me..<br />not saying i cant change for u..<br />but..<br /><br />changing my likes Oo?<br />i like drinking..<br />i enjoy drinking..<br />so if u wan me to change my drinking habits can..<br />i can drink less..<br />but dun ..<br /><br />becoz of i drink..<br />then anti me..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">smoking is my fault..<br />i noe..<br />and i m fine wif it..<br />tis i will change..<br /><br />drinking.. Oo?<br />haix..<br />for u ..<br />i will drink less..<br /><br />but u cant stop me frm totally not drinking..<br />sry i can onli b blunt here..<br />coz i cant bear to tell u..<br />...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">dunnoe y oso..<br />everytime infront of u..<br />watever u wanted ..<br />i can do it..<br /><br />but onli i retink..<br />then i find it weird..<br /><br />hope u r not angry if u saw tis post.. ><<br />muacks..<br />i luv u..<br />misses~<br /></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-3460322425724405104?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-69625141415768960092008-10-30T04:29:00.003+08:002008-10-30T04:53:23.361+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">yupx.. i m back..<br />again..<br />though i had a dae break..<br />well..<br />tat coz i was at my love one place..<br /><br />coz the next dae i needed to send her to c her doc..<br />for her ankle...<br /><br />and no its not ok..<br />her ankle tat is..<br />coz her ankle kena step on by me..<br />haix...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">well..<br />i dunnoe wat to do anymore le..<br />seriously..<br /><br />we juz quarrel..<br />or rather..<br />cold war..<br />WTH..<br /><br />zzzz..<br />i reali dunnoe wat u wan frm me le..<br />i didnt lie to u..<br />yet u r angry..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">hey..<br />so u wanted me to lie to u iszt?<br />i tot u can understand..<br />then wat m i to u.. ?<br /><br />iszt once wrong cant b forgiven?<br />of coz..<br />all tis is my fault..<br />coz no one aask me to drink..<br />i allow myself to b tempted to drink..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">i m so stunned juz now..<br />yes ..<br />u r angry..<br />u r tired..<br /><br />u dun wish to sae anymore..<br />fine..<br />its okay wif me..<br />but...<br /><br />reali.. wat i feel juz now when u close the door<br />aft i sae gd nite..<br /><br />is nv in my whole life yet felt frm u..<br />i finally noe..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">benjamin koh zheng ming..<br />nth at all..<br />juz a shitty guy ..<br /><br />too absorb in my own world..<br />my own vision of happiness..<br />too selfish..<br /><br />sooo...<br />seriously...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">u wan me to change rite?<br />ok..<br />np..<br />for u..<br />tay si ling..<br /><br />i can change..<br />but hope tat u dun ask me y i suddenly change hor..<br />...<br /><br />i hope tat in tis way i can please u..<br />coz ..<br />i love u regardless of watever i felt..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">yes yes..<br />to me its worth it..<br />yet..<br /><br />when / if u c tis post..<br />i feel tat u will tink i m bullshiiting..<br />coz i m a guy whu dun deserved to b trusted..<br /><br />fine..<br />np..<br /><br />i juz have to make u trust me..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">nth more to sae le..<br />coz i noe..<br /><br />for whole of tmr ..<br />i dun get a chance to c u..<br />frm 3pm i will b at scity helping..<br />yes u r awake le..<br />by tat time..<br />i could have meet u..<br />so wat..<br /><br />u r not working..<br />i will rather u stayed at home and rest ur leg..<br />but i tink,..<br />even if i sae so..<br />u wun listen...<br /><br />nvm<br />i can do nth..<br />xcept keep my promises for now to make u trust me..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">dar...<br />if u reali did read tis..<br />i will wan u to rmb nth..<br />but tis ..<br /><br />i love u on 121008..<br />i love u now..<br />no matter wat happen..<br />or wat ever i did..<br />u r mine..<br /><br />time to go on my handphone..<br />and set alarm and go to slp..<br />benz<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">muackz.. gdnite swt dreams dar ~<br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-6962514141576896009?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-88293771443954077952008-10-28T07:39:00.003+08:002008-11-01T06:25:46.249+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">it been a while since i last blogged..<br />well..<br />i was not doin well at all..<br />was destorying myself..<br />in the long run..<br /><br />well..<br />i wun admit it even u read tis..<br />unless u are someone..<br /><br />LOL..<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">nv tot tat i will b able to find a girl<br />tat i can reali put my heart in..<br />sooo..<br />i did a dumb ting..<br />i tried her patience ...<br /><br />i will nv admit to u de..<br />coz i noe ..<br />u wun read tis..<br /><br />i belive..<br />coz u noe my new blog not the old one..<br /><br />LOL..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">i share wif her my past...<br />but resulting ..<br />i hurted her..<br />ALOT...<br />T.T<br /><br />pls i noe wat i m doin..<br />wat i m typin here is juz my confession..<br /><br />but no matter wat..<br />my onli defense..<br />is tat i dun trust u..<br />coz i tink i m right..<br />in my sixth sense..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">u might b able to agrue alot of tings..<br /><br />but now..<br />i noe everyting..<br />although not from ur mouth..<br /><br />but i will take it tat i seen nth..<br />i will still wan u to tell me the truth..<br /><br />pls..<br />i noe currently i m in no right..<br />but i reali dun wan to b lied to..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">mayb to u all tat mayb tings of the past..<br />but a simple confession may stop the pain here and there<br />and not drag onto till the next problem..<br /><br />serious..<br />ytd i hav no intention to fight wif u..<br />i reali dun wan to ..<br />but..<br />u forced me..<br />and now..<br /><br />i noe everyting le..<br />i m in pain..<br />but..<br /><br />so sad..<br />coz i luv u..<br />i juz gotta accept tat ..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">haix...<br /><br />now i wun sae anyting till i prove myself tat<br />i m trustworthy in ur eyes..<br />aftertat..<br />mayb we can hav a gd talk..<br /><br />hopefully...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">y...<br />iszt tat hard to depend on ur bf?<br />or u nv treat me as one Oo?<br /><br />all in all..<br />magimee luv lollipopx33..<br /><br />nth to sae more..<br />no wish to sae le..<br />i reali..<br />wanted u to noe..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">i luv u ...<br />i promise i wun leave u..<br />i will quit smoking for us..<br />i will b more punctual..<br /><br />one week is all i ask..<br />muackx... <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><br /><br />cya all..<br />preparing to go disturb someone in slp..<br />and lastly..<br />welcome to my blog..<br />i m back..<br />offically...<br /><br />>>.<<" </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-8829377144395407795?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-21081902580042557422007-12-23T09:13:00.000+08:002007-12-23T09:23:15.155+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">mayb...<br />mayb not...<br />life does moves though..<br />ya..<br />i seldom update..<br />or rather didnt update in quite a very long while...<br /><br />hahaha..<br />but i m back..<br />4 now tat is...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">hmmm...<br /><br />wat can i sae..<br />i m currently workin at scarlet city<br />amk hub 4th lvl...<br /><br />next..<br />i tink i m in love..<br />wif tis girl whu wun love me..<br /><br />same story..<br />boring!!!<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><br /><br />so...<br />i tink about..<br />it is much more safer to ..<br />work n improve myself..<br />let myself grow alittle more<br />older..<br />mature??<br /><br />hmmm...<br /><br />coz if not..<br />how can i ever b able<br />to afford dates..???<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">best part was juz now..<br />at bishan<br />slackin wif ryan n angie...<br /><br />cut long story dam short...<br />we were about to go..<br />when we tok about the most romantic ting<br />tat we ever do...<br /><br />i was like..<br />omg..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">i didnt hav one..<br />at least to me...<br />coz...<br />the soooo called most romantic ting i done..<br />was 1 ...<br />fold stars in a bottle for a girl i liked..<br />but no chance de...<br /><br />2....<br />was hold a bbq all expense paid by me...<br />food,<br />drinks, (mind u cans of drinks.. 2 carton)<br />cake,<br />liddat lor..<br /><br />then i invite all her friends...<br />or rather our clique...<br /><br />ending...<br />we broke off tat night...<br />-.-"<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">kindda lame dun u tink???<br /><br />hahaha...<br />hmm..<br />does bring a girl to resturant count as romantic?<br />b4 she return to her country..<br /><br />haix..<br />to me..<br />those tings i done..<br />ended alittle out of plan..<br />so...<br /><br />not tat romantic la...<br /><br />hahaha<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">k...<br />i will stop here...<br /><br />till next time...<br />><"<br /></span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-2108190258004255742?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1164092594140364632006-11-21T14:50:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.735+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">life is short.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">no time for us to waste.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">if u like some one.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">juz sae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and enjoy the instant pain or</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">the instant love..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">it's either u r rejected or accepted.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">no other way..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">either a "yes , i love u 2"</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">or " no , get away from me creep.. "</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">lol.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">lamee.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but true when u tink about it.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but for me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">the fear for rejection is greater.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i dun wanna b hurt tat bad animore.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">mayb,..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">juz mayb,.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i will risk it one last time.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but i doubt so.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">time for me is a wasting.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and i rather spend them dwindling away..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">while working.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">then.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">spend fruitless time chasin little immature girls.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">abit forceful in my tone.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i shld b.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">its my life.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">whu else shld care more for me than myself?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">there is no way anione can reali care for other better than urself.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">all humans are selfish.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">either way round.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">some one give FIRST..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">then some one else gives.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">then all expected to take..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">then give..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">onli a small number says otherwise.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">between angels and devils.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">there is no differece if u look at the general picture.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz they are both guardian for a greater power. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">-.-"</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">either good or bad... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but there is no rite or worng.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">onli.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">morally rite or wrong.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">how do we tell..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">be selfish.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">use ur own ruler of justice to decide.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">does it help u in aniwae?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">sadist?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">mayb i m.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">but i dunnoe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">i dunoe if it is me rite now. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">i feel.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">unstable..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">some how.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">mayb juz lots of thoughts come come back to haunt me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">love of past.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">hatred... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">i reali dunnoe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">mayb it is juz s sicko whu gotta my password..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">and destroys.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">my thoughts..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">my peaceful thoughts.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">lamee.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">sianz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">mayb ..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">whu noes.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tis then is me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">the true me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">mayb i m juz tis way ,..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">onli tat i juz discover it now??</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">lol.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">gotta go.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">cya ard.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">byz</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116409259414036463?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1163347802655035902006-11-13T00:00:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.735+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">time change..<br />frm 10:30am<br />to 11:30am..<br /><br />hmm..<br /><br />it mean it is later..<br />but..<br />i wonder why though..<br />haiz..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">...<br />hmm..<br />wonder y i soooo long nv blog rite?<br />hmm ..<br /><br />no time mahx..<br />study mahx..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">hmm..<br />start workin le..<br />time spent at time<br />usually are spent at my home downstairs..<br /><br />haix..<br /><br />okok la..<br />the workin environment quite good mahx..<br />haix..<br /><br />although veri tiring the next dae..<br />when i go out..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">okok la..<br />stop here..<br />up date when i can..<br /><br />cya..<br />byz..<br /><br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116334780265503590?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1162093759265943522006-10-29T11:36:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.735+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">no time to dwindle and waste..<br />got work..<br />and nid to revise..<br />haiz..<br /><br />soo..<br />sry if i cant update..<br />or if i didnt reply to u when<br />u contact me..<br />hahaha..<br /><br />pai seh lorr..<br />nid money...<br />whu ask me to b a poor guy..<br />hahaha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">dun worry..<br />i will try to meet up with u all whenever i can..<br />hahaha..<br />work at 7eleven doesnt means work 24/7 mahx..<br /><br />so will hav time to hav fun with u all the ...<br />juz.. no more clubing bahx..<br />coz..<br /><br />i work nite shift..<br />duh!!!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">...<br />nid more time to practice maths..<br />sianz..<br />still unsure over alot of tings..<br />haix..<br /><br />but ya,,<br />tat is onli small parts in terms of<br />graphs.. equation..<br /><br />haix..<br />alot..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">okok..<br />i noe..<br />mayb i m crazy..<br />haven study finish..<br />still want to work..<br />haix..<br /><br />but trust me..<br />i dun reali wan to de..<br />but juz tat..<br />well..<br /><br />i reali nid to pay for sumtings..<br />bills.. fun.. outings..<br />ohno..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">i still nid to tell gui quan<br />i m not goin for the chalet..<br />hahaha..<br /><br />hmmm..<br /><br />sad la..<br /><br />but mayb i can go till 9pm then i nid to rush home to go for work..<br />hmm..<br />ya..<br /><br />kk..<br />gotta go eat my break-lunch..<br />heex..<br />cya..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">byz</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116209375926594352?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1161883866731705412006-10-27T01:21:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.735+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">surely.. though slowly..<br />bit by bit..<br /><br />i m studyin..<br />although the pace may not be realistic now..<br />but slowly..<br /><br />i m picking up the pace..<br /><br />and ya..<br />i m understand it ..<br />so dun worry..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">hahaha..<br />hmm..<br />though i wonder..<br />will i b ready..<br /><br />at the same time i cant help tinkin<br />tat..<br />if i cant make it..<br />wat bout alvin?<br />i noe bunnie shld can de..<br /><br />so alvin lei?<br />omfg.. '<br />if he dun gather his thoughts..<br />he will fail it..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">i hav thought of speakin to ppl tat will enlighten him..<br />hmm..<br />but will it help..?<br />nagging.. ?<br />i wonder..<br />nothing is to be certain..<br />haix.. .<br /><br />so..<br />hope lor..<br />at worst..<br />bad luck for him lor..<br />fail nia mahz..<br /><br />whu noes..<br />mayb he will break my record...?<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haix..<br />okok..<br />hmm..<br />now i gotta the hang of my study wave..<br />i tink i shld lead the wave to maths asap..<br />otherwise..<br /><br />i cant do much oso..<br />wif juz science..<br />and geo..<br />hmm..<br /><br />i wonder again..<br />first humanities is wat paper..<br />geo or ss.. ?<br /><br />hmmm...<br />aniwan..?<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">...<br />okk..<br />wat else.. ?<br />hmm..<br />oh..<br />grad nite seating arragement..<br />haix..<br />sad la..<br /><br />tat crispin haven reply yet<br />haiz..<br />soooo sad..<br /><br />wtf man...<br />haiz..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">nvm la..<br />find a wae sumhow..<br />haiz..<br /><br />now i gotta concentrate on my little tings..<br />then i gotta complete them..<br />then i will be ready mentally to take on the o lvl examination..<br />heez..<br /><br />cya all..<br />jia you!<br />nitez<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116188386673170541?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1161615116553104492006-10-23T22:40:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.735+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">sad la..<br />still no mood study..<br />sad lei..<br />haix..<br />ke lianz..<br /><br />hmmm...<br />go sch totally still no moood..<br />haixya..<br />sad la..<br /><br />hmm..<br />cannot continue like tis..<br />tink i shld start nite study le..<br /><br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">haix..<br />hmm..<br />todae..<br />so sad la..<br /><br />no mood study..<br />still lazing around..<br />hmm..<br /><br />prefectz oso sad lei..<br />got two new teacher<br />and they hav no ideas of their own..<br />haix..<br />sad ..<br />hmmm..<br /><br />onli noe how to copy ppl ideas..<br />haix..<br />not tat i sae them.. but reali wats..<br />they veri..<br />haix..<br /><br />nvm..<br />hope they can understand sooon..<br />that if they dun noe.. they shld observe first..<br />then comment..<br />then tink of solutions..<br />haix..<br /><br />kk..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">dun write le..<br />nid to pass com back to my bro le..<br />and give dictation to my another bro..<br />haix..<br /><br />kk..<br />nitez..<br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116161511655310449?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1161011372810632902006-10-16T22:56:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.736+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">first dae of study leave is meant to enjoy rite..?<br />well..<br /><br />yar..<br />i go and enjoy wif..<br />edmund and daniel..<br />meeting at 10am!!!<br /><br />at bishan..<br />we journey to orchard to k'box..<br />sing till song la..<br />hahaha..<br />till 2pm..<br />then we walk..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">to..<br />plaza sing..<br />to meet up wif the rest of their group..<br /><br />apparently is someone's bdae..<br />lolx. .<br />then we walk to cathay watch rob-b-hood<br />lolx. .<br />laugh till die la..<br />hahahaha..<br />hahahaha<br />veri de funnie..<br /><br />heex..<br />then we take train to harbourfront...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">shop.. walk..<br />then eat at kopitiam..<br />damm x lor..<br />$4.10<br />for mix rice ..<br />omg..<br /><br />haix..<br />then we go buy drink..then<br />go parkmall beside the pool..<br />play pool..<br /><br />then...<br />after a while..<br />go home..<br /><br />so fun..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">heex..<br />i noe..<br />i didnt express much fun out..<br />but believe me..<br />it was fun..<br />while it lasted..<br />heex..<br /><br />oso..<br />i finally noe the girl name..<br />but i dunnoe how to spell..<br />lol..<br />sianz..<br /><br />haha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">okok..<br />so tmr mux start study le..<br />sad la..<br />hahahaha..<br /><br />kk..<br />stop here..<br />oh..<br />i juz fix my tag..<br />so hope it works..<br /><br />keep ur finger cross..<br />heex..<br />cya all..<br />nitez..<br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116101137281063290?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1160754432158236602006-10-13T23:25:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.736+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">hahaha..<br />best joke ever..<br /><br />haix..<br />i have gone grad assembly last yr. .<br />and i dun nid to go tis yr<br />but..<br />i dun noe..<br /><br />everyone noe..<br />but me..<br />lolx. .<br />i mean ..<br />adam la..<br /><br />he la...<br />veri good friend..<br />noe..<br />but nv tell. .<br />own self run away..<br />sad la..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">ke lian la..<br />i was at the assembly..<br />haix..<br /><br />lucky i smart..<br />i run away b4 the whole ting start..<br />heez.. .<br /><br />hahaha..<br />but i missed the commotion ..<br />i heard it while i was at the bball court..<br />hmm. ..<br />it appears..<br />to b sumting about<br /><br />the sch "gentleman"<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">sumtimes i wonder if he noes he is making such a joke of himself..<br />then again..<br />i dun tink so..<br />haix..<br /><br />i mean..<br />y will anione make a joke out of himself. .<br />?<br />wat can be gained?<br />other than being a joke?<br /><br />either that or he is reali naive..<br />haix..<br />pity him la..<br />sianz..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">speaking..<br />of which...<br />i make a joke out of myself..<br />i cause the fan on top of the whiteboard to drop..<br /><br />haix..<br />so embrassing..<br />hahaha..<br /><br />i mean..<br />there are ppl watching me mahx..<br />sianz..<br />haix. .<br /><br />heex..<br /><br />aniwae..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">i had a good dae. .<br />heex..<br />...<br />hmm...<br /><br />kk.. cya..<br />nitez..<br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116075443215823660?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1160573227894161972006-10-11T20:59:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.736+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">time pass so soon..