The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
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Monday, June 22, 2009
loving u from a distance...
might b wat i had to do..
coz i will b away,...
till when i wun noe..
but no matter where i m..
my heart will oso b wif u..
if onli u can noe..
how much i dun want to go..
sad ar...
being away from u..
i feel stress juz by tinkin bout it..
but if its for our future..
i willing to risk it..
i dun mind leaving home..
where u r..
to earn for our future home..
muuuuaaaccckxx...
i onli fear..
tat wat i earned in the future..
may not b enuff...
haixxxx...
hope tat time can help us solve our money probs...
coz i dun wanna leave u..
here alone..
without me..
even more sian..
is tat i heard tat being in the army..
means i cant anyhow post..
bout in the army..
especially where i will b posted to...
although i dare to sae..
its no secret..
tat i m a driver now..
but for which ever unit or in watever camp..
i cant sae..
haix...
todae dammmm sian lor.. .
do nth for till 5pm.. juz to get use to new environment..
LLOL..
haix..
tmr will b better i hope..
but nid wake up dammm early lor..
even if i dun stay laopo de hse..
oso de same..
haix..
liddat i rather stay laopo de hse..
hahaha...
hmmm...
laopo..
1 yr plus is reali a long time..
somemore we haven even 1 yr yet...
no matter wat.. i will oways believe in u..
and will respect ur decision..
shld u feel stresssed by long distance relationship..
i hope u will voice out to me
all ur thoughts,..
i dun like to figure it out...
T.T"
mmmuuuaaaccckkkxx...
kk dunnoe why i m bloggin when u r by my side readin it..
LOL... cya...
last written in 9:37 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
POP LER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL...
although it just been 3 mths since i enlisted...
there is a significant parade for us recurits..
tats is the pop parade..
which actually juz to show tat we had completed BMT..
and became Privates..
LOLs..
it was quite fun preparing for the parade ..
the rehearsals were veri tiring..
but on the actual dae ..
the factors tat make it more tiring and good...
is the route march we had before the actual POP date..
and the arrival of my gf and sister make it good..
wahahahhaa...
muackx..
laopo..
i juz nid to wait for posting nia..
mayb life as i sign on is veri good?
haha...
juz onli hope u can ta han wif me...
times flies.. and now is our 8mth liao...
hahaha...
muackx..
laopo..
although i had no money to buy u wat u want..
i will try to afford watever u wan..
hahahaha...
laopo..
i noe sometimes i stress..
then i like always angry...
but dun worry..
i wun b like ur last bf liddat de..
i will try to chill myself down..
muackx..
but i nid u to help me oso..
if u dun like me on off angry..
muz tell me..
coz i dunnoe when i sound angry to u
m i angry anot.. lol...
hope u understand...
muacks...
last but not least..
laopo..
u r my life, my dream...
i dun expect anyting from u..
coz i noe u will b there for me....
mmuuuuaaaaccckkkxx....
hahaha...
i now go play maple le..
maple got server check... LOL..
dun tell u i got blog..
wahahhahahahaha..
nitex...
last written in 9:11 AM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
$3.50
ling_89@live.com
Genuine buyers only..
but u can msg me if u have my num regarding tis sale..
limited time only
first come first serve..
once sold no more..
limited edition only one pair of each in stock..
no more can onli less..
price non-negotiable...
fixed price only...
thks and have a gd dae..
benz
last written in 10:53 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
happy valentines dae everyone..
especially to my dearest laopo..
wahahha...
times flies when we r enjoying..
and real soon..
i goin to army liao...
i noe i m at times eccentric..
and cause u lots of headaches...
mayb i m unreasonable ...
but believe me..
sometimes i dun reali care whu u msg nor meeting..
coz i believe u...
but y i like sooo care about it..
is coz to let u noe..
wat if i do the same ting to u...
i tink even aft i explain till liddat..
u wun still noe de..
haix..
then nvm...
all i can sae is tat i m shocked..
tat during our last k session..
i was goin to the toilet..
and u said..
to me..
why i m out there..
haix..
i mean..
y cant i b out here.. ?
sometings.. u nv do anyting..
is juz how u said tat makes me feel pained..
but overall..
i m happy coz..
even though i cant celebrated my birthdae wif u.
i get to celebrate valentines wif u...
i mean...
u r the first girl i celebrated valentines dae as my gf..
i dunnoe u understand anot..
hhaha...
muackx..
i hope..
every yr..
i can celebrate valentines wif u ..
muackx..
hahaha..
soon i will b goin army le..
i tink..
its times to sae..
i will miss u..
i hope if u find me changed..
i will like u to rmb..
my love wun changed..
coz i love u till the end..
so..
no matter how tired i m..
or how cold i sounded..
pls..
rmb...
i m juz tired.. to show tat i love u.
but tat doesnt means i dun love u..
muackx..
kk ..
time to stop here..
i wan to pei u down..
><"
benz
last written in 4:14 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
2daes' wednesday...
5daes more to lunar new year...
hahaha...
may all of u get lots of angbao...
hmm..
y m i counting down?
well..
coz tis year lunar new year is my last lunar new year b4
enlistment..
haha...
times flies..
and now i m to embark on a journey
every male singaporean had to pass..
army life...
hmm...
well tat aside coz i dun reali mind shaving my long hair
and wear greenish colour uniform..
haha..
wat i reali fear and worried..
is my family and my gf..
mayb worried bout my own finiancal status..
coz army doesnt reali pay well..
haha...
and in army for 2 years is no joke for the bank..
seriously..
haix..
laopo!..
u better learn to take care of urself and dun let me worried so much..
coz i m not scared tat u cant find a job but i m
more worried tat when u work u forget bout ur welfare..
skippin meals..
staying up late..
haix..
heart pain even b4 i go army..
hahaha...
nevertheless..
i love u..
and will keep tinkin bout u..
and so..
worried bout u..
hope u dun let me worried too much..
muackx..
benzbenz
goin off to makan ..
hahahaha
last written in 5:07 PM
[x] Unclebenz
[x] Xiaobenz
[x] 21
[x] Aries
[x] 16 april
[x] Attached 121008
laptop
handphone
Gf
own room
'basketball
'swimming
'bowling
'cycling
'roller-blading
'ice-skating
-Thomson PAP Kindergarden
-Kcpps
-Townsville Pri
-Whitley Sec(6 yrs)
-National Service (3 SIR)
8mths has passed..
i had juz finish BMT
on the 19 june i noe my actual posting..
after tat.. i will b regular le..
wondering if wat happen if i had no time for u..?
wondering if will i be send overseas.. ?
wondering on such makes me stress sometimes..
coz i dun like it if i had no time for u..
but if i kena send overseas..
i will have alot of money..
to marry u..
i tink when the times comes then sae bahx..
haha..
coz for now i wan to spend time wif u till my broadleave finishes
i luv u
si~ling