<br />soon it will be the study leave le..<br />now a serious decision face me..<br />shld i or shldnt i ..<br />work..?<br /><br />then..<br />shld i go for the chalet?<br />hmmm...<br /><br />gui quan de la..<br />haixyoz...<br /><br />so wat...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">i feel like juz work..<br />and then dun go lor..<br />haix..<br />sianz..<br /><br />how leix...<br /><br />i nid money mahx..<br />how..<br />sadded lei..<br /><br />money or enjoyment?<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">hmmm...<br />sad lei...<br />shuner bdae comin..<br />somemore clash with my own cousin the bdae...<br /><br />haix..<br />wat to do.. ?<br />sianz..<br />mayb i suggest tat celebrate shuner bdae during the chalet?<br />hmmm...<br /><br />nice idea lei.<br />i wonder they wan mahx..?<br />hmmmm....<br /><br />c bahx..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">if liddat then i nid to go for chalet le lor..<br />cant run..<br />sianz..<br /><br />mayb..<br />i suggest then i run..<br />sae i cant come.. ?<br />hmmm...<br /><br />i wonder..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">sianz la..<br />money problems..<br />pluz somemore nid to go for the grad nite tingy..<br />haix..<br />sad la..<br /><br />nid to save and shrimp..<br />not mentioning..<br />workin..<br />and studying at the same time..<br /><br />haiz..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">i m going to work la..<br />this tm round after the o lvl..<br />i cant relaz much..<br /><br />nid to work and work..<br />haix..<br />orelse how can i afford wat i wanted..<br />...sianz..<br /><br />...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">ok la..<br />tm to go le..<br />gotta rest the com..<br />cya..<br />nitez..<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116057322789416197?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1160055793502866062006-10-05T21:27:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.736+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">i nv gonna play a game<br />wthout knowing the rules..<br />whether there is a catch to it anot..<br /><br />u nv noe..<br />it might juz b created by a spirit of evil..<br />..<br />u nv noe..<br /><br />okok..<br />mayb i m overreacting..<br />but..<br />ya..<br /><br />i m amazed by the sheer idea of it..<br />i mean..<br />i often toy with the idea of creating a game<br />basing on my home area..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">now..<br />i m totally put off..<br />at least for now..<br />till i finally love the codings..<br /><br />haha..<br />true..<br />but y tink of wat to do when u cant to it..<br />hav the ability first..<br />hone the skills...<br /><br />then...<br />jia you lor..<br /><br />haha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">wow..<br />nice dae..<br />2dae..<br /><br />able to read..<br />compete some work..<br />though that arsehole of alvin doenst show up..<br />when he clearly express the wish to do so..<br />haix..<br /><br />cannot fathom him la..<br />sad..<br />haha.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">but ya..<br />i worry for him all the same..<br />haix..<br /><br />hmm...<br />dun care him la..<br />sadded..<br />lolx..<br /><br />then.. .<br />her.. ~~<br />haiz~<br /><br />its no good lookin in her eyes<br />for any hints..<br />as whenever i lock eyes with her..<br />i feel that i cannot tink properly let alone look..<br /><br />such clear eyes..<br />full of expectations and mysterys..<br />cannot la..<br />can die ..<br /><br />lolx.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">okok..<br />now tat i m editing my blog again<br />but not that major..<br />juz little links such as..<br /><br />my other profiles..<br />in other accounts..<br />of networking,..<br /><br />haha...<br />ya..<br />tats all..<br />mayb...<br />if i got the time still..<br />i will edit more?<br />hahaha..<br /><br />kk..<br />till then..<br />cant wait for tmr..<br />nitez..<br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-116005579350286606?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1159978164120102872006-10-04T23:55:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.736+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">finally<br /><br />!!!!!!<br /><br />i m workin..<br />as a student...<br />-.-"<br /><br />hahaha... at least i m doin homework..<br />although not as dreamed..<br />but..<br />ya..<br />bit by bit,,,<br /><br />coz..<br />if i rmb correct..<br />and sadly..<br />i do..<br />i nv work at all..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">lolx..<br />nvm...<br />well at least i did...<br />physics..<br />and maths..<br />to a certain extent..<br />and oh ya..<br />geog...<br /><br />hahaha..<br />kk..<br />tmr will b better..<br />now i juz nid to convice alvin to work as well..<br />haix..<br />sad la..<br />tat is a tough case<br /><br />reali sad...<br />hahaha...<br />but i reali hope he can get<br />his tings rite..<br />and reali go and do his share of revising..<br />or rather..<br />study..<br /><br />hahaha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">wat else..<br />oh...<br />my right shoulder is hurting..<br />i tink i mught hav sprain it..<br />although i still can exercise it..<br />but it hurts..<br />and<br /><br />its getting numb when i exert alot..<br />haix..<br /><br />but its starting to get better..<br />haix..<br />signs of being old..<br />ur limbs juz dun work like it used to..<br /><br />hahaha..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">kk..<br />time to go..<br />byz...<br /><br />for a friend..<br />true does exists..<br />dun be saddend by past failure ..<br />and phobias..<br />juz..<br />try again..<br />dun b tooo caring for one whom u love<br />unless he/she..<br />deserve it..<br /><br />cheers...<br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-115997816412010287?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1159889592637104002006-10-03T23:16:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.737+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">isnt it nice if u can control<br />ur other half ..<br />juz by training..<br /><br />humans aint dogs???<br />well..<br />the ting is..<br />its is relatively the same...<br /><br />reali...<br />i m not jesting..<br />it can be applied..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">no..<br />i haven apply it yet..<br />but i noe..<br />from experience..<br /><br />haha..<br />and i m pretty experienced..<br />although it is not wat i m proud of..<br />11x..<br /><br />sadness and sadness<br />but i learn..<br />and i hope tat she may be the one..<br />although i wun count it..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">i juz found out tat she is pretty outgoin..<br />and..<br />she pretty cute..<br /><br />but still..<br />i cant c how she is gonna c me..<br />coz.. i m not worth aniones notice..<br /><br />so..<br />mayb..<br />juz..<br />mayb..<br /><br />she might ..<br />well..<br />we shall c..<br />lolx..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">nope..<br />not gonna say anting else le..<br />onli tat..<br />i finish the love trainer book<br /><br />already..<br />omg!!!<br />sianz..<br /><br />sian.. i shall go library again juz to<br />borrow another book so tat i will be cure on boredom<br />or mayb...<br />i shall juz hit the books..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">mayb i will get more passes tis time..<br />or mayb...<br /><br />get better grades..<br />and preferably...<br />a1,a2,b3<br /><br />hahaha..<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">kk.. tats all. ...<br />i tink..<br />tmr got sch so..<br />byz..<br /><br />nitez all..<br /></span><br /></span></span><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-115988959263710400?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1159699767994905342006-10-01T18:38:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.737+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">helo all..<br />hahaha..<br />i finally write an entry..<br /><br />in wat seems like ages...<br />haha..<br /><br />okok ..<br />better update myself first..<br /><br />hahaha..<br />still sloggin out for o levels..<br />haha..<br />which is nearin soon..<br />nov..<br /><br />haix...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">sooo..<br />i juz spendin time by<br />studying..<br />otherwise..<br />rottin..<br />haix...<br /><br />hahaha...<br /><br />...<br />hmm..<br />prefectz wise..<br />i m glad..<br />in a sense..<br />my juniors..<br />are startin to work together..<br />i hope..<br />hahaha...<br /><br />but i juz sure hope they will work harder..<br />and then so..<br />they can be better role models..<br />hahha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">...<br />haix..<br /><br />in terms of my love life..<br />well..<br />like juz say tat i m too old for those i chose..<br />soo..<br />i will rather...<br />pass each dae<br />hoping my feelings will lessen alot..<br />hahaha...<br /><br />as for whu they ar?<br />nope..<br />i not goin to say..<br />although i noe there is no body readin tis..<br />but..<br />well..<br /><br />i juz dun feel like lettin aniwae noe..<br />inculdin my blog..<br />haha..<br />sry..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">okok...<br />i m now actually hopin to be able to<br />get a job..<br />asap..<br />sianz..<br /><br />tings juz goin to get rough sooner...<br />haix..<br />and it is juz begining..<br />nia..<br /><br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">soo..<br />wat can i do but juz cross my fingers..<br />and hope tat i can manage by<br />without critical problems nor effect on my health..<br /><br />hahaha..<br /><br />kk..<br /><br />i will stop rite here..<br />byz..<br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-115969976799490534?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1152459725733803132006-07-09T23:37:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.737+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">last dae of world cup..<br />but i m not goin to watch..<br />y waste my time?<br />lolx..<br /><br />hahaha,,,<br /><br />anyway ..i m not a fan..<br />wahahaha...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">heex...<br />sianx...<br />tmr go bek sch...<br />haix..<br /><br />yesterdae...<br />alot of tings happened... pretty eventful...<br />so.. .<br /><br />nth ..<br />lolx..<br />byz<br />tat all..<br />dunnoe wat u write le..<br />lolx.<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-115245972573380313?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1151255299637925722006-06-26T01:02:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.737+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">sianz...<br />later sch starts<br />nid to slp...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />juz a week of no slp...<br />omost a week..<br />omost all no slp..<br /><br />hahaha<br />nv slp well la...<br /><br />hahaha<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">hmm..aft a week of ton,<br />chalet,<br />and camp..<br />and work..<br />haix..<br />dun feel like goin sch<br />sianz..<br /><br />hahaha<br /><br />hope can dun go sch sia...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">haiz...<br /><br />now i duunoe wat to do sia..<br />sianz...<br />i tink i write till here and spend more time on my problems..<br />hahaha..<br />byz all..<br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-115125529963792572?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1149528478409242622006-06-06T01:20:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.737+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">my home internet access is up..<br />wahhhh ...<br />finally can update blog le..<br /><br />wahahha..<br />lolx..<br />but i cant be on line everytime so..<br />dun blame me..<br /><br />heex..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">hmm..<br />now is june holis for me..<br />but i jux cant get myself to relax ..<br /><br />mayb i had too mani tings on my mind..<br />mayb...<br /><br />but i jux wanna tings go my wae..<br />but sumtimes.. it never does..<br />haix..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">wonderin wat had happen..<br />but i myself dun even understand wat may had happen..<br />haix..<br />all the mystery and suspense is killin me..<br />but wat could i do..<br />wat could i do..<br />haix..<br /><br />mayb i reali... need to cool down and remember all that had happen..<br />mayb i could find a loop hole in my mental system..<br />mayb..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">tooo chim..<br />dun worry..<br />jux me..<br />haha.. .<br /><br />cheer up..<br />it is not some da vinc waitin to b explored..<br />haha..<br />jux tat i had too much on my mind,,,<br />tings...<br />mind could never expain..<br />even to its owner..<br /><br />heex..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">boy could i go for talks..<br />haha..<br /><br />k la..<br />i m sooo beat..<br />tok nex time..<br />byz all ...<br />chills..<br />nitex..<br />kills..<br />yawnx..<br />wei!!!!<br />wat had i written..?<br /><br />nvm...<br />haha..<br />byz all..<br /></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-114952847840924262?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1149055553109737902006-05-31T14:01:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.737+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">jux here to write sumting in my blog.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i m not tinkin le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">jux write wat is on my mind.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">dun reali.. care for any other tings</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">o lvl is on my mind.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">tink i m fallin in love wif o lvl le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">-.-</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">jux wanna tink and do sumting tat i can.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i hope.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">love is sumting tat is soooo distracting.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">no point tinkin so much if wat u tink ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">or rather in my case.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">if wat i tink is not true.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">den wun wat i tink and do accordin to my tinkin</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">b wrong..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">lame.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">cheers.. hope no wan understand coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i oso dun understand wat i m tokin bout so </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">how can anyone understands.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hahahahaha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk.. i will stop here le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">byx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">cheers.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-114905555310973790?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1141804192138876442006-03-08T15:45:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.738+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">dunnoe anymore than i ardy noe..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">but tink we r cousin better.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">hope u understand.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">.. mayb jux tat i dun hav tat strong feelings for u.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">aniwae.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">lets let the future decide.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">for now... friends are my assets..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i wan to aquire more.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">heex... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">timely effect... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">rare conversions.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">special meanings..?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">dunnoe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">no idea.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">hope tings will b clearer soon.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">jux my mind is a bit fuzzy nowadays.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">so... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">liddat... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">kk.. stop here le.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">oso not much mood to continue.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">coz my favourite mei delete her blog le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">she is not blogging animore.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">soooo sad.... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">kk.. nitex all. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-114180419213887644?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1141090119226250122006-02-28T09:22:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.738+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">tings tat i dunnoe wat i m doin.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i wanna b alone.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">yet i wanna fall in love.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i wanna b attached.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">yet i m scared of being hurt.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i m a guy, yet behave like a girl.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">guy supposed to b strong..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but i m feelin weak.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">tis makes me tink.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">is guys as strong as they tink they ar..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">physically..? or mentally..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">wat is real..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">love or money..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">which is more important..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">in singapore..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">these are the tings tat matter most to a citzen</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">money, apartment,job,education,fun.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">mayb it is time to wake up.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">mayb.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i jux foolin around.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i wan to noe tings.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">but.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">yet..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">wan to b ignorant.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">ignorant at times is a bliss.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">yet ignorant may cause ppl to look down on u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i m willing to try new tings..but</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i m b weary aft the experience.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">but i hav decided..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i will stand strong.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i will.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">try again.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">though regardless it is good or bad.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i will jux try it out.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">will u try wif me.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">kk.. it is late.. nitex..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-114109011922625012?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1140589449989764352006-02-22T14:18:00.000+08:002007-07-03T03:47:54.738+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">okok.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i hav been hearing lots of comforting words.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">and ppl enquiring bout my life.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haha. .</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i been a jerk lately.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">bad mood seems to be my second name.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i miss a lot of tings.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">as in fun wif friends.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">goin out.. lan gaming.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">hmm .. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">etc.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i nv seem to reali able to enjoy them lately wif my probs on my back.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">but now.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i tink is saw the light. .</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i hope.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">life is not tat hard.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">it is reali veri hard,, </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">but still. .. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">life goes on... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">i hav to breathe so i mux do sumting.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">or else i will b waste oxygen.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">hmm.,. sammie.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">sorri tat lately i keep put ur airplane.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">when u ask me go out.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i last min cancel.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">pai seh.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">reali.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">soo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">mayb.. when i reali got time.. then i ask u and serene out.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">tat is if u all ar free.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">hmm .. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">kk.. i will stop here le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">nitex.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-114058944998976435?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1139994919204017132006-02-15T16:25:00.000+08:002006-02-15T17:15:19.293+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">nope.. not bout sincerity.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">but.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">my thoughts tat is useful to me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">whu to tink.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">her.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">nehx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">she dun care a hoot bout me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">so i dun reali shld care bek.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">but i luv her.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">once..?</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">or still.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">tat is wat i m puzzling about.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">luv.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then y whenever i c px i feel abit elated..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">y..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">m i a firt as they sae.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but,... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">do i hav feelings for px.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">wat if she dun care bout me.. ?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">my heart dun tink can take it lor. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">dun sae le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">stop here le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">nitex</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113999491920401713?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1139897704635115022006-02-14T14:05:00.000+08:002006-02-14T14:15:04.653+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">rusty in here sia.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">lolx.. coz i hav no tm to write entries mahx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">was working my guts out.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">but in the end still onli hav enough to pass each dae nia.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haix... </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">sad... </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haix.. my o lvl reult is out.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">where i go.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i go whitley sec.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">yupx... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">retain.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">hav another try at o lvl.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">sian.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">on the dae i hav my interview.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">my vice principal sux lor.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">she repeat herself over and over again.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">like a broken down recorder.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">so lame lor.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">but ya.. retain.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">i dun wan to sae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">but.. .</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hell ... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">y m i onli person like tis..?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">suffering in silence.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">arghz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">as for my luv life.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">it is now in a standstill.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">coz... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">my heart is bleeding .. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">it is torn apart and stamp on.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i dun blame her.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">as i tink our luv has die down.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">now i can onli hope tat i can heal soon.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and get over it and so </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">b able to love again.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">my mood now is so... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">topsy turvey.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">sumtimes gd.. others times bad.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it is jux the begining.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and since i start my luv life in whitley..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mayb i m suppose to end it here 2.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and so it can be known as my love in whitley.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">arghx.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">kk.. nitex all.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">if anyone still bother to check if i got write in mahx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">bbyz</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113989770463511502?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1138962368903630512006-02-03T18:23:00.000+08:002006-02-03T18:26:08.913+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">is so ever nearer and nearer.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">beware.. all those whu nv did well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">u may fail.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">but nv fail.. to noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">u hav a place to go.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">no matter it is jc or poly..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">ite or retain.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">u can still study.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">tat shld b a gd ting.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">too all whu ar studyin still.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">work hard and enjoy sch.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">while u can.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">enjoy.. byx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">10feb then write again.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">byx.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113896236890363051?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1132110954960125202005-11-16T11:12:00.000+08:002005-11-16T11:15:54.970+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">todae... finish le geo.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tink i did quite well accordin to my standard.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">aniwae.. i m now waitin for </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">my poa paper to start</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha,, </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm.. sad... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">my paper end at 4.15mins ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sooo late...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. sianx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk la.. stop here.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nth to sae le mahx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha,... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">byz all.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113211095496012520?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1132036073341977172005-11-15T14:24:00.000+08:002005-11-15T14:27:53.356+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">i at comic city.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">playin.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">msgin my dearest.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so i decided to write my blog.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">since bunnie is p lvling me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">tmr exam.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">geo and poa.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">i dun fear lei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">tink i over confidence le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">tink i mux revise some time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">lolx... </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i tink my dear angry at me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">dear i didnt mean de.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">jux tat my hp got prob.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">the button spoil.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so thought got send to u.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but nv send at all.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so sorri.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hmm.. tink i stop here le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">byx.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113203607334197717?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1131689071582688002005-11-11T14:00:00.000+08:002005-11-11T14:04:31.596+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">left wif onli p.o.a and geo</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sci mcq nia.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and tat 1 week awae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sad.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but aniwae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i tink i gonna rest for a week first.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">go and earn enough then sae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">nid to support myself, my bill and to go out.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hmm. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wat else lei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i tink my blog veri sad.. kena wat funnie virse..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but i noe it is not real virus la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">jux summore spam in my tag board.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sadded.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">wat else.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">let me tink.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">okok nth le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">except tat i will change blogskin soon.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">when i got time.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">coz nw still worried bout o lvl.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">no time.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">mayb when my home internet connection is up then sae.. haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">stop here le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">byx all.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113168907158268800?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1131522338120347742005-11-09T15:40:00.000+08:002005-11-09T15:45:38.133+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sux.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">had some paper till now.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i did quite badly by my standard.. i tink.. as.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i feel i didnt put in enough effort.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">feel sooo wasted.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">todae got exam ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">onli todae then i suddenly feel better... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i got english paper.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and i tink i did quite well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">by my standard.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianzx..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">lolxx... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nw at comic city..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">lamenting my loss of marks in physics.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but neverthless... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i did quite well ..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">better than in chem anywae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tink i goin to logout to msg some1 haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">stop here le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and c if i can play ms.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">maplestory la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">lolx.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113152233812034774?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1131258344697620672005-11-06T14:16:00.000+08:002005-11-06T14:25:44.716+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">arghx,,, </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i spent a nite workin.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">till 3am tis morning.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">then go my frien home.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">help him do his handphone.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and save cab fare.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">veri x lei midnite charge.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">time flies when u enjoy.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and when u dun c some of ur friends... </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">for example.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">last nite was the first time i saw my friend </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">aft a long break of 10+months.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sooo sianx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">at first .. thought mayb meeting her.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">then in end didnt.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz tooo far and too late.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">and she is wif her friens.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">onli ting tat i dun reali understand bout her.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i dun care le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz she mux hav her own reasons </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">.. </span><span style="color:#99ff99;">i m actually fine wif it lei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">lolx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hahaha... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">arghx,, </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">o lvl... !!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nid to study..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but first.. let me finish tis.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">relax la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i will study de.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">dun worri.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hmm... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">wat else can i sae..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">okok gd luck for all o lvl students.. may u all do ur best.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">jia you.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">byx.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113125834469762067?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1130995164806793662005-11-03T13:14:00.000+08:002005-11-03T13:19:24.820+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i dunnoe weather to b happi or not.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i had a weirdest nite ever.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">make me ever so confuse.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but 1 ting for certain.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i was able to fixed my heart for once.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">although she may not accept me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i will jux hav to wait then..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i didnt noe if it is ever a wise choice but.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">it is the best i ever made tis year.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">in fact it is the best choice i ever make,.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">time will tell.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but until tat dae come..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i will jux hav to be myself...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and face up to my o lvl.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">grrr... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">one ting...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i m at comics .. and the person whu hack my acc is next to me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i want to kill him mahx.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">there is lots of ppl here... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">grr.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">... ...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i will jux hav to curb my anger.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">but i cant b too sure.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">i fear i will snap at him soon.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">grrr... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">kk till nex time.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">bbyx.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113099516480679366?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1130917619946148382005-11-02T15:43:00.000+08:002005-11-02T15:46:59.956+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">... new dae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">awaits.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tis is wat i hope in my heart.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz i noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">my exams is near..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and i m juz a bit afarid i wun do well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sad la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">time is not wif me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and now i nid it more than anyting else.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haix,, </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">jux eaten lunch..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">at comics city here.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">no idea wat to do.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nw i m jux curious.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">coz there is tis gal who treat me quite well..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and i tink i m having </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">funnie thoughts.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">wat to do..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">y m i liddat..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nvm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i wun tink too much.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i will juz wait till the time is ripe bahx..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">as onli time will show.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nth to add le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">okok i better continue playin maple le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heex.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">bbyz.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-113091761994614838?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1129706356138412822005-10-19T15:12:00.000+08:002005-10-19T15:19:16.163+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">hi all.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">as i promise.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">an entry... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but i dunnoe wat to put in lei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i sort of quarrelled wif my mei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">soo sad.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">over tings tat she dun understand at tat point.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">... </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">if she come here.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i will like to sae .. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">Val.. i m sorri.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">forgive me can..??</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">>>.<<??</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i thought i missed sumting.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i actually miss a outing to the cinemas .. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">actually i wan to go wif kiat and my da jie de.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but i was juz tooo tired.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz.. the sun was last dae of camp.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i wanna find job.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">now exam nearing.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">no time to find job or rather to work.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">mux study.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hmm.. mayb i shld jux find a job..??</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">dec still far.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nid to do alot of ting sia.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">time is not wif me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">it nv has.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">jux wanna rest abit now.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">nothin more to add liaox.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">kk.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">gtg.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">byx all.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112970635613841282?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1126768932701293252005-09-15T15:17:00.000+08:002005-09-15T15:22:12.760+08:00<span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">i m here again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">but not alone la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">me playin games...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">and junrong, alvin is here oso..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">hmm.. sianz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">ps is been played by jerome.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">so i cant play .hack.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">... i so sorri tat we can onli meet on sat..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">dun mind me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i juz wan to play for a dae or so..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">pls understand.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">didnt care about prefectz le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tink i will start to c how they ar doin.. then i can</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">c if i can let them do tings on their own.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sorri la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">me veri kaypoh de.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm.. 3.21 le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">20 more mins can play ps le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">oh ya...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">alvin play first.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">-.-"</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nvmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i will play later.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heex...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">kk.. nth to add le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">kk.. byz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">next time then i add more tings..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112676893270129325?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1126619816323524612005-09-13T21:53:00.000+08:002005-09-13T21:56:56.330+08:00<span style="color:#99ff99;">and i m telling no 1.. haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wahaha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">u tink u noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">well u wun noe..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">unless u been wif me.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha.,.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wahaha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i m juz happily ...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i dun care anyting le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">oh ya.. 4 those whu tink i m still upset over my last break up..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">well</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i m okay aready..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i kan kai le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i aft all hav 10 x stead le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i understand the pain..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but there is no pain le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i m juz happi..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">cheers.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nitez all..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">byz</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112661981632352461?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1126595945321376972005-09-13T15:15:00.000+08:002005-09-13T15:19:05.330+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">alone here in the comic city..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">doin nothing..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz there is nothin 4 me to do..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i tink i will play a little more b4 findin sammi..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">diaoz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz.. quite early and i feel like playing..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">sorri,,. diaoz..</span> </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">... hmm.. yesterdae slp quite late.. sianz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz.. todae do physic paper.. slp half way..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">lucky i do enough le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and i wake up early.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk.. i tink i will juz stop here.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and catch my breath in maplestory..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">heex..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">bbyz</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112659594532137697?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1126503966968674822005-09-12T13:17:00.000+08:002005-09-12T13:46:06.986+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">finish my exam.. so sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">maths.. fail le.. coz didnt do well in paper 1..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">ahha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i tink i fail liaoz.. la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i m wondering...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">tmr wat exam..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">siao liaoz..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i hav no idea.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">so sad... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tis time prelim reali fail liaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haha,...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">diaoz.. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">oh no..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i need to quit diaoz.. haha..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i muz b dreamin</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk.. gotta go.. byz...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112650396696867482?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1126258244806545262005-09-09T17:25:00.000+08:002005-09-09T17:30:44.810+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">life... is not certain...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">now i dun even noe...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">we broke up...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz.. the feelings not there...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">and we ar not for each other..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">and she is not ready..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">she felt..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">so.. we ar on our different paths..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">once more..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">since tis early dawn..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">kinda make me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">feel..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">bit sad..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">bit lighten..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but sumhow..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i noe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i m sad..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">juz tat i dunnoe how to express myself ...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">weird ting is tat ...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">she feel insecure...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wif me..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">not tat i m surprised..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but i m not known for my security ...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i shared the most wif her..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and i doubt there will b another one whu will </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hear my most inner thoughts </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">any sooner...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">time is playing wif me..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and i m in a spot..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nvm...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i will juz end here..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">byz,,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">cya...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112625824480654526?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1126257688736442802005-09-08T12:17:00.000+08:002005-09-09T17:21:28.743+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">over in a flash...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">a bbq...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">caters for less than 10 ppl...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">b4 the cake is cut.. it is gone...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">not the cake.. but its ppl..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">one will tink it is a leisure bbq than bdae bbq...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">o one cares...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but still they make an effort to cum..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">so mus sae not much of their fault.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i tink it is a unsucesssfull bbq...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nvmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">one will learn frm his mistakes...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112625768873644280?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1125761426506505782005-09-03T23:21:00.000+08:002005-09-03T23:30:26.566+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">haiz.. her bdae comin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sooo fast.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">tis week summore lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i opening party for her, rachel and wai sun..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heez.. haiz.. hope they can come..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">yesterdae... haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">prefect now veri veri messy...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">c le...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">no word can discribe..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kanna depression tat dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i tink i break record arghz...!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">30mins finsh WHOLE of PAPER 2..!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hope i can still do well..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">lately.. feel veri lonely..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">mayb..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">is i tink 2 much..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i noe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">her mum veri strict...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nvm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">... miss musical..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">miss fun times...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">miss the weird times..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">miss the great times..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">miss the times..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">when we sing wrongly..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">when we act wrongly..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">during those never seem ending rehearsals at tat time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">now...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">no more such times.. haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">diaoz.. -.-"</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">yesterdae is reali my most scariest dae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i hope i nv had to feel wat i feel tat dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i dun wanna feel cold and a lonely.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">u noe..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">bb... gotta go le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">nitex...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112576142650650578?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1125147149979128112005-08-27T20:48:00.000+08:002005-08-27T20:52:29.983+08:00<span style="color:#99ff99;">here i m at comic shop..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">aft helpin my dad.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">at jurong west...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wasted my morning..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">then come home slp till 6pm..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">aiyo..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">late for meetin alvin.. haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but nvm.. i will be here..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">till he cumes..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">if he can come..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">dun tink so.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">coz veri late le.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. i will stop here..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and moon.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">u r the second gal i send the stars.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i m glad u like it..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and i wan u to noe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">u r the first to get my full bottles of stars...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">even if it doesnt mean anyting to u..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">it means alot to me.. :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nitez...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112514714997912811?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1125146928421333142005-08-26T23:43:00.000+08:002005-08-27T20:48:48.423+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc99;">yesterdae watch the maid.. haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">soo funnie.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">okok la.. got scary moments la.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but not exactly veri scary...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i enjoy yesterdae.. laot.. lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">can whole dae.. or rather..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">half a dae.. wif her.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">sooo happi...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but sad is she need to go home by 7pm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but ... still can c her the nex dae mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">todae lr..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">todae..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i was late.. i tink.. yar.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha.. but nv give ezlink.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">aft sch send her home.. coz she need to go home immediately...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so.. send her lor...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">.... kk.. nth to write about le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">bb.. nitez,.,,</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112514692842133314?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1125146605877813222005-08-25T01:34:00.000+08:002005-08-27T20:43:26.476+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">wahz.. sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">need to help jr do d n t.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sian la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so tired.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but okay.. la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">help a friend mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so nvm ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">aiyo...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tmr not goin to sch le la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">soo tired..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i tink i go put play lan wif jr.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but need to meet xiemeng they all to go watch the maid!!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">dunnoe how xiemeng will react.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk la.. i tink i better stop diaoz le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and start doin the work..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">cya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">bb...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nitez</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112514660587781322?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1124356397751560142005-08-18T17:05:00.000+08:002005-08-18T17:13:17.756+08:00<span style="color:#ffff99;">heez... i m finally free...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">unexpectedly..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm.. wat to sae lei..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">oh yar..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i m angry...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for the first time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i m sooo damm bloody pissed off wif alvin ong </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and his bloody stupid attitude</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">arghzzzz....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i cant believe tat thick skull fat head alvin can </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">tink for nuts...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i mean...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i m his friend...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and he told me tis.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">"dun contact me.. and ask those whu noe me to do the same.."</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i mean if tat is all i wun be angry la.. but..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">he had to add.. " i m not ur friend anymore.. "</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">freak him la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">.. ....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">if he had prob.. he shld share.. and not.. hide.. or shan.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">... arghz,,, </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i feel like slappin him awake.. for once..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">coz i dun believe for once he got realli..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">utillize his brain..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and i oso tink tat he is still not to his senses yet!!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">hmmm....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">dun tok about him le..</span><span style="color:#99ff99;">juz mentioning his</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">name.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">boils me up to white hot rage...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">thenn is there anyting else to sae..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm.. not much..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i dun tink soo..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">arghz...!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">got.. her..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haix..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i m a no brainer as well.. coz..i actually </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haven prepare anyting for her..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">well i hav aready prepare sumting for her..!!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hope tat she will like it..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i made sumting for her mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk.. la.. dun wanna spoil the sceret.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i will give it to her tis sat.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so bloggie.. u hav to juz wait till then.. then i will sae if she is happy wif my gift anot.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk.. nothin else le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">bbz...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112435639775156014?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1124007075502663032005-08-14T15:53:00.001+08:002005-08-14T16:11:15.510+08:00<span style="color:#ffff99;">haha...i finally change my blog...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">too bad.. it is still final fantasy</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">format.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">dunnoe y.. i juz feel tat fianl fantasy is </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">the onli ting tat suit my feelings rite now..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm...todae nothing to do mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">sooo i do my blog...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">oh ya..i haven see if xie meng reply my msg le mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz.. sorri.. i m bloggin.. diaoz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm..tommorrow mux start study le.. haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">fail my chinese mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">got d7 mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hmm.. come to tink of it.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tis is my first post of tis month.. hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk.. update abit...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">my o level is comin near.. but i dun feel scare lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tink i muz change my mind set.. haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112400707550266303?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1122134027729928392005-07-23T23:43:00.000+08:002005-07-23T23:53:47.823+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">todae is veri eventfull...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i was sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">disapointed...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">then... angry...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">den.. sick...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">then happi...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">weird rite..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">then again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">me mahz.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">diaoz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">>>.<<"</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz.. todae got </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">musical..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">then the crew.. and props...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">ar veri...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">inorganized..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i noe not their fault..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">they r there to help onli...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but at least...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">do their best to tink mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nv tink de.. oways do tings tat get themself in trouble..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">not sian mehz..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">although i did raise my voice..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but i dun reali scold them..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">... kk.. i gotta call sum 1..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nitez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112213402772992839?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1122025097389183652005-07-22T17:26:00.000+08:002005-07-22T17:38:17.400+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">5daes to musical...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tiring each dae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hopeless...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">my body so shag.. sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">arghz,,,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">juz tat i still feel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">my leg wobble when i walk..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">darn it..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">on a lighter note....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i hav go stead wif a gal...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">on sun 17</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">it been five daes le...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">and i tink so far.. its ok.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">.... juz tat... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">lots of problems surfaced...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">can sae sum events of the past haunt me ...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">... becoz i break up wif my xstead..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and we didnt break up happily or rather peacefully...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and... it is mostly my fault la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">or rather.. its all my fault la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">if onli sorri can reali show u how much i meant it...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but reali...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sorri...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">.... i reali wish.. for u to b happi...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">coz i reali care for u...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but sadly..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i reali dun love u le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">it may seem i play wif ur feelijgs...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but i reali hav nv play wif ur feelings...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i dun even hav the notion / idea of playing wif u..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">reali... i treat u all along as a dearest mei...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but i noe u nv take me as ur bro...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">so sorri...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112202509738918365?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1121252730250153802005-07-13T19:01:00.000+08:002005-07-13T19:05:30.260+08:00<span style="color:#ccffff;">plz... to all...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">if u dun hav time 4 ur galfriend...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">dun let her wait..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">it is veri saddenning...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">mygalfriend pine 4 me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">but i juz hav no time 4 her..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">so i decided to break up wif her..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">or rather ..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">time out la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">i hope..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i m juz so guilty ridden..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sadnesss,,,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">never leave me..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">pain is in my heart...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so shld i stay on..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">or leave tis behind..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">time is my constant enemy...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hate u...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">y.. m i in such awkward positions..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">arghz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">nvm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">aft tis year i dun wanna c tis kind of ting le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">hmph...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">hate it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">arghz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">still in the libaray </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">recordin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wasting my time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">as my voice sucks..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">f it man..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">argzh...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">nvm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i will wait.. patiently...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">kk.. c ya all...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">later...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112125273025015380?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1121172655331290892005-07-12T20:47:00.002+08:002005-07-12T20:50:55.340+08:00<span style="color:#99ffff;">juz drop by to add a post b4 i leave </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">the libaray for the dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk.. la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nth to do la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">feeling a bit..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">angry inside... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hope i can pass o level exam </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">chinese..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hav u noticed..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">it is snowing "o"s</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">heez,,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk.. end here.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">b4 i bore my mind out..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nitez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and remember to go my forum...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"><a href="http://hatredfelt.blogspot.com">http://hatredfelt.blogspot.com</a></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">byz</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112117265533129089?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1121160956173967292005-07-12T17:30:00.000+08:002005-07-12T17:35:56.183+08:00<span style="color:#ffff99;">still here waiting..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hope we can sped up..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and get tis over with..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">a big mistake if u ask me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">coz i m here..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">sad la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">now...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">recording second song of the dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">new world...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hope...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">it will be fine..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">made lots of mistakes i tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">in the previous one..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but lucky not obivous...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk.. la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i noe le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i m finally enlightened...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">tis is wat i shld do..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">wanna noe..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">well i will tell when i did it..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">though i m not comfortable wif it..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">exams is so stressful..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">cant figure how i got so far here..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">damm it ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">oppss..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">dun mind me..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tis is how stressful a secondary 5 student can be..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">in singapore.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tink i end here now...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">kk.. cya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">mayb i will drop again later</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">or tmr..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">cya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">later...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112116095617396729?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1121154648809271192005-07-12T15:48:00.000+08:002005-07-12T15:50:48.816+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tired... feeling quite shag...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">nowadaes...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and i m so lazy tat i nv on my hp much..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tired la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so tis will b short... damm short..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i tink.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk.. la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i tink i noe wat i m goin to do le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">aft tis month..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">everyting starts nex month...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kkk .. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nvm..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i will stop here...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heeZ...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">byz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">buaiz..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112115464880927119?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1121067348110097882005-07-11T15:31:00.000+08:002005-07-11T15:35:48.123+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">hihi..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i m in again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">the libaray...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">illegally using the com</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">shhh...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hahaha.. they recordin sia...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i tink i m in soon..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz i juz cum..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">mon sianz la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">juz finish ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">my chinese oral..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tink i fail liaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz i dunnoe alot of words in the readin process..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hope.. eng will b easier..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i hope..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i wish..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i will end here le la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz siti here keep on haressing me..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">juz jokin..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz she wanna use com mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk.. later....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112106734811009788?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1120988618010169122005-07-10T17:41:00.000+08:002005-07-10T17:43:38.010+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc99;">haha... sad</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">juz finish half of the song..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">sad..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">we spend.. 5 hrs le aready lei...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">ke lianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hahaha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">still got a long dae ahead...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">may we find strength n faith..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">... gogo..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk.. end here for now..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">bleahx... </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">>>.<<"</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112098861801016912?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1120976691301629192005-07-10T14:21:00.000+08:002005-07-10T14:24:51.310+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">sorri.. tat i didnt post in much post nowadaes..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">well it is becoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">my busy dae are now in..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sooo sorri...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but i will try to write in more often ..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. nt much to do...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">juz wiating time to pass..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and i m still as confused as all begins...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. nt much le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. end here...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">coz now got recording in sch libaray..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">shh...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">we illegally used the coms..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk.. byz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">time for my time..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-112097669130162919?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119717573570827692005-06-25T23:30:00.000+08:002005-06-26T00:39:35.070+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">late...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">for rehearsal...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but didnt miss much...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tiring...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">singin for quite long todae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">stomach pain la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">wenfu goin nex mon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">goin to miss his playin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hope belinda is as good..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">aft tat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i go...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">tuition...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">late as well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">miss english as a result...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but it is okay...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">math tuition.. was veri </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">mind boogling..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">coz doin vectors...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i nv reali understand it..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but ok lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">aft tat meet zi wei and dionne...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">go swim...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">or rather i c them swim..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">pei them ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">for..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">2hrs..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">no..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wait..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">4hrs...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sad case..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">damm tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so long..coz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i pei them eat as well...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">best news...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">i patch wif my ex...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">zi wei...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">unexpected rite...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">but..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">the details will come later...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">feeling of love..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">is a veri curious ting..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">so..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">aniting can happen..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">hope we can last...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">coz.. we been through plenty...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">kk... end here le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">nitez...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111971757357082769?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119626926574635342005-06-24T23:13:00.000+08:002005-06-24T23:28:46.590+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">fri...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wake up..late...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">for prefect meeting...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">we touch on much tings...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">quite effiecent i feel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">bout the way they do tings..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">long time</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">nv feel like tis le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">good...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">aft the meeting..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">at first goin to </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">meet wif sammie de...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but onli 2 of us..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">watever for..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">den i go buy comic...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">Slamdunk #25....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">siAnz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">waste mioney...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i thought i dun need</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">the money..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but i was sooo wrong..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz i meet up wif jia yii,jesslyn, wei ting,hong yap,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and fiona...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">den weixin cum meet us...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">they go walk walk...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">long time nv walk bout le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so i go wif them lor...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Kf...wat happen to u..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">call u ,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">u nv ans..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nvm...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">den i,hong yap and fiona, andweixin...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">go esplandna...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">walk walk..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiyo..leg now still ache...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">we had a fun time aniwae...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianz....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so fast finish le..haiz,...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kk.. stop here le...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111962692657463534?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119625902908527652005-06-23T23:05:00.000+08:002005-06-24T23:11:42.920+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">rehearsal...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">do scene 7...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">we finished learning the</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">para para dance...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">veri hard..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but we can still take it.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i tink...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">aft tat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i go wif friens to yishun</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">to watch initial D</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">veri enjoyable...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i dun mind getting the cd and watchin it again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but budget mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">Sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">nvm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i shld save and skrimp...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">give me a month time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">enming..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and i will hav a 3230 to watch the movie u had </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">in hp...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heez....</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">kk.. nth le la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">damm tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">stop here la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">cya..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111962590290852765?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119625513713658722005-06-22T23:02:00.000+08:002005-06-24T23:05:13.720+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">not much to write...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">juz stayed at home...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">cleaning my room mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">missed goin out...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">to play bbasketball...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">and...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">go chalet..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">or rather...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">the bbq...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">sorri.. i pangseh u..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">sorri... val...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha....</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">kk...nitez...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">all...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111962551371365872?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119358851916436222005-06-21T20:52:00.000+08:002005-06-21T21:00:51.926+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">... aft rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">we blocked the scene 8?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">lots of ppl didnt turn up..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">they got probs..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">then again not alot of ppl nv turn up</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz.. greg, elsa, odelia..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">didnt turn up..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">vAl come back le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">tired..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">now at junrong home..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">drinkin volka..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">nope..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">not drunk yet..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">wun de la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i hope.. sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">Sammie!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">when goin to pub..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">dun leave me hangin..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">in a city so dead...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">take ur time..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha.. no time..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">nv..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">at most i nv go.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hey.. elsa..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">angry wif me so nv come ar..?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">frankly speaking la..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">u not fat la..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">i m juz jokin wif u...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">if i offended u...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">den i muz,...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">aplogised to u..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">sorri...!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">kk.. now tat is off my chest..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">kk...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">stop here la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">stomach pain sia..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">hha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">nitez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">all..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">cya..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111935885191643622?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119326150571058832005-06-21T11:53:00.002+08:002005-06-21T11:55:50.573+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">wake up le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">had breakfast..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and still playing..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hahaha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">goin to home soon..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">wonder got rehearsal mahz..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz hp spoil so dunnoe</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">muz buy near de...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">feeling better though..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">much happi i m..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i hope..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">not tat sad case liaoz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">much happi case..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">hahahaha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">kk.. stop here...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">later....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">cya..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111932615057105883?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119325961498804882005-06-20T23:49:00.000+08:002005-06-21T11:53:14.126+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">ton aft bbq...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">had a great time..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">sianZ</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">now at jun rong home..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">enjoy myself.. wif com and bleach</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">and comics..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">hahaah...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">finnally got chance</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">to read bleach...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">yeahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">wonder wat is </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">the address again..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">ask junrong la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"><a href="http://www.bleach7.com">http://www.bleach7.com</a>...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">wuu...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">nth le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">juz numbin my self b4 i slp again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">nitez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cya </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111932596149880488?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119325779003001562005-06-20T11:30:00.000+08:002005-06-21T11:49:39.003+08:00<span style="color:#33ffff;">qui quan bdae...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">late in meeting him liaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">dunnoe wat to do..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">better rush..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">juz a few lines..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">siANz lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha... later...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111932577900300156?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119325702458562572005-06-19T23:43:00.000+08:002005-06-21T11:48:22.466+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">two daes of </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">no slp...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">siAnz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">no mood le..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">tired... tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">but sum how.. i m </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">still goin for it..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">numb...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">will i ever b able</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">to numb myself first mahz..?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">siAnz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tired.. and piss off..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">no mood.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">to do much..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">juz able..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">to lighten up...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">father dae mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">we go out.. eat..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">whole family meal..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">long time no such ting le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">miss those daes..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">no longer...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">there...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">kk..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">gotta rush to sl..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">otherwise./..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">no mood.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">nitez all..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111932570245856257?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119105071113668802005-06-18T22:00:00.000+08:002005-06-18T22:31:11.323+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sat ...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">was not late..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">lucky..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">spent time...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">singin..,doin scene 2 n 3...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">not much..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha.. oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">oso got do scene 6...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sianz.,.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">den tired la... </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">now..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">juz work finishz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">tired lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">dun tok more le..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111910507111366880?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1119103222341853022005-06-17T21:53:00.000+08:002005-06-18T22:00:22.603+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">nth to do..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">no time to go out..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">can onli stay at home..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sad la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">nv mind..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">still got me n my com</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">although at times it lag..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">it is still faithful at times..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">providing me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">lots of fun n enjoyable times..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">it is good to know.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">tat..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i hav sumting to reli on..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha,...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sad.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">fine..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i m fine..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i m juz onli searchin for games to </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">download..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">although </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">my com lag at times..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but still...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">neverthless,,,</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">a com..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">dunnoe wat i m blabbling about.. sorri...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha... dun mind me </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">much,..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk.. few more paragraph den i m outta here..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">feelings..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">makes u wonder...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">if...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">fun is worth it ...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">times we spent..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">mayb fun..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">but..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">tooo short...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">if onli i could prolong these</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">happy moments..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">den i will b glad..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">and mayb wun regret.. when...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">the truth is out..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">as there is a saying..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">the truth may hurts most..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">when u ar least expecting it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">but i say..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">even u expect it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">those actual moments..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">ar still unbearable..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk stop here.. nitez..</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111910322234185302?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118986521797122062005-06-16T23:00:00.000+08:002005-06-17T13:35:21.810+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">late 5mins </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">for rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sorri..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but lucky didnt miss much..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz jon was not in yet..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">was able to relax for awhile...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">was early in a wae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz i was early </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">for ping pong scene mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">spent 30mins liddat</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">for tinkin ideas...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">aft jon come..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">thought of 9 mini scene</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and 1 intro...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">not bad..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">but veri long lei.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">spent sum time.. doin scene...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">veri funnie..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz doin tat scene ...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">dunnoe how to sae la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but quite entertaining at times..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">omg.. elsa...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">u better go eat less la.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">otherwise..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i reali nd to go train up..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i lazy de lei...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so i didnt want to go gym.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">often..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">oso...we spent time..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">singin jumpin...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">and all the song...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz wenfu goin aboard mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so got a sub music director..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">call belinda..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"> i tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">dun reali remember,.. hehe</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">aft tat.. we go eat at j8 food court..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">... qui quan now live my home there lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">not excatually.. my area..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but still near la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz in amk... mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">next wk val come back le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">soo good..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">can c my mei again.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tis sat got rehearsal...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">juz thought </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i knew..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">it is not possible..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">y.. even in my right state of mind..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">do i still purse the impossible..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">u hav hinted...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i tink..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">if i read it correctly..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tat i m not the one for u..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but still...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i juz hope...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and thought...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">cant help but to tink like tis..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">iszt a crime ?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nvm...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nvm....</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk cya...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">nitez...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">it is late.. le..</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111898652179712206?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118893990394396472005-06-16T11:44:00.000+08:002005-06-16T11:53:10.396+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">Juz drop in to</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">edit sum changes</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">for my blog.. hehe</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so hopefully,,,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">it will b much better..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">hopefully..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i mess wif tis since...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">9.50am...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">look at the time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">hope i can </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">make it to sch in time...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i tink i can la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">okok..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sammie...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">when we meet to take neoprint ar..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">next fri rite..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">kinda forgot le..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">msg me.. when u c tis hor..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">of the correct time..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">to meet..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">thkz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">siAnz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">germaine comin along rite..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i forgot alot of tings...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">sianz la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">when got meeting for the</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">june camp ar..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haizyo...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">die le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i forgot le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">siAnz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kk la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">ibetter..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">end it le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">otherwise realli late...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i will write more later...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">heezs...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111889399039439647?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118886973006211882005-06-15T23:41:00.000+08:002005-06-16T09:56:13.016+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">wake up at middae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">meaning..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">afternoon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">den..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">did nothin..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">till 2.45pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">go my nearby youth centre </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">to play com games...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">[play till 4.35pm]</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">then...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">we go home..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">coz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">my little bro is left </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">alone...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">in home..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">as my mum gone to work..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and my dad..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">well..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">dunnoe where he went la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">come back..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i play home com games...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">till...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">veri late...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">10.55pm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i den stop..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">to hav my dinner..!</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">den watch anime...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">till 12mn..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">so cool..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">shaman king..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">hahahaha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">then as it is late...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">my sister oso dunwan to use com..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">so i use the com for a while..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">use till...abit longer la.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">coz i use it to blog mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">otherwise how u c tis entry..??</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">diaoz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hmm..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nth to sae...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">coz.. i n her..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">it doesnt matter how we throw the dicee..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">the one for me is u..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but not me for u..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haiz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">worse fear..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">may come true..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">doesnt realli wan to dealt upon it.. haha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">laughing in face of uncertainly...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nv known i had it in me..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">till juz a few seconds ago..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haiz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but on a lighter note...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">tmr rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">earler for me,quaiser and elsa..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">all for scene 4...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hope tat we cant do sumting..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and make full use of time given..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and elsa..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">dun listen to levin advices...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">if he advise u to..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">sabo me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">plz dun lar...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">actually..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">wat is a friendy gestures...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">has been made out as a more than it meet the eye</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">gesture..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">plz la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haiyo!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">kk.. c ya all...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">tmr...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">nitez...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111888697300621188?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118765987975550222005-06-14T23:43:00.000+08:002005-06-15T00:19:48.030+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">pissed off..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">i was goin to sch...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">when my dad return..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">nvm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but he cum back..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">wait till i wanna go sch</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">den nag..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">summore from unresonable grounds </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">to nag ..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">he sae my bro's head pimples is due to the fact</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tat my room is unclean..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">and ask me clean..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">etc.. etc...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">plz lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">my bro's head pimples is due to he </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">himself nv wash his hair properly...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">my business mehz..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">siaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wu liaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i go out happi..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wear red shirt..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wanna do better for muscial..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">he come back..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">sae all the useless crap..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">blacken my mood..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">siAnz.. Arghz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">tat y whole dae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i seems so tired and stoned..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i dun expect u all to understand my pain..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">juz dun annoy me le lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">juz feel worse lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">actually wanted to skip muscial </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">for once..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but then tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">not worth wasting other ppl effort and time..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">but i go oso no mood.. siAnz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">do all the ting like half dead.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">to heck wif all lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">waste my own effort..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">go there ppl all happi..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">onli me there</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">black face..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">muz hav dampen their spirits..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">soorrrriii...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">i tried to look happi and juz tired onli..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">hope i did a good job.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">after everyting</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">aft rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">levin,elsa,kiat,greg and me..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">go long john ..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">eat..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">but i nv eat..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">not hungry.. and no mood lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">siAnz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">aft tat.. we go pei .. elsa buy </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">her water bottle..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">siAnz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha.. but its ok la..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">wanted to waste time as well.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">den aft levin go off..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">me,kiat,elsa, continue..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">walkin bout j8..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz elsa wanted to change</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">the tings tat she brought..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">from socks..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">to water bottle..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">well tat is how fickle minded elsa is.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha.. opps..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hope she doesnt read tis.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i dun tink she will read my post lor.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">too much crap le mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">she made attempt to guess.. whu i like..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha.. u tink she will guess it..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i dun tink so..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i tink.. most likey will b i let her know.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">depends la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">my mood how.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">well.. as far as i m concerned...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">she shld b able to guess it .. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">if she use more than her brain..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">but hard to sae..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">not tat she will care to know whu i like.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">kk.. oso.. i will forget bout guess the mystery</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">code on her blog..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">too chim for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i understood..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i can hear from ur tone.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tat although u ar unsure..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">u r firmed..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">not to let me hav any hopes..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i can hear it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">although u nv sae out loud..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i noe..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">u smash all the chances for me to take hope tat u might </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">like me back...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">althoguh it cruel of u..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">still i dun blame u..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">u r unaware aft all...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">mayb its in ur charcter..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i will nv know..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">for i cannot know how much u know ur self..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">oh my...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i dun noe i did wrong... anot...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i hav juz leak a important clue..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i fear</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">u nv know...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but onli knew too soon..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hope tat u wun tink so much when u read it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tata... nitez all...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">slp tight..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">but slp straight...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haha...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">plz.. i m straight...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and i dun like those jokes u made..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">although it is juz for fun...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i mind when it is made not at the rite time..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">too many same jokes in a row..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">kills the joy..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">of the joke itself..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc99;">nitez...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111876598797555022?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118720129710205222005-06-14T11:08:00.000+08:002005-06-14T11:35:29.720+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc99;">short entry to dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">coz i am writing at 11am..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">well..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">later got rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i can predict..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">tat it is veri tiring and hard task to do..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">coz well..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">wenfu is goin to focus on</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">our vocals..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">and my vocals has oways </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">been.. classfield as..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">not to b heard..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">later..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">if end early..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">dunnoe go where lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">go wif then eat..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">then?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">mayb i go play basket ball..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">den...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">no idea..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sIanz...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">first prob first lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">got to prastice abit..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">on my vocals..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">mayb i will reach there early todae..?</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">siAnz....</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">pathedic...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">arghz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">hmm..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">wat m i tinkin...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">plz knock my head..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">will sum1..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">i wanna get outta here...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">arghz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">time is not my friend...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">i lose touch wif it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">and now.. i m still</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">seekin it,..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">when will i wake up..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">from my seemly long infactuation..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">or is tis for real for once..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">time will show..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">i tink...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">i hope..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">it better...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">kk lar..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#99ffff;">cya later..</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111872012971020522?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118718486444855642005-06-13T22:43:00.000+08:002005-06-14T11:08:06.456+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">todae wake up late.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">but go gym juz nice.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">heez.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sorri nu er..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">me reali not enough to go..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so dun want to borrow money mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">so sorri..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">nex time go wif u all...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">sorri...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">siAnz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">go gym..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">there run,workout,workout</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">,work out,</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">then b4 going off...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">i run again..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">wanted to train stamina mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">then there bath..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">veri nice to bath there..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">haha.. coz the sprinkle</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">is veri powderful..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">after gym.. we</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">meaning, me,kf, and huimin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">enming nv cum coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">he arghz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">under parental control mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">so boh pian..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">todae no trainer's advice.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">as i was saying..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">me,huimin, and kf..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">we go walk j8..coz</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">huimin wanted to go popular..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">he juz come back from thailand..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">at first wanted go his home de..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">coz his home, he sae got raspberri alcohol</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">hehe..but.. veri far..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">den kf sae so early drink abit weird.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">too me.. okok mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">different ppl got different opinion...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">so instead.. we go "champions.."</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">a snooker place lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha.. we go there play one game of billard</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">then one game of pool.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">den sit there wait.. haha..coz we waiting for serene..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">coz there is nothing for us to do le. mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and we ar bored mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">we sit there till ermx..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">7.45 liddat..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">then we walk to serene home..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">meet her..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sit down</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">crap awhile..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and crap</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">alot..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">then 8.45 liddat</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">then we go home...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">i noe coz i reach home in time to see the </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">new channel 8 show.. hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">then..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">go home stay wake</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">till 11pm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">den i drag my self to slp..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">tat is wat i goin to do later.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">nitez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">all..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">cya...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">tmr rehearsal lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111871848644485564?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118571037072835112005-06-12T17:36:00.000+08:002005-06-12T19:36:59.356+08:00<span style="color:#33ffff;">wat up damm early lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">wake up 4.50am..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">summore last nite i slp..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">at 1am lei.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">.... ....</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">go meet them at j8</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">morning.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">veri tired lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">arghz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">go west coast park..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i nv go there b4 lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">quite big lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and got alot of playground than </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">east coast park lei.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but then </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">morning.. 6,7am liddat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">rain heavy rain..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">wah pour till 9.30am..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">when the ting susposed to start.. wah..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">lucky ting is tat </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">todae the event not much</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">no gamesstalls..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">onli got 1 tent..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">although quite squeezed...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but okok lor.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hehe.. coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">not much to do also..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so can actually</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">skip work lor.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">can .. ermz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">not actually skip work mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">is.. hehe.. slack mahz.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">tat y.. heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hm.. we finish at 2.45pm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we clear tings..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and then ..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">take cab to sembawang..hehe</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">coz quiquan goin there mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hehe.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">so lor bang to sembawang mrt..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">then i and danny take mrt to bishan..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">then he take 54, i take 88 home..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">actually wan to take 88 to pasir ris</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">than back but..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">tooo tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">dun wanna waste time.. so cum home..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and here i m writing blog.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">hmm.. mayb tmr goin gym.. i tink.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">wif kf and enMing.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">not sure yet..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">coz haven confirm.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">wait.. wait..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">cannot lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">tmr i goin to escape.. heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">so cannot goo.. pai sehhz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">end here la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">nitez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i hope</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i wished..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i dreamt..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">y iszt wat u wan</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">conflict wif wat u can hav..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">wat m i saying..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">diaoz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i confused..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i m puzzled..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">but...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i m clear..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">onli in one sense..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i m here..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">she is there..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">wheather there is fate between us..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">depends...</span></em><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i noe..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i dun hav ani hope..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">even we meet each dae..?!</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">or often.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">truth hurts..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">but i will live wif it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i will be better. ..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">dun worry..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">if not.. i will let u noe.. real soon.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">but then dunnoe if u wanted to know all tis..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">it may b extras..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">but to me.. it is as important as u ar..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">u may not know..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">yet..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">but if </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i cant hold back my feelings..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">den i will let u know..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">tat will be the last ting i will do though..</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111857103707283511?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118496711993038582005-06-11T21:13:00.000+08:002005-06-11T21:31:52.340+08:00<span style="color:#66ff99;">no time to change color every three paragraph... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">coz.. rushin to go out ..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">ermz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">wat to sae...?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">ohz..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">pai seh..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">late for musical </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">todae..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">wake up 9.15..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">so sad..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">den rush tehre..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">sing the new world song..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">do the flood scene and moving scene..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">didnt do well at first..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">but ok ..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">in the end..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">cant resist.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">changed the colour.. hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">ermz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">wat else..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">oh.. we hav fun at lunch.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">coz we go eat at mos burger..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">then </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">sum how.. elsa</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">with a spirit of not to b denied...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">urged kiat to treat us thai express...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">go eat dessert.. ahha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">stay till ehz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">dunnoe wat time la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i tink ..shld b 5.25pm liddat.. or earlier.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">then we go popular..coz elsa and weixin both wanted to go.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">oh ya.. for got to mention.. after todae experience with </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">levin and elsa..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">i tink.. i begin to see them both in different light..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">back to story...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">ermz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">elsa not enough money to buy her ten year seires..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">wanted to borrow.. but we all oso no money..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">oh ya...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">levin nv wif us coz he rush 4 time.. heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">then elsa go find her friends</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">leaving me and weixin to go back amk...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">then on bus 13 saw ahisk.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">my classmate last time..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">nv saw him in a while le.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">kinda fated.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">wat else..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">nothing to add le la..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">kk lar.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i tink.. stop here...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">if onli sayin stop is as easy as doin it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i wanna stop loving u..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">coz i know.. u wun like me.. but..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i juz cant ..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">cant..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">tat is wat i m fretting over...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">if onli u know..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i m sure u wun ask me tat question...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">tat u ask so often ..nowadaes..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">kk...gotta go.. my mum is not paitinent.. haha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">bb</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111849671199303858?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118372408768074962005-06-10T10:43:00.000+08:002005-06-10T11:00:08.783+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">... morning all..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">now is 1048am..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i juz wake up a hr le.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i tink i will write todae post early coz..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">todae is another boring dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">stuck at home.. etc..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">ouch..!</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">my ankle..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">abit sprained..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i thought it was nothing yesterdae.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">when i jump to touch the wiring in sch.. near library.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">heez... playing mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">hope the pain juz there onli.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">juz test my ankle awhile..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">okok lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">no a prob.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">juz received a msg...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it is frm greg...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">well..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">tmr rehearsal is at 9am sharp!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">kk.. i will be there.. hopefully early.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ani wan in musical can give me </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">morning call..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">nvm lar..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">count on myself to wake up..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">dunnoe elsa will b there mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i reali dun tink so..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">coz.. she muz b tired aft a week camp..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and her voice..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">dun sae le lar.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">later jon or wenfu, kiat see le..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">later give it to her.. then she know.. haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but not her fault mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i understand her situation..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">coz i in prefectz camp oways return wif a sore thorat.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">...hmm.. i tink tmr got alot of ppl cumin..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but kasem wun b in yet..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">coz he is away in thailand to postphone </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">his Ns.. there.. hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">curious.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">odelia, val.. wun b in..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">... ermz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i tink the rest will cum..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and even quaiser dad.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so mayb we can do sum conversions..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">haha... i tink we will still b doin songs lor.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">all songs ar covered le... do u noe tat..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">or can u belive it..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">but although we ar not up to standard..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i feel it is sumting...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">worth mentioning..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">heez..tis is me aft all.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">arghz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">my couquer online..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">sux man..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">arghz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">no time go there..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">argh..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">home com too lag to down or even install..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">arghz!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i got a bad feeling...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">reali bad...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">usually my bad feelin cum true..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i dun wanna tink bout it but i cant juz</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">ignore it.. haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">siAnz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">wat if...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">she knew..?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i wun b able to know how to deal wif it.. haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i tink it will b wise not to put her in my blog..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">orelse.. when she put two an two together..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i m sure she will</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">know..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i tink..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">kk.. cya all.. stop here la.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111837240876807496?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118371329340484222005-06-09T22:10:00.000+08:002005-06-10T10:42:09.356+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">todae.. mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">last rehearsal for odelia.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haiz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so ke lianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">goin on vacation...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">to ..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">well i hav no idea..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha.. i tink is canada.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">or sumwhere near taipei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hmm</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">coz she sae she got a 19 hr filght to taipei.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and sum more got </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">dunnoe wat...transit or ..? </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">heez.. i tink we ar ! goin to miss her.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hmm</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">its tooo early to noe yet.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">she will be back 29 of june..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">skippin sum sch daes...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and alot of rehearsal.. hmm.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but true..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but still dun tink she can beat elsa's record..! haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">more than a month worth of rehearsal..! </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">best sia.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">juz kiddin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">no harm done.. hopefully.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">lighten up mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">oh yah...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">tmr is last dae of elsa camp!.. hmm</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">oh yar...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">summore kiat ask me to ask elsa </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">if she is ready or rather fit to cum to rehearsal on ...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">sat.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and.. i juz msg her...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and her reply is..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">"i got one more dae of camp...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">cum can.. but i lost my voice completly..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">cannot sing.. but will b there..."</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">wahz.. reali argh.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">sinaz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">u muz reali try to get ur voice back and!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">hope tat ur voice is not reali competly gone.. hmm</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">other wise..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">ur gut feeling of being chop will be realised.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">rest plenty hor.. dun try to tok much..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">u will nd tat to get ur voice back...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">weixin..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">my mei.. oso another 1..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">although she iszt in for any camp..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">she got polylessons..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">so she cant cum for weekdaes rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">dun worry.. got kor here..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">can teach u the tones of new songs...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">tat u miss.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">but..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">=Warning!=</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">i m not a good singer.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">in fact i m a toneless singer..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">i tink.. haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;">so dun pin too much hope on myself.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hmm.. continue on.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">wif my dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">after rehearsal..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">i go eat dineer..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">at long john..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">wif odelia,quaiser..,quiquan and danny..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">coz odelia wan de.. haha.. guess it is a farewell dinner?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">aft tat.. we eat finish den we saw </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">kiat!</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">oh ya..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">b4 tat when we enter to long john..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">odelia.. sae tat got one guy "diao" me..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">when i sae excuse me loudly.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">i didnt notice lei.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">den aft tat..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i go back to sch there play basketball for awhile..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">wanted to see if i got gotten a bit better mahz..!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">okok lor.. my shooting abit better.. but..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">my underboard is not ani better.. sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">muz train harder..hmph..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">then can pull ring or even slam..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">whahaha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">heez</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">then suddenly rain!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i and danny go in..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">whu i saw..?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">peiying.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">i tink.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">coz at first i cant see properly.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">no spec mahz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">den we go the cantten there rest.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">den i saw nick.. nick ang.. my class last time..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">from na jump to express...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">the guy..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">he there coz got band.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">he in alumi band mahz.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">tat will be all liaoz.. haha..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">nite all..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">hope tmr will b better.. haha..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">cya all..</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111837132934048422?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118211935344881332005-06-08T14:17:00.000+08:002005-06-10T10:05:10.216+08:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">wake up at 11am...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">eat ceral...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">sian dae..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">nth to do...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">oh yar..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">juz install mirc.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">met a girl there.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">name sharon.. </span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">lucky me..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">able to know new frineds online.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">she oso go blog lei.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">first blog friend know through mirc.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">diaoz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">.. hmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">wat else.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">nth.. le lor.. haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">time still pass too slow.. hope.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">tmr.. got rehearsal.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">and not becoz not enough ppl den canceled.. haziz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">juz wed onli...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">time.. too slow...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">makes me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">tink ...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">missing sum1.. can b so diffcult..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">sianz..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">kk.. nth to sae.. le..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">except..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">todae got anime !!</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">nitez... all.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">although is still early.. haha..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">cya...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111821193534488133?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118211254635133412005-06-07T23:08:00.000+08:002005-06-08T14:14:14.636+08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">wake.. realised.. although no </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">rehearsal...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">i was late...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">for prefect meeting..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">it was about july camp.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">sianz.. lasted till 1pm liddat.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">veri tiring...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haha.. then we go </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">play basketball.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">not wif zhi sen mahz.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">me go play wif alvin and qui quan, danny, bunnie.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">haha.. sianz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">play for awhile then go play lan.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">then late</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">go home.. coz stmoachache.. haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">sianz..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">kk lar.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">nitez...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">missing sum1.. diaoz.. haha..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111821125463513341?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1118210844006492922005-06-06T23:54:00.000+08:002005-06-08T14:07:24.013+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">wake up.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">it was... 10am liaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">sianz...</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">go bugis.. sultan road.. there..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">get my pay</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">oso.. my sis, gui quan,alvin, and danny's pay..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">help them cash the cheque..</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">then...</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">meet them give to them.. </span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">then...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">go play lan for awhile wif them..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">end up late..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">diaoz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">late for wat..?</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">well i was meeting my cousins mahz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">lucky they dunnoe my blog.. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">shh....</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">haha.. we go great world city..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">meet first.. then go nearby, kim seng complex.. or plaza...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">haha.. while waiting.. for my cousin de bf...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">we go play bowl first.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">i got few times strike lei..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">haven lose touch yet.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">...hmm..den when my cousin bf cum...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">we go play pool...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">wahz.. my cousin bf veri good lei.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">then we play till 8pluz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">then go eat.. at near by hawker.. heez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">cut story short...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">... i go home.. eat slp...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">den now blog.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">kk.. nitez...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">cya...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111821084400649292?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8349023.post-1117978647251560952005-06-05T20:47:00.000+08:002005-06-05T21:37:27.283+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">good... sundae!!...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha.. wake up at 4pm .. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">around there lar...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i eat breakfast at 5pm lor.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">then.. play com awhile.. then </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">go out cycling wif my siblings...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">heez....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">can sae at first is tiring.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">... heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">coz,...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">my feet, or rather leg.. is not warm up mahz.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">den we cycle for a few...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">more hours...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">then i start to enjoy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">haha.. coz we go down one big round amk..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">then summore got </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">lots of slopes...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">therefore... got alot</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">of wind..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">soooo fun.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">.. heez... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">hmmm... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">now .. watchin sum martain show.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">sooo weird.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">sad case...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">hmm.. juz saw the martain swallow a nuclear</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">haha... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">tmr... marks the week of rehearsal withou elsa...,val...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">by the end of this week... oso</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">marks odelia... goin off for vaction...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">den again.. tmr oso marks the dae...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i go out with my cousins for the first time... since.. new year..?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">actually.. is the first outing...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">we ever had... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">we goin to play pool.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">at great world city...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">but first i meet them at tiong...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">sooo.. cute.. heez....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">haha.. juz saw martin see tv.. etc.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">diaoz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">funnie lei.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">but oso abit sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">if martin reali... arrives...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">we will b offguard...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and.. we will b...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">pick off.. 1 by 1...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">sad thought rite..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">and we may not hav the time to tell ur love ones.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">tat u actually care for them.. heez...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">so.. cherish ur love ones... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">.. if u got achance...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">to show to ur love ones..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">tat u care...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">dun waste it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">regret is too late...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">so dun aim to regret...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">juz ...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">work it out...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">too bad i can onli advises....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and i dun follow my preaching..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">hai...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">so many a chances... i had wasted...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">leaves me regret.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">regret.. and more regret.. hai.... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">okok... time to wake up from dreams...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and move on in realitiy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">mayb if i juz used my chances more</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">den i wun regret..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but wat if chances dun work out..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wat if..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">wat if...?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">when can i juz... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">gain more confidence..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i cant help it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i hav nothing to boost... my own confidence...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">my face reali tat bad mehz..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">muz wear the wat mask..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">huh..? elsa..?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">haha.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">juz kiddin...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">glad tat i dun reali hav to wear a msk.. haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">diaoz..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">wat m i saying..? haha.. tokin crap as usuall..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">time moves on...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">but i m still here...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">time passes..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">and i m still here...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">when will i move on..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">times goes on..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">and i m still..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">neither.. here nor there... </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">when will i find.. my ms Rite..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">soon..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">how soon..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">1 year..? 2 years..? 10 years..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">later..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">how late..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">20years..?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">30 years...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">life in singapore is so restricted.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">if u r a teen.. haiz...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">kk.. nitez.. all.. cya...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ff33;">so sad...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8349023-111797864725156095?l=benzlifez.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>benzdarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02204648125194956265noreply@blogger.com0